I've always written my words at the back, but today I'll make an exception! After all, those were just private topics in the past, and it didn't matter if you read them or not, but this time it's different, and we hope you can see what we say first, and then read the article. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

The next two chapters should be a rare high (harmonious) tide in this article! Although it is estimated that there will be some people who don't like it very much, we will also shrug our shoulders ~

In these two chapters, we write a bit chaotically, and changing scenes and names without warning may make you feel confused. We thought about adding some annotations, but we ended up removing them. After all, that kind of text seems to be too businesslike, but it has no feelings, so let the bones be willful! So, please take a closer look, because the bones are really written very seriously this time. (Rewrite it three times or something, it's all tears!) Cry~)

Some of the texts in this article are supplements to the foreshadowing above, so it is likely that some people will not be able to connect. Let's make a game.,Let's not say which chapter and which storyline it's connected to.,Let's read the text first.。 We will give the answer later in the next chapter.,People who can think of that part of the plot without turning the previous text.,The bones are absolutely admired.,And you are the most serious reader to read the text.,Laugh~

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The hot and unrestrained music came through the entrances and exits next to the stage, as if even the air was exuding scorching heat, making people feel a shocking feeling. I walked slowly to the entrance where I had appeared, staring serenely at the hoarse cheers and waving my arms at the fen I saw through the gap.

When Maria's song is sung at the end, the performer retreats to a specific position and poses for the final act before leaving. And at this moment, the lights on the stage also dimmed at the same time. When they turned on again, one spotlight had turned into two, and another group of hot babes, also dressed in sexy papers, appeared on the other side of them and began to dance their voluptuous bodies with the faint that sounded instantly. The atmosphere heated up again, and the cheers and applause rang out, and finally converged into a heat wave that broke through the sky.

Standing next to the thick curtain, I carefully felt everything in front of me, but after a long time, I tilted my head in confusion. It was also a warm and exciting scene, why did my heart not stir at all this time. The unreality of being out of the realm was like a transparent barrier between me and the scene, so that I could only watch silently, but I couldn't touch it at all.

It's really strange, in such a situation, shouldn't I be smiling evilly, "and deceiving a group of brainless fans who are about to sell their kidneys"? Why is it that now I only have gloomy sorrow in my heart, and extremely strong attachment and reluctance, that feeling as if I am cherishing something, and at the same time regretting what I am about to lose?

Megumi Ohori, Tomomi Kawanishi, and Yuka Masuda, who had just finished performing Maria, had already retired from the stage through the other passages and were about to return to the dressing room. Megumi Ohhori, who was wearing a black lace dress, walked over with a crimson face and panted slightly, and when she passed by the entrance of the passage where I was standing, she smiled at me like a silly big sister who didn't match her outfit, "Rin-chan, this is your first solo stage, but don't be nervous!" Come on! ”

"Rin-chan, Rin-chan," Tomome Kawanishi, who was walking behind Megumi Ohori, rushed in front of me at a trott, with a snake-like arm wrapped around my arm, and with a slightly sweaty body, soft and boneless. The face that revealed the delicate color was slightly raised. "Tomomi will also cheer for you chiyuu~"

"Yes, I will, Sister Hui." I responded with a polite smile, and after I walked over, he looked at me in confusion and didn't say a word Masuda Yuhua nodded, and then looked down slightly, because I didn't reply to her first, and puffed out his cheeks unhappily. Although her pink face was now in front of me, I didn't reach out to pinch it as usual, but carefully helped her cut the wet hair stuck to her forehead behind her ear, and gently praised her, "Thank you!" Jimi, your singing and dancing just now is also great! ”

"Really?" Tomomi Kawanishi's eyes lit up as a crescent moon, and her smile became sweet again, and she stretched her neck towards me like a child, rubbing her head against my shoulder, "Rin-chan chiyuu is the best~"

I didn't dodge it with a blank face like before, but smiled and touched her head, "Go back and change into your costume!" Isn't there a show after that! ”

"Well," Tomomi Kawanishi nodded with a little depression, but still obediently walked back to the backstage, just looking back as she walked, looking more like a toddler who was forced to leave her parents, so cute that I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

Megumi Ohori and Yuka Masuda were also amused, and after saying hello to me, they followed Tomomi Kawanishi backstage one after the other. When Masuda Yuka walked past me, I gently patted her on the shoulder, "Good work!" ”

"You've become different," after coming off the stage, he didn't speak, as if he was observing my Masuda Yuka, and looked at my eyes very carefully, "Now I believe that you can sing Yuko's single well." ”

"Thank you," I said, taking her arm around her thin shoulder, patting her on the back, and telling her earnestly, "but I'm sure you can do better than I do!" ”

"Maybe!" She didn't let go of the hand holding me right away, but just said a perfunctory sentence without care, but turned her gaze to Ohori and Kawanishi, who were leaving. It wasn't until they walked around the corner that Masuda Yuka turned around, stretched out his hand and touched my forehead, then frowned, and said with a worried look on his face, "It seems that you still have a fever, are you okay?" ”

"It's already a lot better, totally big husband!" I took her hand off her forehead and pushed her backstage with a smile, "You can go and get ready!" What we want to give FEN must be the best stage. ”

The lights on the stage dimmed again, and I took a few quick steps to stand on the edge of the stage, my head bowed and my eyes closed. Before I fell into complete darkness, I happened to see Tomomi Itano and others running past me like happy antelopes.

Soft and sad music sounded, and a few small beams of light lit up the stage. I opened my eyes instantly, straightened my waist, and walked to the center of the stage. Before the prelude ended, I slowly raised my head, my sad gaze slowly sweeping across the audience, and a bitter but relieved smile appeared on my face. The scene, which was still full of heat just now, gradually quieted down after my sight arrived.

I looked away and turned my head slightly to the side of the unknown, muttering with a slight trembling as if I had fallen into another world. "Poor し出したサヨナラを/The hand that wants to say goodbye to you,Palm で包んでくれた/But you held it.,You're in the middle of it.,The gentle beating of my pulse.,Warm.,Warm.,It's warm.。

White walls, white curtains, white furniture, and the bloodless, white frail figure on the hospital bed. And the only thing that contradicts this environment is the desperate short-haired girl in black who sits quietly on the edge of the bed. "She" leaned forward slightly, her elbows on the side of the bed, and she turned her head to look at the unconscious girl on the hospital bed.

"She" reached out to brush away the messy hair on her forehead, and then her fingers slowly swiped down as if she were self-conscious, caressing her unusually thin cheeks, and finally holding her pale hand tightly. After that, "she" put her head to her pillow, showed a bright flattering smile, and looked at her face with good eyes, "Zi, you've been sleeping for a long time, it's time to wake up!" Yesterday there was a little snow, and it became white all around. The sun has risen this morning, and it feels warm on my body, just like the day we first met, can you get up and walk with me? ”

"Can't you?" A flash of disappointment flashed across "her's" face, but it was quickly hidden deep in her pupils. "She" raised her hand gently, and her smile brightened again. After gently placing the slightly cool hand in his palm on his face, he rubbed the back of her hand with enjoyment, and felt the slight pulse on the inside of her wrist with his cheek. "Then you can sleep a little more, but remember! You promised that you would never leave me alone. ”

(Feeling the warmth you give, listening to your soft and urgent call, how could I be willing to leave you alone and leave on my own?) Your thoughts and affection for me continue to enter my heart through the pulse, and my dead heart gradually warms up. It makes me more and more greedy, I want to occupy the warmth you give, I want to accompany you, for a long, long time...... However, the black fog is so thick that even with your voice as a guide, there is still no way to find an exit. Wait a little longer, and I'll find my way back to you...... ）

The hall was eerily quiet, except for the softly whispered music and glow sticks swaying back and forth to the rhythm. I held my head high, and slowly raised my palms upward, as if I was holding something in my palm. The distracted gaze passed through the sea of light composed of them, cast into the darkness of no one in the distance, and the sadness that had been hanging on his face gradually turned into shallow happiness. The desperate voice that was struggling firmly just now turned into a slightly stubborn nostalgia at this time. "Wind に舞うpowder snow は / Flying fine snow in the wind, love しさのように / Like the love you gave me, melt けてしまうなら / Even if it melts and disappears, ずっとこのままで / will warm in my heart."

The sky and the earth were snow-white, and only the dirty dark green garbage bins looked so conspicuous. Suddenly, a small head poked out from behind the dumpster and quickly retracted.

Soon after, a girl in a thick white down jacket, carrying a large plastic bag in her hand, walked through the "creaking" snow. Just as she passed by the garbage bin, a small figure wrapped in various strips of rags, holding a brick with both hands, rushed out. "She" couldn't see clearly, her face was full of dirt, only a pair of black and white eyes, glaring at the girl viciously like a beast, and quickly threw the brick at the hand of the girl in white carrying things.

The girl was startled and fell to the ground on her feet, but fortunately it was this fall that managed to avoid the bricks that the little guy had thrown. "She" seemed to not expect that she would fail, bit her lip unwillingly, and stomped her foot and turned around and ran.

"Hey, don't run!" The girl was stunned for a moment, then immediately got up from the ground, she caught up with the little figure in a few steps, reached out and grabbed "her" arm exposed outside the rags, gasped lightly and said, "Don't...... Don't run! ”

Even though he had been caught, the little guy didn't say a word, just grabbed her hand with his other hand, trying to get out of her grasp.

"Are you hungry?" The girl didn't dare to push too hard, for fear of hurting "her", so in the end she could only let go of her hand and let "her" escape from her side. The girl took out a bag of instant noodles from the plastic bag and tried to hand it to "her" before she ran far.

"She" stood far away around the corner, looking at the girl vigilantly for a long time, then ran over and grabbed the instant noodles, and turned around and ran away without looking back again.

"Run slower, be careful of falling!" The girl raised her voice and admonished, regardless of whether "she" really heard it or not, "I will pass by here tomorrow, and then I will bring you more food, remember to wait for me at the place just now!" ”

"She" carefully shrunk herself and hid herself behind a bamboo basket full of bricks, listening to the sound of the girl outside. Then he wiped his red nose from the cold, couldn't wait to tear open the bag, and stuffed the dough into his mouth. Hot tears streaked across the dirty little face, drawing two black water trails. "You still want to lie to me? Lao Tzu won't believe you! You are all bad people, so I won't believe you, so I won't ......"

(That was the first time, and I felt that my heart could be warm, and it was throbbing in a panic, but it was defensively denial.) But even so, I couldn't control myself and waited there early. Grabbing the remnant snow on the ground with his bare hands, he watched it melt all over his hands, until the little hands were frozen purple and blue, but he still couldn't calm down, just waited anxiously, waiting for the warmth to meet again. ）

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts......

I tightened my body and trembled violently, and the unbearable pain made me clench my chest uncontrollably, as if I could touch my heart and relieve my boundless fear. Yes, it's fear, it's fear as if the heart is clenched and about to explode. I haven't had time to fear since my parents left us on the same day, but now it's coming again, so suddenly, so overwhelmingly.

"Stand up and see what you look like now! Don't get me out yet! ”

Some familiar old voices sounded around me like thunder. But when it came to my ears, all that was left was a faint sound.

"Stand up! How can this appearance be worthy of being the heir of my Cangmu family?"

The sharp pain in my lower back finally brought me back from my distraction. I used all my strength to raise my head slightly. Looking at the old man standing straight in front of me, with gray hair, glaring at me with hatred on his face, I couldn't respond to him properly. The pain in my heart made me care about nothing else, so I could only look at him helplessly, "Outside...... Public...... Grandpa ......, I ...... I'm going to lose ...... Lost her? Although knowingly...... She's not me...... Thousands of miles, but ...... But ......, why do I do this...... Why is it sad? Even though...... Know the ...... It may ...... Will come back because of this, can ...... Still happy...... Don't get up. ”

"Sister," a voice sounded, as it had been a long time ago, with heartfelt joy and intimacy. "This way, this way, come with a thousand miles!"

I turned my head in the direction where the voice came from, and at a glance I saw Chisato standing in front of the door of the operating room, wearing a pink tutu. She smiled mischievously, grimaced with her hand on her nose, turned and disappeared into the operating room door.

"Chirito!" Even though my body was too weak to have any strength, I immediately chased after me.

"Rin, Rin, what are you going to do?"

I turned a deaf ear to the sound coming from behind me, pushed open the closed door, and saw Chisato standing in front of the operating table again, smiling as bright as a flower. She stood next to the other girl, their hands clasped tightly together. The girl, who had been looking at the operating table, turned her head at this time. It was a face that looked very much like Chisato, with an undisguised deep concern. She looked me up and down carefully, and then finally smiled with a shallow smile.

"Oh my God! How did you get in? The operating room must be sterile, get out of here, get out now! "I seem to feel someone's pushing, but I can't pay attention anymore.

"Chisato, let's go!" The girl nodded at me and pulled Chisato up and walked to the operating table.

"Yes," Chisato agreed obediently, smiling back at me, "Wait for me!" Sister! Although it may take some time, I will come back to you. ”

In the blink of an eye, the figures of the two people disappeared into the bodies on the operating table that were bounced by the electric current. And after that, the line that belongs to the pulse on the machine rises and falls again.

"Chisato, are you Chisato? Are you back? I looked at everything in front of me stupidly, covered my mouth tightly, and couldn't hold back the tears anymore.

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Statement, because of our few consciences, we will officially resume the text from this week, wipe a handful of tears~

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