"So, from what you know so far, do you think I'm a psychopath?"

Thinking about the admission scene he had just sketched himself, Sun Dao, who looked at the couple opposite, laughed. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info and hearing Sun Dao's sudden inquiry, Li Shimin over there began to ponder, as if he was considering the possibility of this question, or judging the degree of Sun Dao's mental illness.

On the other side, Sun Dao looked at Li Shimin with a pensive expression that seemed to be a little sluggish, and saw that Empress Eldest Sun left her husband and seemed to want to come this way, and then he turned his head quietly, "I'm joking, but some of my behaviors, in your opinion, really have the feeling that I'm crazy, it should be normal, after all, the generation gap between us can't be made up in a few words, so whatever you want."

"And,Actually, I'm also wondering if I'm sick" The pretended indifferent face suddenly laughed, and Sun Dao, who had been talking endlessly, smiled heartily, but there was a faint trace of self-ridicule and disdain under this smile, "I never thought about it so much before I was far away"

"Is that her?" As always, he was smart and keen, and after coming over with a bowl of warm tea, Empress Eldest Sun put the teacup aside, and helped Sun Dao to sit up.

"Hmm!" As she half-sat up, Sun Dao took the teacup she handed over and gulped it down, and then smiled faintly, "Originally, I was simply disgusted with the kind of desperate and almost crazy people who wanted to do it, and in the end, I used this and that reason to persuade me to give up." And then every time I quarreled with her, I added it over and over again, deepened it, and finally it became this disagreement about reason and emotion."

"The extreme perceptual freedom to do what you want and the so-called rational thinking that you have to do?" Pulling the quilt to fold the corners of the quilt for Sun Dao, the eldest grandson queen took Sun Dao's cup of drinking water, "Do you want more?" ”

"Hmm" Sun Dao shook his head, and then went down the quilt, pulling up the cup to cover his shoulder, "They are all people who are not willing to bow their heads to the other party casually and admit defeat, so both sides run over to find all kinds of materials and classics, and there are more wins and fewer losses between them; It wasn't until at last she thought it was better to be rational and I was looking for a balance, and we had the most heated arguments, and then I came here."

"So why did you choose this balance? Isn't it generally sensual? As the opposition of reason? Sighing weakly, Empress Eldest Sun silently stepped back to her husband's side, reverting to her original posture of relying on her husband.

Children who dodge just don't want to listen to what others have to say.

"Lady first, after being calculated by her unconsciously, she used such casual reasons to dominate rational choice, of course I don't want to fight with her with the sensibility I don't like; In those days, after collecting information, I suddenly found many inseparable opposites, or more appropriately, what seems absolute at first glance becomes ambiguous when you think about it carefully."

"Beginning with the praise words that describe people, the eyes of the appearance are bright, and the ugly ones indicate ignorance; The carefree character is brainless; The unrestrained behavior is impossible to listen to. If you have a deep eye, you will have a city, if you have insight into the world, you will be smooth, and if you are as gentle as jade, it is even more terrifying, because gentleness hurts people."

Then there are the so-called absolute opposites, from the absolute good or bad of human society, to the light represented by the sun and the darkness represented by the moon in nature. The two opposites, good and bad, are perfectly combined in human beings, and light and darkness exist in the world at the same time. Scientifically, rigid steel can be made into extremely elastic springs; In humanities, pure truth can be covered up by time to the end, leaving a complete illusion. A self-defined, gentle father can be a demanding boss, and a considerate husband can be an abusive master. Naturally, the silvery-white silver is ground into a fine powder and turned black, and you stand at the end of the horizon, day and night each occupy half of your body......"

"At that time, the various directions of exploration gradually deepened, and the rapid spread of information, such things became more and more known, and the brain became a little abnormal. Then I began to think ambiguously that I don't like the inability to realize rationality and choose to give up, nor do I like to work hard desperately under emotion, so is there a balance between the two? It's the third option, and it's as ambiguous as I want it to be."

"I had a problem with my brain, and finally I began to drill into the horns, fantasizing about all kinds of possibilities with large and small examples, arguing with her more or less from time to time, and finally firmly believing in the existence of that kind of thing, and using it as a reason for my own survival"

"The so-called human beings, no matter how you look at it, aren't they all more or less abnormal" Sun Dao closed his eyes, and there was a mockery of himself and others between his words, "Not being able to act does not mean that there will be no ideals, no strength but not no ambition, being angry but not saying that there is a temper, we use such similar reasons to cover up many of our own problems." For one's own disobedience, you can use the reason why society is progressing because the next generation does not listen to the words of the previous generation. Obviously just looking for reasons for some of their shortcomings, but there is some truth, how many such people do you think can be called normal? ”

"So I'm still sick in the brain, and I'm talking so much nonsense with you, maybe you're scolding me for being too hypocritical in your heart" Sun Dao raised his hand and put it on his forehead to block the sunlight coming from all directions, "Let's talk about something real, let's use the occasional wild cat in the palace as an analogy." You should know that a mad dog bites people, right? The kind that will kill people. In fact, feral cats can also infect people who have been bitten and scratched by themselves. On the rational side, they can injure or even kill ignorant children who approach them, and they are not clean themselves; On the sensual side, they can add some life to the palace, and there are cute little wild cats that are pleasing to the eye and may be loved by ignorant children. So may I ask my aunt, as the mistress who manages this palace, do you drive away or not drive away the wild cats in the palace? After they are gone, how can you be sure that they will not come back? ”

After Sun Dao chattered there and stopped suddenly, the room suddenly fell into an indescribable silence.

"Is it possible for a domestic cat to get that disease?" After a long silence, Empress Eldest Sun closed her eyes and opened them after a while.

Wild cats can't, that cat can't, right? In the occupied territory, there should be no possibility of wild cats, right?

The choice between sensibility and rationality, in fact, was expected on the way here, and such a similar choice could not be completely on the rational side, nor could the emotional side.

But he and he still couldn't help but want to come.

"If you love cleanliness as much as others, you can," Sun Dao took a deep breath, and then spit out heavily.

And quietly came to Sun Dao's bedside, Empress Eldest Sun stood for a while, took away Sun Dao's arm that blocked her vision, gently sorted out her hair that was pressed into a mess, and said softly, "Auntie doesn't expect to convince you, I just hope you can listen to it." It's going to be painful to have too much of a clear division of everything."

"It's very painful, but you can't help but distinguish clearly" Sun Dao narrowed his eyes, turned his face sideways to look at Li Shimin, who was playing with the teapot but had a thoughtful look, "Starting from the Qin Dynasty, which was the first to establish a unified empire in the history of the Central Plains, to the end of the Sui Dynasty before Li Tang, the fifteenth year of the Qin Dynasty, the four hundred and twenty-sixth years of the Great Han, the forty-fifth year of the Three Kingdoms Wei, the forty-second year of the Shu Han Dynasty, the fifty-eighth year of the Wu Dynasty, and the one hundred and fifty-five years of the Three Families to the Jin Dynasty. In the 59th year of the Northern and Southern Song Dynasty, the 23rd year of Qi, the 55th year of Liang, the 32nd year of Chen, the 148th year of Northern Wei, the 16th year of Eastern Wei, the 27th year of Northern Qi, the 21st year of Western Wei, the 24th year of Northern Zhou, and finally the 37th year of Sui, how many years do you think your Tang Dynasty can support? Have you considered the reasons for the demise of all dynasties? ”

"You are a wise man, but what about your son? What about your grandchildren? You understand the suffering of the people in the world, so does your youngest son Li Zhi understand the reason why in some places when there is a great drought, the people have no water to drink, no rice and noodles to eat, but they don't drink milk tea and don't eat meat? Li Zhi understands, what about your grandson? Can we not distinguish between these? As he spoke, Sun Dao still maintained a calm tone, unhurried, and followed his own logic.

Sun Dao quietly avoided the words of Empress Eldest Sun, but the next slap was not light or heavy, there was no pain on the face, but the voice was very loud, which made people sound very embarrassed, "You know what your aunt is referring to, why don't you always listen to persuasion"

"My head was caught by the door, and my stubborn personality can't be changed" Feeling his face uncontrollably slightly hot, Sun Dao closed his eyes and smiled stupidly, so as to breathe steadily.

After being a country of the Tang Dynasty, the eldest grandson queen, who has an elegant and shrewd temperament, showed a helpless smile, and then gently stroked Sun Dao's cheek, "I just praised you with Your Majesty yesterday, and today I will become a child again."

"Auntie, aren't you the same" Still with his eyes closed, Sun Dao tried his best to keep his calm tone unchanged, but the chest under the quilt was up and down because of the gradual unsteady breathing, "I can't tell the difference between undivided and unwilling to distinguish, we are all the same in this kind of thing"

"As an emperor and an empress, you have done a good job in many aspects, and you are enough to be famous for eternity. However, as a father, the emperor and his wife and mother, the father failed to educate his sons and daughters, and the emperor failed to train a suitable national heir for his country. The aunt didn't care for her body and accompanied her dearest person to the end, blindly accommodating her husband to overdraft her body for her husband, but she didn't know that after she had no choice but to leave, all the contradictions broke out, and the daughters under her knees alone had no good death."

"Unable to separate, unwilling to separate, rationally you must separate your parents, husbands and wives and the responsibilities of the emperor, but emotionally you can't, because the bond with each other is too deep, they always become your emotional sustenance invisibly! In the end, you can't help but think like this, you can't rest assured that you can't rest assured that you can't leave this country and your children, so you have to live longer, longer, and finally take action! ”

"I'm the same with that. It is human nature to be partial to your sons and daughters, knowing the influence of your emotions, but you can't help but force you to treat all your sons and daughters equally, and to convince yourself with your responsibilities as parents to force you to do your best to be perfect! ”

"You're coming back again" suddenly smiled, and Empress Eldest Sun immediately turned away from the heavy topic that caused unpleasantness, "Okay, let's not talk about this, let's go back to the original point and talk about the problem of scholars again." Your sentence is useless for scholars, and the development of Confucianism, my aunt is still very interested."

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