Chapter 231: Wine Sorrow
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The embarrassment of fleeing after his defeat seven years ago was not only the beginning of his master's nightmare, but also the beginning of his distrust in himself.
The dogs of the losers, the remnants of their defeat, have completely become a group of rootless pings. It is already an extravagant hope that they will not be able to return home, and they are even more worried about whether their family members are also guilty of the same kind as their own group.
Originally, they were so worried, but under the comfort of Sun Cheng's strong suppression, they suppressed that feeling of anxiety; But the disadvantages of peace of mind under strong pressure are too great, and if you don't see hope for a long time, it will turn into a stronger uneasiness. Ma Chang, their current leader, took advantage of this, and by cooperating with the powerful people of the dynasty, he gave them a sufficient, secure, and visible sense of security. So, they defected.
Strictly speaking, this is not a rebellion, but their goal is more realistic than Sun Cheng's distant dream of supporting Li Jiancheng's legitimacy and reclaiming everything.
Because they are ordinary people, they choose to retreat and give up; Because only Ma Chang can give them more realistic hopes, they choose to be sorry for their former generals.
Yes, former generals - from the day the mutiny was declared a failure, and they took off their uniforms, they were no longer soldiers! The so-called obedience to orders, the so-called vocation, the so-called superiors, the so-called loyalty, the so-called persistence, the so-called justice, all ceased to exist. They became a red-eyed prisoner who lived for that long-lost wish.
So here they are.
But even so, they didn't have the courage to go home.
is like a death row prisoner who escaped from prison, just to see his family one last time, but he did not dare to return home after escaping from prison. They are the same, even though they are only a stone's throw away from their hometowns and their families.
Similarly, Ma Chang also wants to be in the same situation.
In order to make the promise to her back then, in order to prove to those magnates who had taken a fancy to her that she was not wrong, in order to match her dancing talent and appearance, he relied on his own efforts to become a captain in the Li Jiancheng guard that fulfilled him and her, became a loyal subordinate who blocked the knife for Li Jiancheng, and finally became the leader who betrayed Li Jiancheng.
Even so, he could not return to her; Even sneaking back and just hiding in the dark to look at her, it's not okay. Sun Cheng, who has disappeared for seven years, surfaced, so it is difficult to guarantee that Li Shimin will not send someone to secretly spy on the family members of his group.
His cleverness is also reflected in the fact that "he is connected with the powerful of the dynasty, but he alone knows the whole situation". Because only in this way is he absolutely safe, and Sun Cheng's tragedy will not be repeated in him.
However, a smart mind can't solve everything. In other words, not everything can be solved with one rational and best reason. Human sensibility, the so-called impulse, at a certain moment, no one can say.
In the final analysis, they are just ordinary people, and what the saint can do is a legend that adds luster to the saint after all.
At this time, in the corner of Yihong Mansion, he suddenly met a woman who was similar to his wife when she was young, and she was a prostitute~woman, how could he bear it!
Ignoring the officers and soldiers who suddenly rushed into Yihong Mansion, ignoring those subordinates who were resisting to the death, ignoring the desperate struggle and resistance of the prostitute~ woman, his eyes were red, and he forcibly carried her. Even though her legs kicked desperately in the air, even though she whispered in her mouth, and even though she beat her back with all her might, he didn't let go. It wasn't until the blood dripped downstairs upstairs, and it wasn't until his subordinates found him that he jumped out of the window and left.
Looking back now, it seems to be called Liuxiang, right? The prostitute struggled and shouted, "Linger, linger".
Looking back now, the name is somewhat similar to her own. Had it not been for the adult telling him that his family was safe and sound, and that the prostitute was too young, he might have thought of her as her.
Of course, this absurd idea is just a way for him to talk about his indignation and unwillingness......
On this day, at this moment, it is not only Ma Chang in this yard who has troubles and headaches. In Chang'an City, there is also a young man who borrows wine to kill his sorrows in his residence.
Sun Dao and Li Chengdao had already set off, but the young man was still in place.
Sitting by the window, there is no appetizer as a mat, just a pot of wine in his hand. The appearance of the young man has a bit of the posture of a Jianghu person, but unfortunately Sun Dao can't see it.
I didn't plan to be seen by others, and the amount of alcohol the boy didn't drink too well, and at this moment, the spirits that didn't pay attention to quality were worried, and the boy suddenly felt that the city in front of him was a little annoying.
Teenagers don't know what it's like, and things like being sad about new words can be completely different from person to person. For example, Helan Yueshi, who went viral in Chang'an City, was originally knowledgeable and courteous, but when he fully grew up after the great changes in the family, adult sorrow followed; For example, Zhang Cambodia at this time, this drunken and sad teenager.
It's not enough to be young and frivolous, he doesn't have that kind of capital when he comes from a poor family. However, at the age of the young man, as Zhang Cambodia, who grew up listening to the stories of storytellers and heroes in troubled times, he naturally has infinite longing and yearning for the chivalrous people who are on the right path in the rivers and lakes; Especially after he unified the underground forces of the entire Xiangzhou City, this feeling became even stronger.
At his age, he just likes to think cranky.
His words must be believed, his deeds must be fruitful, he has promised to be sincere, he does not love his body, and he has survived and died in the misfortune of the soldiers.
However, with the evaluation of historians, it is enough to pursue as a ranger.
And at that time, Sun Dao's words were another slap in the face to him.
He is alone, he can wander the rivers and lakes and become a chivalrous man admired by the world, but the people under him can't! They have families, parents, wives and even children, and they are more or less concerned about Xiangzhou City; In a nasty sentence, they can't be a thug for a lifetime!
Therefore, in the end, Zhang Cambodia chose to settle them down, and took this big iron bull with one person to join Li Chengdao and Sun Dao - he always thought that Li Chengdao was interested in him.
However, it wasn't until he came to Chang'an, and after waiting for a long time to be able to see Sun Dao, that Zhang Cambodia realized that after mastering the underground forces in Xiangzhou, he couldn't help but start to be complacent. Even if he himself didn't notice it, his subordinates didn't notice it—Sun Dao rejected his suggestion that he and Tie Niu would follow his master.
Sun Dao, judging from the vicious vision that Zhang Khan Zhi has cultivated in traveling around all kinds of people for more than ten years, in this regard, he is not worried that he will steal the limelight and reject him in private, otherwise he will not regard him as his friend. However, this does not prevent Sun Dao, or Li Chengdao, from really needing himself.
They found themselves in Xiangzhou, and perhaps more often gave themselves some hints, after a blow to the head.
And it was precisely after figuring out these that after Sun Dao's series of multiple-choice questions were bombarded with thoughts, Zhang Khan Zhi agreed to Sun Dao's request to find rational and emotional answers.
This is also the reason why Zhang Cambodia is now worried.
Yes, he regretted it.
After all, he is still young and frivolous, and he doesn't stay here, but he has his own place. It is useless to you to make up your own clothes, but it doesn't mean that you don't have anything else to do. The hot face is attached to the cold buttocks, and anyone who experiences it is a little uncomfortable in their hearts, not to mention that Zhang Cambodia is that kind of bold temperament.
It's a pity that no matter how reluctant he is, he has already agreed. At that time, my mind was dizzy, and I accepted the request that Sun Dao gave me, and now I want to shirk it, which is no longer realistic.
As the historian commented, his words must be believed, his deeds must be fruitful, he has promised to be sincere, he does not love his body, and he will go to the misfortune of the soldiers.
Zhang Cambodia has already agreed, and he has no reason to refuse as a ranger; Moreover, Sun Dao's request did not hurt the heavens and reason, and it also had some benefits for him.
In addition, the voucher sent by Sun Dao yesterday can be used after verifying the voucher that can be overdrawn to one-third of the value of the funds in the "Dream Friend".
"Dream Friend" Zhang Cambodia has heard that it is a doll shop that has only opened recently, there is one in the east and west markets, and there is also a branch shop in the remote small market in the four corners of Chang'an City.
Zhang Cambodia is not a fool, so he can see from this that he has considerable trust in Sun Dao and has great hopes.
But if this is the case, it requires him to abandon the chivalrous dream of his childhood, abandon the ten years of madness of his youth, and jump directly from the crazy unrepentant pursuit when he was young at 20 to the age of 50 when he is thirty years old and even knows the destiny of heaven, Zhang Cambodia still has a little reluctance.
The inappropriate analogy is that the children of rich families do not like the school and prefer Qinglou when they are young, while the children of poor families envy them for reading and writing. The current Zhang Cambodia is not only a rich young master, but also a young man from a poor family.
So, sorrow; Raise a glass to eliminate sorrow, sorrow is even more sorrowful.
As for the other side, the high-headed iron bull just watched silently over there, regardless of whether he asked--familiar with the young master's temperament, he had already seen his choice-if he hadn't subconsciously chosen to take the path that the rude Sun Dao had pointed out to his master, his master would have no need to worry, and he would have left that voucher to fly away. At this moment, all he needs is a reason to convince himself, and it doesn't matter how much reason he has.
This situation is almost the same as the choice he made between being at ease and unifying the underground forces.
He saw everything in his eyes, but he had nothing to say. Because he is a soldier, and the young master at this time is also half a knight; The teenagers who look forward to the rangers are not all ignorant and naïve. There is an essential difference between the two.
Think of it as a trip to the world!
The boy suddenly threw the flask in his hand into the street where no one had walked under the window, then grabbed the voucher in his hand, jumped into the window, and jumped directly from the window.
Ignoring the astonishment and fear of passers-by and shopkeepers, the boy raised his head to the sky and roared for a while, and then went in the direction of the "Dream Friend......
And at dusk, in front of the house, in the dusk daylight, Qin Qiong watched the eldest princess and Sun Dao's two younger sisters gradually disappear at the end of the field of vision, and under the faint smile that conformed to etiquette, there was really a complex feeling of royal ruthlessness and affection in her heart.
Combined with everything that happened back then, Qin Qiong really couldn't easily judge the aging emperor, although almost everyone had their own judgment on this.
It's like he doesn't know whether it's good or bad to involve this eldest princess who is loved by thousands of people.
On the one hand, the cousin of the uncle, on the other hand, the mother and brother, this so-called small thing of exercise is enough to ruin and cut off the future of many people; And he was willing to do it, is it because time is running out......
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