Chapter 124: Illusion (I)
Alice's cold expression did not make Shi Lei's fiery heart heat down a little, he was full of smiles, and greeted Alice with a soft voice that was almost trembling: "Hey, Alice, are you okay?" ”
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Alice didn't speak, but her expression became more condensed, her hand was on the doorknob, her eyes stared at Shi Lei without blinking, and she didn't seem to mean to say hello.
It doesn't matter, in fact, as long as Alice appears in front of him, Shi Lei already feels that this is God's greatest gift to him.
In three days, Shi Lei accumulated countless words, but he couldn't say a word or say a word to Alice.
"Look, here's a gift I brought you, a set of New Orleans craftsman dolls, there are seven of them, and each one of them is very cute....."
Shi Lei slowly approached Alice, and opened the gift package in a little hurry.
"Will Alice like it? Will she laugh? ”
The girl's laughter may be Shi Lei's greatest pursuit at this moment. What could be more beautiful and evocative than the smile of a beloved girl!
"They're cute, aren't they?"
On a wooden round tray, seven dolls of different shapes finally appeared in front of Alice's eyes with Shi Lei's efforts.
Shi Lei held the gift in his hand and slowly approached Alice, his eyes full of anticipation.
"Enough!"
"Take these things out of front of me, no one needs them!"
Alice's words of hidden anger and her expression full of disgust made Shi Lei's body stiffen suddenly.
It's not embarrassing, he just doesn't know what he's doing wrong!
"Alice!"
Jenny's words woke Shi Lei up, and he didn't give up holding up the gifts he had carefully selected, and asked, "You don't like them?" ”
This seemed to infuriate Alice even more, and she swept the doll off her face with a wave of her hand.
"Yes, I hate these, including you, get out of here, leave our home, and never show up again!"
The dolls fell from Shi Lei's hands and were smashed on the floor one by one. Shi Lei seemed to hear the sound of his heart breaking.
"Alice ....."
Those resolute words made Shi Lei unable to believe that everything was true, and he looked at Alice in a daze.
"Get out, get out of here, get out of here!"
Alice's hand pushed Shi Lei's body. Shi Lei, who had already drained all his strength, let his body retreat step by step under Alice's push.
"Alice, what are you doing?"
Jenny walked up from behind Shi Lei and pushed away the angry Alice.
If, if, if everything was if, Shi Lei thought that he might not come here so early!
As if the soul had left his body, behind Jenny, Shi Lei glanced at Alice sadly.
People in love are blind, but they have a strange sensitivity. Shi Lei sensitively felt that Alice's dislike of herself was not fake.
"Disgusted ....."
Shi Lei's heart was like ashes, and he mechanically turned his body.
In his eyes, there was no longer the same look as before, like a cold pool full of sewage.
Staggering to the door, Shi Lei couldn't help but stare at Alice again, and looked deeply, as if he was afraid of forgetting, and wanted to engrave the girl's appearance in his heart.
Alice was in a fierce confrontation with Jenny, and she didn't realize the unforgettable intense and sad emotions of losing her beloved in Shi Lei's eyes.
"Farewell, my love!"
Shi Lei twisted the doorknob.
"Stone ....."
Behind her, Jenny's heartbroken cries.
Shi Lei opened the door and walked out, Jenny reached out behind the door and grabbed Shi Lei's hand.
"Stone, wait, stone!"
"Jenny."
Shi Lei turned around and gave Jenny an ugly smile. No matter when or what kind of embarrassment he experienced, Shi Lei wanted to leave it to others, a false smile that he didn't care about, although he couldn't do it most of the time.
"Come back Jenny!"
At Alice's resolute shouts, Jenny chased her out of the room.
"Stone."
Jenny grabbed Shi Lei's hand and flashed out of the door. Leaning against the closed door with her back, Jenny's other hand also grabbed Shi Lei's arm. It's like being afraid that Shi Lei will suddenly disappear.
"Shi, I'm sorry, Alice didn't mean it, she was just in a bad mood."
Jenny tries to defend Alice, maybe she's just trying to keep something.
"It's all right, Jenny, I don't blame her."
The smile on Shi Lei's face did not change, it was ugly and gloomy.
Jenny's big blue eyes looked at Shi Lei, and suddenly tears burst into tears.
"It's all my fault, Shi, it's all my fault, it's me who indulged her too much."
The tears in Jenny's eyes made Shi Lei's eyes moisten. He had been holding back the urge from the moment he heard the sound of his heart breaking.
The image of the doll shattering flashed through my mind again. One by one, they fell and bounced off the ground, torn apart, looking fragile and helpless.
Shi Lei's tears evoked the softest part of Jenny's heart. The poor girl did not yet know the mind of the man in front of her, and there seemed to be the same delusion between them.
The person I was looking for was waiting for me! They all have this, the illusion of love!
Jenny's crying became louder, she hugged Shi Lei's waist and buried her head deep in Shi Lei's chest.
"You know what, Stone? I know what you want, and so do I. You will be the first to appear before me on every day you return after leaving, and I always pray with that prayer until every time you appear. Like every woman in love, wait for the beloved to return and appear in front of her. We didn't talk about any of this, but we had this tacit understanding, and this is the tacit understanding of love. But my dear, I have to break this tacit understanding and tell you everything, I love you, yes, can you feel it? “
The heartbroken Shi Lei was a little slow to react at this time, he just listened numbly to what Jenny kept saying, and it wasn't until a long time that he really understood the true meaning of Jenny's words.
Shi Lei's heart was in turmoil, and countless thoughts flashed through his heart.
"Really?"
With his head hanging on Jenny's back, Shi Lei, who couldn't believe all this, murmured in a low voice. It's all like a logical joke, the person you love doesn't love him, but gives the person you ignore the illusion of love!
Shi Lei didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but he at least recovered a little bit of anger. He tried to push Jenny away, but Jenny hugged him with so much strength.