Chapter 22: Quarrel and vent
Unexpectedly, Concubine Jin knew the question I was going to ask, and said calmly: "I understand what you want to ask." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
I marveled that she was very smart, and Murong Chenxi was worthy of being mother and son, but the two of them were a little different. I admire her wisdom and directness, which is very different from Murong Chenxi, Murong Chenxi has always liked to hide his thoughts in his heart, and it is difficult for outsiders to understand what he is thinking in his heart.
"The princess of the emperor, Wanli, was killed by me."
I looked up at Concubine Jin suddenly, her brows were furrowed, she looked very painful, she said that she killed Murong Chenxi's princess, that is to say, the mother killed her son's beloved? Isn't that a bit ridiculous? I actually encountered this incident, and at this time, I finally understood why Murong Chenxi mentioned the resentment in Concubine Jin's eyes, and it was conceivable that he loved his princess very much.
Suddenly, Concubine Jin grabbed my hands, I felt her hands trembling, and his eyes looked at me excitedly.
"Concubine Jin." I whispered.
"Okay now, you have appeared, this may be a chance for God to make amends for me, and the emperor will not be reluctant to see the Stupid Palace." Concubine Jin was very excited, and it seemed that my arrival had given her all hope.
"Me?" I pointed to myself, full of doubts, and asked, "What can Bingxi do to help you, dare to ask if you are mistaken?" ”
"No" Concubine Jin shook her head, "Actually, ........"
"That's enough."
Before Concubine Jin's words were finished, Murong Chenxi appeared at the door, his eyes were very angry, I had never seen him like this.
"Emperor." Concubine Jin saw that it was Murong Chenxi and immediately stepped forward to call, her face was unusually happy. can be the hearts of parents all over the world, but fortunately, today I can meet the wishes of Concubine Jin.
However, before I had time to react, Murong Chenxi passed by Concubine Jin, came to me and grabbed my hand tightly and left the Jinyun Palace, unable to resist. I clearly saw Concubine Jin behind me standing in place, her face full of disappointment and tears.
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"Let go of me, you let go of me......" I shouted at Murong Chenxi, but he was unmoved.
"Can you take into account the feelings of others before you do things, do you know how worried others will be if you leave easily? Are you such a wayward person? "It wasn't until he left the Jinyun Hall that he was willing to let go of my hand and turned around to get angry at me.
I was a little stunned, what would my departure cause to others, I didn't have any relatives in the Northern Desert, I didn't know the place well, who would worry about me, why should I care about anyone's feelings, and said that I was willful, his words were really inexplicable.
My hand hurt from his grip, I shook my hand and rubbed it, and said angrily, "You hurt me." "I patronized my hand pain, and I didn't notice that Murong Chenxi's eyes were looking at my hand, but his face was angry, and he was actually angry.
"If the pain can be remembered, you won't leave the palace at will next time." He softened his tone and said lightly, his eyes did not move my red hand that he was holding, you can imagine how much strength he had at that time.
As soon as I heard it, I was even more angry, he hurt me and didn't apologize, forget it, and now he blames me for saying these things, can you not be angry?
"Murong Chenxi, what am I in your eyes, a stand-in for other women? The trade goods of the marriage between the Chu State and the Northern Desert / Or is it nothing at all? You can ignore my existence, you can do anything according to your own ideas, and even you can be so cruel that you don't see your mother, but I am a person, a living person, not a maid who comes and goes when you linger, can you take care of the feelings I bring before doing everything again? As he spoke, tears couldn't help but remain, as if the grievances of these days had collapsed at this moment, and the strength I had been pretending to be in front of him suddenly became unbearable. Since I was a child, I have kept in mind the words of my grandmother, to be a person who does not express joys, sorrows, and sorrows easily, and to be the strongest princess of Chu State. I don't understand, what is his heart made of, why is it so ruthless?
Seeing my sad tears, his brows furrowed into a Sichuan character, his expression was solemn, and his deep eyes looked at my sadness.
Fortunately, there was no one else in the place where he brought me, otherwise if the people in the palace saw me like this, they wouldn't be able to point out any rumors. It's not that I'm worried about the impact on Murong Chenxi, but I just married to the Northern Desert, if it is rumored that I and Murong Chenxi have a discordant relationship, it will not be a good thing for the Chu State, and I know in my heart that my marriage is originally for a purpose.
So I wiped away my tears and stopped crying.
Tears can be wiped away, and the pain has been injected into the heart, just waiting for time to heal slowly.
Murong Chenxi slowly approached me, reaching out to touch the undried tears on my face, I deliberately avoided it, not allowing him to touch me. Even if it's just a slight movement.
I sneered, since he could hurt mercilessly, why should he pretend to heal the wound?
I resisted him, his hand stopped in mid-air, his eyes full of disappointment, and then slowly lowered.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know that in my opinion, my concern for you turned out to be a hurt and made you feel wronged." He said in a deep, hoarse voice.
I looked at him with surprise in my eyes.
He said sorry to me just now, Murong Chenxi is such a proud person, and today he actually said the word "sorry" to me, how much courage did a person as conceited as him muster to say it. Is it a miracle that an impossible thing becomes possible?
He apologized to me, and for a moment my heart softened a little, and I became less excited. He can put down his pride and apologize, if I still hold on to it, then the princess of Chu is not too careful.
"Well, since you apologize, I'll forgive you for hurting my hand just now." I say.
Murong Chenxi saw that I was not angry, a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, a little satisfied, he held my hand, his movements were very gentle, not as domineering as before, and asked in a low voice: "Does your hand still hurt now?" ”
He and I were so close, I looked at him, until today, I really saw his appearance, fair complexion, perfect contours of facial features, handsome face, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, he was clearly the goblin in this world.
I can't think of any other word to describe him as a goblin.
I was a little unaccustomed to the way he looked now, and I felt both of them slightly hot.