Chapter 125: Illusion (II)
The person he loves does not love him, but he gives the person he ignores the illusion of love!
Suddenly, a thought arose in his mind that he shouldn't have - "So that I can continue to be by Alice's side, right?" ”
He thought about Alice's body, he thought about Alice's condition. Pen~Fun~Ge www.biquge.info he may not be able to have her, but at least he can accompany her and help her, isn't he?
If long-lasting love is not available, short-term companionship is precious, at least it can give you enough time to experience some past events that can be recalled in the future.
Shi Lei's eyes looked at the door, as if he wanted to see through this barrier and see the person inside.
Companionship is a huge temptation, which makes Shi Lei unable to refuse!
Shi Lei hugged Jenny, his mood slowly became different, he found a reason to continue to be by Alice's side, but in his heart, he inevitably felt a lot of guilt.
"I'll try to fall in love with you, Jenny!"
couldn't refuse that temptation, the guilty Shi Lei said secretly in his heart. In fact, even he couldn't believe it, he just wanted to find a reason to appease the guilt in his heart.
This guilt made him can't stop calling out the girl's name softly: "Jenny! ”
"Stone."
Jenny, who was fully immersed in this atmosphere, also whispered Shi Lei's name in response.
Shi Lei tried to make his hug a little harder, not so illusory. Jenny also adjusted her body and drilled into Shi Lei's arms, as if she wanted to drill into the other party's body.
When her intentions were completely revealed, Jenny seemed to have countless things to say to Shi Lei at the moment.
"You know what, dear, I'm really happy, it's been my happiest time since I met you until now. I always want to see you, all the time, every time you go to an away game, I want to fly to you.
I've always wanted to tell you all this, but I didn't, just like you didn't, and we all tacitly understood each other as a wonderful secret.
You're always trying to get close to Alice and get her to accept you, even if she's always giving you an ugly look. It touched me and I know you're doing all this for me. Every time I almost lost my control and wanted to tell you out loud how I felt.
I've been waiting for you to tell me everything in your heart. ”
After speaking, Jenny raised her head and stroked Shi Lei's cheek with her hand. At this time, Shi Lei should say "I love you", or give her a kiss, but no, the only thing in Shi Lei's heart is a thick bitterness that cannot be dissolved.
This is a relationship that half-hearted people can't carry. If Jenny's affection was a little less, maybe Shi Lei would be able to act on the spot, but such a sincere emotion made him not know what to do.
The two of them just hugged each other and looked at each other.
Jenny's affectionate gaze made Shi Lei can't help but dodge his weak eyes. But this weak-hearted action, in Jenny's opinion, was so cute and shy, she couldn't help but chuckle, hooked Shi Lei's neck, and stood on tiptoe.
Kiss, suddenly.
Jenny's kiss was green and full of passion, as if she had thrown herself into it without reservation.
Shi Lei responded passively.
He couldn't help but think of Alice, the girl who was only a wall away from him, but the end of the world was just a stone's throw away.
Shi Lei closed his eyes, and at the same time closed his defenseless heart that was open to Alice. Accompanying a beloved girl is not a reason to hurt a girl who loves herself. Shi Lei knew that he had to make a decision.
He gradually realized Jenny's tenderness like water and fire.
The girl's breath, through his lips and teeth, gradually invaded his heart and spleen.
"Alice!"
Shi Lei silently read the name of the girl who haunted her dreams, and suddenly hugged Jenny tightly, holding her hips with her hands, making her closer to herself. At the same time, the mouth was pursed and began to respond fiercely to the kiss.
"I'm going to fall in love with you, Jenny, definitely!"
The temperature in the air slowly rises, creating a romantic atmosphere, and the two people kiss fiercely and greedily, long forgetting the time and where they are.
The suffocation of the lack of oxygen began to make the two of them breathe rapidly, but they were still reluctant to separate until they could no longer breathe.
The lips were separated from each other, but Jenny's eyes were still glued to Shi Lei's body, and the eyes full of spring were tender, making the girl's whole person like a spring glow, and people couldn't help but be intoxicated.
"That's good."
Jenny muttered softly, as if in a dream that would linger on her mind.
Shi Lei's hand gently ran through the tip of the girl's hair, caressing the girl's neck, and did not speak.
"We'll be together forever, right?"
Facing the girl's soft inquiry, Shi Lei nodded silently. His eyes didn't dare to look at the girl anymore, because this was the oath of the mountain alliance and the sea, and it was the most beautiful longing for love.
It's just that Shi Lei still responded silently in his heart: "Yes, we will be together forever, and ..... Alice! ”
Alice's figure appeared in Shi Lei's mind again, he had decided to forget about this love that ended without a problem, but there were some things he couldn't do about it.
Shi Lei's nodding response, like the most beautiful love words, and the most sincere vows, made Jenny's face put a satisfied smile, she believed that all this was not just a longing.
This smile touched Shi Lei's heart again, and he felt like a betrayer. He couldn't help but hug Jenny into his arms.
At this time, he began to wonder if he had made the right decision, and he was afraid that he would fail Jenny and not be able to give the other party the same amount of love.
Like a supple cat, Jenny obediently buried her head in Shi Lei's chest again.
"Jenny, Jenny!"
Alice's loud cry broke it all, and Jenny reluctantly left the place that made her feel warm and comfortable.
Shi Lei seemed to be frightened, and let go of Jenny in a panic. It's an illusion of being caught and raped by your wife!
Jenny took Shi Lei's hand and put her hand into his palm: "I have to go back, Alice is calling me." ”
Except for smiling, Shi Lei didn't know how to respond.
Watching Jenny walk in through the door, Shi Lei stood there for a moment before turning around and walking back to his home.
After closing the door, Shi Lei's body slowly slid from the side of the door to the floor uncontrollably.
The chaotic mood made him lose the strength to support his body.
Curled up on the floor like this, with his back against the door, Shi Lei buried his head between his curled legs.
On this day, Boston seems to be extremely cold!