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Jade minus cui skirting, sick and timid, Luo clothes are thin. I can't bear to look at the curtains, and the lonely pear blossoms fall.

- Zhu Shuzhen, "Shengchazi"

The encyclopedia business card reads: Pear Blossom, a pure white flower blooming on a pear tree, commonly found in ancient poems.

I immediately fell in love with this interpretation, which is both mysterious and simple, the subtlety of past and present lives.

The pear blossoms are also really beautiful. The color of pure white, that kind of white, so white that it is antique, so white that it seems to be other whites in this world, it is a kind of plagiarism.

The stamens are also embellished, a little red and pointy, but they are so red and unwilling, as if with a slight resentment. Some painters say that the stamen of pear blossoms should be dyed with ochre color and carmine. The carmine is charming enough, but it has to be suppressed with the dim ochre color, like the little daughter-in-law in the old society, beautiful, restrained, and a little more flamboyant dress is too debauched and swaggering.

It's pitiful.

When I was a child, my family contracted an orchard. The orchard is surrounded by mountains on three sides, and pear trees are planted near the water on one side. After a rainstorm in the spring, I would pull up my trousers and drip water in the pear bushes, and the pear blossoms would bloom on the branches, and I could hear the sound. The mountain breeze blew faintly, like a comb, and there were white pear blossoms falling into the yellow and cool water, and climbed up my smooth feet and neck, like a small piece of spirit, cast the wrong body, full of unwillingness, unwillingness, tightly clinging to the world.

The flower is also so thin. The flower stalk is thin, and the petals are held up by the green flower and lifted vigorously to the sky. Like a thin thin arm, holding a flower plate hard, walking towards him, swaying the wind with Nana, pitiful and palpitating, it makes people forget about it.

Whether it is open on a branch or held in the palm of the hand, it will be like facing an old artifact - a leaf of bone china, or a piece of white jade, soaked in the moonlight that is too ancient to be ancient, and it has been accompanied by a young woman who died in front of her...... When it opens, there is an indulgent gloomy aura coming out of the floral fragrance, overflowing, cool temperature, sad fragrance, like love Gu witchcraft.

That feeling is also like reciting Zhu Shuzhen's poems.

If you want to use flowers as a metaphor for people, for Zhu Shuzhen, it must be pear blossoms.

Zhu Shuzhen, known as a secluded dweller, was a female poet in the Southern Song Dynasty, and was as famous as Li Qingzhao. There are very few records of her life in the book, according to legend, she was born in the family of the official eunuch by the West Lake in Hangzhou, and her husband was a grammar official. After Shuzhen passed away, his parents burned his manuscripts before his death, and only the "Broken Intestine Collection" and "Broken Intestine Words" were handed down, which were the remaining articles after the catastrophe.

In "Broken Intestines", which is composed of more than 20 fragments, Zhu Shuzhen has written many about pear blossoms, which can also be seen Zhu Shuzhen's love for pear blossoms. And this poem "Sheng Chazi", judging from the meaning of the words, should be written by Zhu Shuzhen after marriage.

Before marriage, she was still a bright and clear girl, in the early years of cardamom, with a good face in her twenty-eight. It is recorded in the "West Lake Excursion Journal": Shuzhen Qiantang people, young police wisdom, good reading, poetry, and romance. At that time, she had romantic thoughts like spring flowers, beautiful longing and yearning. People who have thoughts in their hearts will not be at a loss and helpless, nor will they wither for no reason. What's more, she has a superior family background, is talented, can enjoy flowers and singing the moon in her spare time, can write poems and touch the piano, and is loved by her parents in every way, as if God has given her the best conditions in the world. It's so good that after looking at her whole life, you can't help but think, everything before marriage is a compensation of fate?

For example, she wrote "Qingming": "Spring Lane is full of peaches and flowers, spring clothes are thin and light for the first time, and the wind and smoke warm swallows' nests." The Hunan curtain in the small courtyard is not rolled, and the curved room is long and boring, and the annoying scene is clear and clear. The words are full of excitement, like a child who wears new clothes and wants to go out in a hurry, that annoyance, it is the little nature of youth, and the bottom is still lined with joy, how to look at it, it is all spoiled in time.

It's like after marriage.

Of course, like many marriages that eventually broke down, Zhu Shuzhen's marriage also had the sweetness of the first newlywed. It is said that when she first got married, Zhu Shuzhen also wrote a circle poem to her husband. There are no words on the letter, just circles. Her husband first didn't understand what he meant, and saw the fly's head Xiaokai "Lovesick Words" in the spine of the book, and then he had an epiphany and laughed:

Lovesickness can't be sent, draw a circle. The words are outside the circle, and the heart is in the circle. The single lap is me, and the double lap is you. You have me in your heart, and I have you in my heart. If the moon is missing, it will be full, and when the moon is full, it will be missing. A full circle is a reunion, and a half circle is a parting. I am close to the circle, you must know my intentions secretly. There are countless lovesicknesses, and I go all the way to the end.

After reading the letter, her husband hired a boat to return to his hometown in Haining early the next morning. For example, when you are in love, you can think carefully about how you are exquisite, how you have a heart, and you can bloom full flowers in your eyes. That short-lived love is really like adding sugar to honey, envying others and sweetening time.

However, the good times were short-lived. The so-called close relatives and estranged couples, even if they are like beautiful flowers, they are no match for the flow of water. Soon, Zhu Shuzhen was left out in the cold. The flowers float and the water flows freely, the love of the past is happy and rests in a blink of an eye, Lang's heart is like iron, leaving her a pillow of desolation, and the phoenix curtain is lonely and unaccompanied. He went out to socialize, prostitute for fun, and married a concubine to leave home with him, and ignored Zhu Shuzhen for many years. Their marriage existed in name only.

All this is undoubtedly a fatal blow to Zhu Shuzhen, how can she be so insulted if she is as arrogant as her? She is annoyed, she hates, she resents, she is sad, she is bitter. She wrote the sadness in her heart into poems one by one, sat alone, sang alone, and slept alone...... Tune Zhu to make powder is always unintentional, and the thin feeling is cold and wrapped around the arm.

She was so thin that she couldn't wear the gold around her arms, and she thought it was the time when "Jade Minus Cui Skirt Sex, Sick and Cowardly Luo Clothes Thin" written in this song "Sheng Chazi". She has no clue to find beauty, no makeup, her mind is bleak, and she is depressed all day long. She's still sick. Her mind and body were sick and emaciated.

I think of Cao Qiqiao in "The Golden Lock", when he was young, the jade bracelet he wore on his arm could only fit a crepe handkerchief, but in his later years, he was skinny and could push the bracelet down his arm to his armpit. But that Cao Qiqiao is old, old, he doesn't complain, he can't complain, and Zhu Shuzhen is still so young, how can he be so thin, so thin, so sad, so sad, so nervous and trembling.

People pity the flowers like the old, and the flowers don't know how thin they are. The lonely empty courtyard is late in spring, and the pear blossoms are all over the ground and do not open the door.

Finally, she chose to leave, leaving this desolate and lonely world. There is a book record: Zhu Shuzhen was depressed all his life, died of fear, and was alive for more than 40 years, and his deeds are not found in the official history.

Gu Long's martial arts novels include the Rainstorm Pear Flower Needle, a peerless secret weapon that is extremely beautiful and poisonous. Twenty-seven silver nails are fierce and powerful, which can be called the first in the world, and every time they are shot, they will definitely see blood and kill people invisibly. Thinking about this, reading this poem "Sheng Chazi" again, I also seem to have fallen into the hidden weapon of the legend of the rivers and lakes, there is a poignant and beautiful poisonous juice that penetrates the heart from the bones, but it is silent.

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