Chapter 211: You're Not Wrong

After Shen Xiaozhi finished speaking, seeing that Chen Zimu seemed to recall the past, he lowered his head in pain and was silent for a long time. www.biquge.info Shen Xiaozhi couldn't help but feel distressed for a while, she tried her best to make her voice sound relaxed and gentle, hoping that this could relieve Chen Zimu's sadness, only to hear Shen Xiaozhi sigh secretly, and said, "Don't you want to hear what you think of this matter after knowing this?" ”

Chen Zimu raised his head slowly when he heard this, although he still didn't say anything, but Shen Xiaozhi understood from Chen Zimu's eyes that he was signaling himself to continue. So Shen Xiaozhi cleared his throat, thought about the wording seriously, and said, "Actually, it's not your fault. Of course, I mean it's not the other party's fault either. I don't want to say something particularly vulgar about the reason why your relationship is not favored by the outside world, such as 'feelings do not know age', but I believe that you must have said it to yourself many times when you first decided to start. She would rather betray her relatives for you, and you are willing to accompany her when she is most vulnerable, isn't this love? Love is often very subtle, and who says that you have to find a reason that everyone can accept? So, there is nothing wrong with you falling in love with each other. It's just that there are a lot of helpless things in this world, you may think I'm small, I don't understand feelings, but when I know everything that has happened to you, I really try to stand in your perspective to seriously think about those who can't help themselves at that time. In love, the depth of seriousness and the length of time we can be together are never directly proportional. You are so young, even if you were brave enough at the time to go with her, but what about after that? How do you make money and how do you live? Who said that a prince and a princess would be happy when they were together? If you really walked away at that time, she would be under much more pressure than you, and how far she could go was not by heart, but by fate. If one day you can't bear the ferocity and cruelty of life, and you still have a home to go back to, what will she do? I'm sure you've thought about that. So at the last moment you choose to give up, I don't think it's because you're cowardly, you just want to protect the other party better. After all, he is too young to fly butterflies in the sea, and no one can bear to blame. I think this, she must have figured it out a long time ago, it was you who drew the ground as a prison, and you are still immersed in the remorse of the past. You also understand that now is the best outcome for you, but there are regrets in the end. Brother Zimu, you used to like her so much, and you wasted so much time waiting for her, you are afraid that if she turns back, no one can give her a shoulder to protect her from the wind and rain, aren't these your efforts for this relationship? If you really like someone, you want him to live a happy life, think about it, if she is also silently paying attention to you, knowing your grievances and self-blame over the years, will she be happy? I used to read history books and said that during the Tang Dynasty, husband and wife could be reconciled and separated, and no one divorced anyone, but they couldn't go on like now, so they broke up peacefully. But there will be a sentence written in the book of harmony, 'one parting and two wide, each life is happy', which is the best blessing I think for the person I have loved. Brother Zimu, this road has come to an end, and you can't see the way forward, do you still have to persevere? You can reject me, and I don't think I'm your best choice, but what I really hope is that even if it's not me, please let go of your past, and only if you travel lightly without mustard, you will have more strength in the future when you pursue happiness. ”

After Shen Xiaozhi finished speaking, she took two steps forward, she wanted to give Chen Zimu a hug and make him feel a little warm. But after all, because of timidity, he froze less than two meters away from Chen Zimu. Chen Zimu suddenly looked up at Shen Xiaozhi, Shen Xiaozhi was afraid that he would guess what he was going to do, so he hurriedly stretched out his right hand, clenched his fist and waved, which was regarded as helping Chen Zimu cheer up, but he didn't know how stupid his action was in Chen Zimu's eyes. Chen Zimu couldn't help laughing, his heart suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and he asked almost without thinking: "Listening to you babbling so much, it's not like a little girl can say it at all, and the truth is more slippery than mine." Didn't you just say you liked me? Are you not jealous at all? ”

"Brother Zimu, jealousy also requires qualifications, okay?" Shen Xiaozhi said as if he was joking, but Chen Zimu inexplicably heard a sadness, he was a little embarrassed for a while, and he didn't know what to say. Fortunately, Shen Xiaozhi didn't mind too much, but explained seriously: "Brother Zimu, I said that I like you, it's sincere, but you asked me if I'm jealous, and it's sincere if I'm not jealous." After Shen Xiaozhi finished speaking, he looked at Chen Zimu's confused expression, smiled self-deprecatingly, and continued: "A little confused, isn't it? It's actually easy to understand. First, you're not from me, and I don't even have a jealous identity. Second, the girl you love and I, we are people who appeared in different time periods, I don't have the opportunity to participate in your past, that's my unhappiness, I can't still interfere with what happened to you in the past, isn't that too unreasonable? Third, and most importantly, Brother Zimu, in fact, I feel more sorry for you than jealousy. You have been separated for so long, and you are still thinking about her, which shows that you miss the old and you value your feelings, which shows that my vision is correct. If you turn around and get a new love, then there is something wrong with your character. As I said just now, since you are not wrong, and you have blamed yourself for so long, of course I will feel very sorry for you, isn't this normal logic? ”

After listening to Shen Xiaozhi, Chen Zimu asked uncertainly: "Are these words also taught by the team you hired?" ”

"How is that possible? Brother Zimu, are you stupid? When Shen Xiaozhi heard Chen Zimu ask this, the whole person was not good! You know, just now Du Mijin was still blaming himself for being arrogant in the headphones, he probably messed things up, obviously everything according to Du Mijin taught was superb and good, but he couldn't help it, he just couldn't deceive Chen Zimu with confidence, so he said so much in one go. But Brother Zimu actually suspected that all this was planned, and he obviously refused to believe himself. If it was according to Du Mijin's teaching, maybe it would have succeeded by now, so Shen Xiaozhi couldn't help but shout at Chen Zimu aggrievedly. But after thinking about it, after all, she lied to Chen Zimu first, even if she was suspected, it was reasonable, so she could only say patiently and kindly: "Brother Zimu, I lied to you before, but everything I said just now is what I really want to tell you." The emotional planner I was looking for, she was so amazing, you see we hadn't talked much before, if it weren't for them, we wouldn't have had such a close chance to talk to each other, right? So they are really very powerful and very professional, they originally formulated a foolproof confession plan for me, and even the confession words were written for me, and I have memorized them, but I don't know why, I just can't say a word when I look at you. I was trembling in my heart, but I stammered several times just now, but I couldn't say it, so I temporarily replaced it with these confessions that sounded a little stupid. Now I understand that when we face a relationship again, the least respect we should do is fairness. Since Shen Xiaozhi likes Chen Zimu, then Chen Zimu should know what the real Shen Xiaozhi looks like, I can't package it for you to be a Shen Xiaozhi, and then you will be disappointed when you find out that the goods are not right, I like you, why should you be disappointed because of me? I can't deprive Brother Zimu of your right to choose truthfully, if I lie to you, even if it is easier to succeed, but it is not me that you choose to accept, do you understand what I mean? Brother Zimu, maybe I'm really not good enough, I have nothing to give you, so I can only give you my sincerity as a gift, if you don't accept me, I think you won't want to play with me in the future, then this gift is the farewell gift I gave you, let you remember in the future, there is a silly girl named 'Shen Xiaozhi' who likes you, she can't do anything clumsily, but she doesn't lie, she really likes you, so can you be happy with memories? Of course, if, I mean, in case, if you really accept me, then at least I can enjoy the relationship I want with peace of mind, because I didn't lie to you, and I am worthy of myself. Brother Zimu, I think you must understand that people can only be happy if they are not ashamed, so no matter how you count me, I won't lose, right? ”

The reason why Chen Zimu asked Shen Xiaozhi if someone else taught her these words was because this little girl herself may not know that her seemingly unpretentious confession has brought her full touch, and perhaps the most unrefined is the most direct to the hearts of the people. Hearing Shen Xiaozhi say this at this time, Chen Zimu stared at Shen Xiaozhi for a long time without blinking, and finally made sure that everything this stupid boy said was sincere, and the warmth flowing in those eyes could not be pretended. After confirming, Chen Zimu couldn't help but be even more puzzled, he asked: "Since you like me so much, but you would rather be rejected by me than tell me the truth, if I don't accept it, don't you regret it?" ”

Chen Zimu's original intention was just to know what drove this little girl to be so desperate and brave in the face of love, but he didn't want this sentence to be misunderstood by Shen Xiaozhi that he had been rejected by Chen Zimu's euphemism, although he knew that he was unwilling to confess according to the plan, and he would definitely bear the risk of failure with a high probability, but when this moment really came to his head, Shen Xiaozhi couldn't help but be sad beyond words. The tears that she had been trying to hold back just now finally couldn't hold back, and they slid down her cheeks silently, falling drop by drop, and she couldn't wipe them off. Shen Xiaozhi felt that she was too embarrassed, this was probably the last time she saw Chen Zimu, and she couldn't leave the impression of crying and wiping her tears no matter what, so she wiped her tears desperately and said with a sob: "I...... I don't regret it...... It's true. I know...... Know you...... You're going to reject me, I'm ...... I've lied to you, I've ...... It's very wrong, no matter what, I'm ...... I can't continue to lie to you. No one...... Push me, it's me...... It's me who wants to ...... If you want to tell the truth, Brother Zimu...... I at least ...... At least proven...... Proved me real...... Really like you. I didn't want to cry...... I do not know...... Don't know why...... I'll cry, but I'm ...... I just can't help it, it turns out ...... It turns out that rejection will ...... It's going to be so uncomfortable. But...... But even if there is another ...... Once I get a chance, I'm still ...... Or will tell you the truth, because ...... Because I like you......" After Shen Xiaozhi finished saying this, he finally couldn't help but squat in place, and cried loudly with a "wow".

"Shall we both go over and have a look?" Liang Youhuan Yuanyuan saw Shen Xiaozhi squatting on the ground, his shoulders twitching, and then listening to Shen Xiaozhi's howling voice in the headphones, he hesitantly turned his head and asked Du Mijin.

"Wait a little longer, you look at the expression on Chen Zimu's face. I think our team's Chen Zimu's analysis is not accurate enough, maybe Shen Xiaozhi still has a play, wait a little longer. Du Mijin kept staring at Chen Zimu's reaction and said to Liang Youhuan. When Liang Youhuan heard this, he followed Du Mijin's line of sight and saw that Chen Zimu's face was actually distressed and at a loss, this is not the expression on the face of a boy who has just rejected others, it seems that Du Mijin is right, maybe there is something to follow.

Sure enough, Chen Zimu was a little panicked by Shen Xiaozhi, who was suddenly crying, he didn't expect Shen Xiaozhi to have such a big reaction, he walked to Shen Xiaozhi who was squatting a little helplessly, and just wanted to pull her up, he saw that Shen Xiaozhi still buried his face in his knees, did not raise his head, but raised a hand and shook it vigorously, and then heard Shen Xiaozhi say sullenly: "Don't say anything, Brother Zimu, I'll be fine for a while, really, you give me a little time, I'll slow down, right away, Don't comfort me, I finally stopped crying, and it will be fine for a while. ”

Chen Zimu leaned over and looked at the childish Shen Xiaozhi a little crying and laughing, he stretched out his hand and touched Shen Xiaozhi's hair one by one, wanting to help her ease her excitement. After a while, Shen Xiaozhi slowly got up, looked at Chen Zimu with crying red eyes, looked at Chen Zimu with some sadness, and muttered: "Actually, I felt much better after crying just now, I could have gotten up a little earlier, but I felt so happy to be touched by you, I think this should be the last time we will meet, and you will definitely not want to pay attention to me in the future, so I squatted for a while." However, my feet are not strong, and after squatting for a while, I will be numb, so I have to stand up. Brother Zimu, believe me, I really didn't intend to cry, I just couldn't hold back, but now it's okay, I'm fine. Actually, it's good to be able to tell you that I like you, at least I've tried, and it's better to be sad than sorry, right? Don't worry about me, I'll be fine, you're going to be happy, liking you is the coolest thing I've ever done when I was 17 years old, so thank you, thank you for giving me the opportunity to like you. Can I have a small final request? (To be continued.) )