The boring New Year flies by, the winter vacation is over, I go back to school again, and I hang out with those funny roommates all day long, the mature atmosphere I have cultivated for more than two months, and when I return to school, I am immediately disrupted and replaced by childishness, school is a place that can make people feel very young. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

The third day of school was Friday, and I ran to the studio an hour earlier than usual, because I had to meet Ran Xue before the club activities began. I gave her a call and waited for her in a small pavilion not far from the studio.

Not long after, Ran Xue walked to the pavilion where I was with a smile, I had not seen her for more than two months, and I vaguely felt that she had changed a lot, this change was a little subtle, I couldn't tell where she had changed, but when I saw her for the first time, my heart was a little throbbing, girls at this stage usually changed very amazingly.

"Happy New Year!" Ran Xue walked to the pavilion and said to me with a smile.

"It seems a little late to say that now." I put my hands behind my back and got up.

"I didn't congratulate you in person on the first day of the new year, so I'll make it up to you now." Ran Xue said, "How is the New Year? ”

"Average, not bad or bad." I casually said, "What about you?" ”

"It's not bad." Ran Xue then said, "I wish you a happy New Year, what about the New Year's money, send it to me quickly, why are you so unconscious!" ”

It turned out that she meant this, and I said, "Call 'uncle', and 'uncle' will give you New Year's money!" ”

"Happy New Year, Uncle!" Ran Xue blurted out after hearing this.

"Hey! Hey, hey, can you not be so casual, others ask you to call you, a little principled, okay? ”

"Humph! Anyway, if you call it, you won't lose a piece of meat or lose half a tube of blood, and you will quickly send New Year's money! "She seems to be a little naughtier than before.

"I don't want to be your uncle, and the New Year's money will be free. Phew, give you a New Year's gift! "I held out to her the gift box behind me, which contained the Perkin bracelet I bought.

"Wow! Thank you! Seeing that there was a gift, Ran Xue was overjoyed, and she got out of the state of an eleven or twelve-year-old girl, and after she got it, she asked, "Can I open it now?" ”

"Whatever, it's yours now anyway, you can do whatever you want."

Ran Xue thought for a while and said, "Forget it, don't dismantle it first, and then dismantle it when I get home." ”

"Why don't you take it apart now, see if you're satisfied, I don't want to break up with you!" I said dumbfounded.

"Teasing you, how could I break up with you. It doesn't matter what is in it, I will like it, don't be so serious, you don't have to keep your hands behind your back, like I'm lecturing you. ”

"Then I'll be relieved." I took out the small flower pot that I had been holding behind me.

"What is this?"

"Flower pot, I've prepared two gifts, if you don't like the previous one I gave you, I still have a chance to save it, but it doesn't seem necessary now."

"Why is there only soil and flowers in the pot?"

"I planted pansy seeds in it, which are not precious plants, but they produce beautiful flowers that look like butterflies. This one is dark red, orange yellow, white three colors, I went to the flower and bird market to buy, I saw the seeds, specially asked the boss for seeds, should be able to bloom in April this year. ”

"It seems that you are very attentive, I will give you a full score for your performance this time!" Ran Xue smiled knowingly, "Give me this too, anyway, you're ready." ”

"Well, take it if you want." Seeing her happy, I felt an indescribable joy in my heart, and I gave her the flower pot.

Ran Xue took it in her hand and said, "What kind of flower language does this flower have?" ”

"Uh~ I don't know, I just know that it is the national flower of Poland. However, if you want, we can give it a flower language and just use it between the two of us. ”

"What should be the flower language called?"

I pondered for a moment and said, "Let's call it 'hope'!" The three colors represent three hopes, I hope you have a successful career, I hope you have a bright future, and I hope you can complete your ideals as soon as possible! ”

"Sounds awesome!" Ran Xue said, "However, I am not as great as you say, I don't want to be a woman with a strong sense of career, I am afraid that no man will dare to ask me, and often, even I don't know what my ideal is!" ”

"No, I've always thought you were a very idealistic and goal-oriented person."

"And what do you think of my ideals?"

"I thought you wanted to be a good fashion designer. This question of yours is so weird, let me say your ideals. ”

"Fashion design is just my hobby, I tell you the truth, I really am a person who has no ideals at all, I am just doing what I love to do, that's all." Ran Xue said to me very seriously, "If I say this, will it disappoint you, you won't dislike me, right?" ”

"Why, I've always liked you, and I'll always do—" Before the words fell, I regretted it in my heart, as if this sentence sounded a little out of bounds.

Ran Xue stared into my eyes!

"When I say like, I mean liking between friends, don't get me wrong." I cautiously explained.

Ran Xue didn't say anything about it, just smiled and said, "Then do you have any ideals?" ”

"My ideals have been changing, changing back and forth, it has been transformed beyond recognition, it has been erratic, I don't know what it is, I don't know what it is, but there is no but it still has a little trace. I can't read myself. ”

"Look, you're just like me! It's as if each of us doesn't know much about ourselves, like the most familiar strangers. ”

"It's pretty much the same, though, I'm glad I can still get a rough idea of where it's going. When I was a child, I wanted to be a reporter for documentary programs, to shoot all kinds of strange people and things all over the world, and when I grew up, I fell in love with zoology and zoology, and I wanted to build a large-scale research base in the tropics, which was all made of tempered glass, and I could hide in it day and night to study plants and insects, and when I grew up, I became interested in cytology and virology, and I had the idea of practicing medicine. Maybe I will have other ideas in the future, I want to do something else, I can't say, or I want to do everything, but I don't have a chance to do anything, and I can only write novels in the future! ”

"It's a good choice, too." Ran Xue nodded and said, "I feel like I have to get to know you again, and I just realized that I don't seem to know much about you!" ”

"Why do you want to know me, I'm an insignificant person. Let's go, it's getting late, let's go to the studio. ”

"It's just that I want to get to know you, and it's better if others don't understand......"

At the end of the painting club, Ran Xue drew a sketch portrait for me, and the person in the portrait was of course me, "I" was in a glass building, observing a bunch of tropical plants. Her paintings were so vivid and vivid that I was very happy to accept them. She also stretched out her arm and shook it in front of my eyes, asking me if I was pretty, she was wearing the bracelet I gave her on her arm, she said that she couldn't help but open it in advance and look at the gift, I liked it very much, asked me if it was expensive, asked me where I bought it, I casually answered her various questions.

There are a lot of beautiful things in my reach, but I have never held it, not dare, I don't want to, I shouldn't do that, I know that when I hold it, its beauty will gradually fade, I don't have enough strength to carry its weight, if I have to try to hold and support it, I will be very tired and tired, it is not very natural, it is better to always keep a short distance, I am afraid this is the best choice! I am for Ran Xue, maybe that's the case, the more beautiful things are, the more afraid I am of getting them......