Chapter 4: The heart is like stopping on water, and the good is like water
The distant voice sounded like thunder in his ears, Li Jiawen snorted, bright red blood flowed out of his ears, he reached out and wiped it, licked the blood on his fingers with his tongue, and then laughed madly: "Haha, all this is true, all this is true, I heard the gods talking, I heard the gods talking!" ”
Li Jiawen was so excited that he dialed the phone number without even thinking about it. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
The first time the phone rang, Li Jiawen woke up, and suddenly regretted that he dialed this number, the second time the phone rang, Li Jiawen began to pray, don't answer, don't answer, the phone rang the third time, Li Jiawen told himself that he hung up when the fourth ring, and when the phone really rang to the fourth tone, Li Jiawen said again, there has been a missed record, and it is not interesting to hang up, and then the fifth tone, the sixth tone......
At this time, Li Jiawen panicked, did she not answer, did she not want to answer, did she change her number a long time ago, Li Jiawen thought nonsense, no, it is the middle of the night, she must be asleep, wait a minute, and then finally, the phone was connected in the last ring, but the voice from there made Li Tianliang's heart sink to the bottom, it was a man's voice.
"Hey, who are you?" The man's voice was unkind.
Li Jiawen suddenly felt very angry, that kind of anger, it was the anger after being betrayed, at this moment, he realized that even if he pretended not to care, he still believed that Song Sha'er was his, and what belonged to him was now being plundered unscrupulously!
"Isn't this Song Sha'er's phone, who the are you?" Li Jiawen was so angry for the first time in his life, so angry that the green tendons on his neck burst out, and his blood was shining like molten slurry!
The man immediately said vigilantly like a startled rattlesnake: "Who do you think I am, this midnight watch, I am holding Sha'er's phone, who do you think it can be?" ”
Li Jiawen's world began to collapse at this moment, brick by brick, in the man's every word, fragmented.
"It's you, you called so late, and you're here to harass Sha'er, right? I've seen a lot of people like you, if you call again, I'll call the police, if your mobile phone number is your own ID card, then listen to my advice, don't call again. ”
The phone hung up.
Li Jiawen collapsed to the ground.
In a KTV box, a decent man was holding Song Sha'er's mobile phone, but at this moment, Song Sha'er, who came back from the bathroom, saw this scene and was immediately furious: "Yang Long, what are you doing with my mobile phone!" ”
Yang Long was startled, and hurriedly deleted Li Jiawen's phone call record, and then sneered: "No, I'm just looking at ...... casually"
Song Sha'er snatched the mobile phone, today is her best friend's birthday, so she stayed with her so late, during which the second generation of the official named Yang Long has been harassing her, which made her tireless, but because of her best friend's face, she didn't leave.
"Just take a look? Do you think you're Mondo and go wherever you want? Knocking on your decent face, is it only practiced by looking in the mirror thousands of times a day? Don't bother with your face in vain in the future, first straighten your heart a little before you go out? ”
Yang Long's face was pale, and he was speechless when he was scolded.
Song Sha'er originally wanted to scold again, but at this time she received a text message, and the person who sent the text message was "Prince Jiawen", when Song Sha'er saw the words "Prince Jiawen", her heart beat violently, and then she rushed out of the KTV in one go, and clicked on Li Jiawen's text message in the corner where no one saw it.
"I wish you happiness."
With only four words, Song Sha'er smiled bitterly, these four words again, why these four words, isn't there any other better word in the world to convey the determination to break up, why do you have to say happiness after choosing to leave.
Song Sha'er's heart was like a volcano erupting, she pressed the reply, and wrote frantically: "Li Jiawen, I want to kill you bastard!" ”
When Li Jiawen, who was disheartened, saw such a sentence and thought that the man replied, he also replied: "It's almost like I'm dead to you!" ”
Song Sha'er was immediately dumbfounded, what is this, he is still a lover after the breakup, or is he simply scolding her?
"Then you come, I'll be waiting for you at the gate of Metro City in Xuhui District!"
Li Jiawen is angry, he didn't expect his ex-girlfriend's boyfriend to be so arrogant, he actually wanted to make an appointment, then he made an appointment, if he didn't beat you, he deserved to be a cuckold!
"You wait, Lao Tzu will be there in two hours!"
Song Shaer didn't expect Li Jiawen to really come, what kind of script is this, is it because of love and hate, or because Li Jiawen now has a new girlfriend, so he decided to come and repeat his ex-girlfriend who has not been on before?
It's two hours away, is it by high-speed train or by plane?
Naturally, he didn't take the high-speed train and plane, in fact, Li Jiawen didn't leave the city after he secretly moved out, but just went to the next district, because the city is too big, and he is not afraid of meeting, two hours because he has no money to take a taxi, so he can only rely on the No. 11 "bus" in his lower body.
At this time, he was enthusiastic, thinking that he was just an ex-boyfriend and Song Sha'er sent a sentence to wish you happiness, but he was provoked like this, he really dared to treat him Li Jiawen as a bad person, anyway, he has nothing, so he will have a life and death with you!
Li Jiawen walked alone in the night, behind him was the past that could not be changed, in front of him was a struggle without hesitation, if there was really no choice, then no longer choose, head down and go forward until it stopped.
After stopping, he looked at the girl who was waiting silently in the cold wind.
It was already half past two in the morning, and the girl was standing at the mouth of Metro City, and the snow was falling on her, as if she had stopped at the most beautiful scenery.
"You, actually, are you really here?" Song Sha'er couldn't believe her eyes, she actually thought that she would wait in vain, and when the sun showed a smiling face, she could only be strong alone, to smile at anyone, but she never thought that he never appeared when she begged bitterly, and when she scolded, he came with a bleak wind and white snow.
Song Sha'er cried, her eyes as strong as knives full of weakness.
Li Jiawen stood ten meters away, not daring to get any closer, he didn't expect that the person waiting for him would be Song Sha'er, he instinctively wanted to escape, but she cried so sadly, so sad that she seemed to die.
"Don't cry......" Li Jiawen's voice choked: "I didn't know you were here, I'll leave right now." ”
"Where are you going!" Song Sha'er stopped crying, she ran to Li Jiawen like crazy, pulling Li Jiawen's hand, for fear that Li Jiawen would disappear again: "I don't want you to go, if you have to go, I will break your legs, I see that after your legs are broken, can you still escape from me!" ”
Li Jiawen subconsciously lowered his head, like a child who made a mistake, and didn't dare to look at Song Sha'er's eyes: "You have a boyfriend, what are you doing here if I don't leave." ”
"I have a boyfriend?" Song Sha'er was puzzled: "Who told you that I have a boyfriend, except for you, I haven't had it at all!" ”
Li Jiawen didn't understand: "But I called you earlier, it was your boyfriend who answered the phone, I hung up the phone, I wanted to send you a blessing, but I didn't expect your boyfriend to be so fierce, send a text message to scold me, who am I, where can I bear it, so I made an appointment with him to fight here, but I didn't expect him to dare to come, but you came." ”
What kind of brain Song Sha'er was, he immediately figured it out, it turned out that Yang Long didn't take her mobile phone to see her privacy, but answered Li Jiawen's call, and lied to Li Jiawen that he was Song Sha'er's boyfriend.
"Stupid, today is my best friend's birthday, so we sang on the seventh floor of Metro City, and a man kept harassing me when I was singing, so I used the excuse to go to the toilet, and my phone and bag accidentally fell in the box, and the man took my phone and answered your call, he lied to you."
"So that's ......" Li Jiawen was dumbfounded, and then he was blindfolded, if it was a misunderstanding, then what should I do now?
"Well, since the misunderstanding has been solved, I'll go first."
"When will the misunderstanding be resolved?" Song Sha'er was full of fierceness: "Didn't you send a text message saying that you want to kill me, but you did what you said." ”
"No, I thought it was the man who texted me to scold me, and I just replied like that, not to show you." Li Jiawen tried to pull Song Sha'er's hand away, but Song Sha'er held on to it.
"You let go first."
"Don't let go!" Song Sha'er said stubbornly.
Li Jiawen's heart warmed and said, "You let go first, I won't run." ”
"I don't believe it!"
"Okay, you just pull, but don't pull so hard, my clothes will be torn by you."
Li Jiawen looked at Song Sha'er's beautiful face, and his heart was mixed, but at this time, he suddenly heard someone in an unknown place start talking.
"He's going to be with that girl, this girl is not only beautiful, but also so dedicated to feelings, it's also a good decision for them to be together, cultivating immortals or something, can only be left to those who can endure loneliness and loneliness, he just forget it."
"Cultivating immortals and enlightening the Tao, a retreat is often three years and five years, where is what mortals can endure, let alone mortals who marry wives and have children, their minds are chaotic, how can they understand that the heart is like stopping the water, and the road is as good as water."
"Alas, forget it, it's boring, let's go, this kid's mortal cause and effect is too heavy, and he wasted his great talent for epiphany."
Then the voices were gone.
Li Jiawen looked at the night sky, and the whole person was stunned.
"What are you looking at, the snow seems to be getting heavier and heavier, you can go home with me." Song Sha'er hugged Li Jiawen's arm tightly, she looked at Li Jiawen's face, and always felt that something very bad was about to happen.
Li Jiawen lowered his head and looked at Song Sha'er.
If they give up now and choose to go back with Song Sha'er, then, in the next few decades, they will live in poverty, and they will not even dare to ask for their children, because they have to pay off their debts, because they owe too much.
Song Sha'er will be worn away from all the water chestnuts in time, she will give up beautiful clothes, she will give up expensive cosmetics, she will become worldly in her busyness, quarrel with hawkers over the price of a few cents of green vegetables, walk on the street in an apron and be chased by children and call auntie, but no one remembers her beauty back then.
That's not right, it's cruel.
Li Jiawen pushed Song Sha'er down hard, snatched five hundred yuan from Song Sha'er's wallet, and then he gradually walked away in the heavy snow, ignoring Song Sha'er's hysterical shouts, and let her keep falling in the heavy snow.
He looked up at the sky, and the snowflakes fell into his eyes, melting into tears.
"Don't come with me again, I'm sorry for you, for the rest of my life, I will do everything I can to atone for my sins, even if it's this life, I will give it to you!"