Well, it's still a sudden change of scenes, a sudden change of pronouns, and it looks like there will be some messy chapters. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info but,It's still a bone that's very serious about going to the code.,Deleted and coded.,Code and delete the chapter.。 So, please, please take a serious look, above!

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I couldn't pull my gaze back from afar, as if my soul had left my body and couldn't find my way back. I just instinctively followed the movement of the song, towards the audience in the silence, taking every step I took slowly but resolutely. As I got closer, the audience finally started to hear. As if controlled by something, the crowd slowly moved forward, constantly shrinking in volume and compactly focusing on the audience.

Holding his slightly trembling body with one hand, I continued to move forward without any awareness of it, and whispered helpless sadness again, "Cry きながら smile んで / Smile while crying, あなたをSee send りましょう / Just send you away!" 何度も立ち止まって / Although you stopped a few times, the heart with そうに振り返るけれど / looked back worriedly. ”

The same snow-white room, time does not seem to have left any trace on it, but the girl on the hospital bed is thinner, and the girl next to the hospital bed is more desperate.

"She" was still flushing crimson because of the excitement just now, and now she was so calm that she was only sad, as if nothing had happened just now. "Her" hand slowly stretched out to her respirator, with a violent tremor and determination, "Actually, I know, you must be reluctant to leave me." But the doctor said, "You're just suffering!" So, since you can't stay, take me with you! ”

Then "she" also climbed onto the hospital bed and gently placed her in his arms. Let her cold left hand rest on her forehead, just like she usually does when she comforts "her". Even if the hand slipped to the side weakly, it did not affect "her" mood in the slightest. "She" carefully licked her dry lips, touched her forehead lightly, and then sighed deeply with an eerie look of satisfaction. Only then did he press her head into her shoulder socket and close her eyes peacefully. "As you promised, never leave me alone."

Through the wide open window, you can see that the sun has gradually receded, and the dazzling natural light in the room has finally slowly extinguished after turning to a dim red light. The passage of time did not change "her" mood. "She" was still the same as a few hours ago, her eyes closed peacefully, and she felt the weight on her body in satisfaction.

Although she was no longer breathing, she could no longer breathe out the fragrance of her mouth and nose; Although her thin chest never rose and fell again, the silence was desperate; Although she had lost her temperature, even though she was forcefully encircled in her arms, she still became as cold as ice and snow; Although her soft and elastic skin slowly became loose and dry, she no longer had the luster of the living; Although her body snuggled tightly into "her" arms stiffened and cold with the passage of time, her neck pressed against "her" heart like a stone. But "she" is still calm and content, because "her" body temperature is gradually passing away. She didn't resist the darkness that invaded her mind at all, but only mobilized her senses, savoring the last feeling she left for "her" in the world.

In the darkness and chaos, she stood there with a smile on her face in a white tulle dress. "Her" eyes lit up instantly, and he ran towards her with all his strength. Gradually, it approached until she was in front of "her". "She" grabbed her hair, which had not been cut for a long time, and now it was half long, and tilted her head and smiled silly. Then he carefully reached out and grabbed her, like a treasure.

She looked at "her" who was clutching her, and then realized that the child she raised single-handedly was now taller than herself. The shoulders are not broad, but they are so strong that she is unexpectedly reassured. She tilted her head slightly and pursed her lips and smiled, letting out a barely audible sigh.

And "her" looked completely satisfied, with a pure without impurities, only knowing that she was holding her to death, and she didn't want to let go for a moment.

It seemed that after a long time, she grabbed "her" hand, suddenly let go, and gently pushed "her" away. "She" watched her leave from her side in a daze, and when she reached out in fear to grab her again, she saw her quickly take a step back, with a tearful smile on her face, and pushed "her" hard.

"She" looked extremely panicked, and her figure fell into the void with her push. "Her" hand stretched straight towards her, but she couldn't grasp any support, so she could only helplessly, gradually disappearing into this space. "Don't !!!!!"

(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I lost my words and couldn't get back to you.) But even so, even if I leave you alone, I don't want you to go with me. So, go! Leave my life! I will watch you where I am, no matter how reluctant I am, I will smile and bless. Don't try to find me again, because I, I will never allow you, to stop where you are, like me! ）

It wasn't until I reached the edge of the stage that I suddenly stopped, as if awakened. After sighing, he lowered his slightly raised head and looked at the audience who was trying to wave his arms not far away, and pursed his white lips tightly, revealing a bleak smile. "泣きながら smile んで / Smile while crying,One person にhabitれるまでは / Until you get used to being alone,ここからまだ动けなくて / And you can't leave from here,そっと手を振り / Gently wave your hand,小さくなる思い出の近くにいたい/I want to get close to the memories that are gradually fading away."

In the dimly lit little basement, a girl was lying on her back against the head of the bed, in a pool of her own blood. "She" pressed her hands to her heart, as if she was pressing on something like a photograph. Thick blood poured out of his left wrist and spread all over his body. Suddenly, a small pillar of light shone through the narrow window above. "Grave light! Damn it, get up, I'm Xiao Ji, open the door for me! ”

The sound of violent beating, along with the angry scolding of a sweet voice, vaguely transmitted to "her" chaotic brain. But "she" is completely unable to tell whether it is real or not, or whether it is just an illusion of "her". is like the person who is standing in front of "her" now, this person who should have left "her" a long time ago.

She seemed to be in pain, but she still kept smiling at "her". The translucent hand trembled and reached out, trying to hold down the wound on "her" wrist several times. "Please, please don't do this!"

"Are you distressed?" Obviously saw her pain, but "she" laughed instead, her voice choked with laughter, and her body trembled with laughter, "Since you are so distressed, why do you want to leave me alone?" ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I don't want to! Her transparent tears flowed down like beads of broken thread. The choked voice gradually became indistinct, just begging, "Please don't do this, please ......"

"If you're worried, come back!" "She" laughed loudly and yelled at her indignantly, but the hot tears couldn't stop falling, "You know that I exist because of you, why did you choose to leave me?" Leave me alone? Have you started to hate me? Like those people say, I'm just a wild kid who dragged you down, and I should have left on my own, right? ”

"No, no," her voice grew louder and louder, desperate to take "her" into her arms and comfort her. But after her translucent arm passed through "her" body repeatedly, her expression became desperate and trance-like, "No, you know it's not......"

"Since it's not, take me with you!" "She" looked longing in her eyes, pursed her pale lips in distress, but still shouted at her firmly, "We will always be together, this is not what you promised!" ”

"You ......" she paused for a moment, her teeth biting her lip hard, looking into "her" eyes with pain and despair written on it, "Do you remember what you promised me?" ”

"Make you happy! Make you happy for the rest of your life! A nostalgic smile appeared on her face, and she gently told the promise that was deep in her heart. But it didn't take long for this profundity to become the greatest pain, "but you ......"

"Yes," she decisively interrupted her, the pain on her face wrapped in layers, "you promised to make me happy." Now I'm telling you, it's my pleasure for you to live, you know? ”

"Haha......" "Her" tears and laughter appeared on her face. The blocked airway made her voice even more muffled, "You're so cruel, so cruel......"

"Just like when you didn't meet me, I want you to live......" When she heard "her" say how cruel, she trembled violently, but she still endured the shock in her heart, and continued to say the cruelest words to "her" and to herself, "Even if you are just alone, you have to live!" Because this is the promise you made to me, even if it is ...... Even if I have not obeyed what I have given you, you must obey the ...... you have given me."

"She" chuckled ugly, and felt pain all over her body. "This is really the ...... you want"

"Yes, that's what I want!" She interrupted "her" again, and raised her head slightly, "Go back, go back to me now!" ”

"Okay, as long as it's what you want, when did I say the word 'no'?" In an instant, "she" seemed to lose all her strength and closed her eyes in despair. "As long as it makes you happy!"

Her tears finally fell again after "she" closed her eyes. She looked at "her" intently, as if she wanted to keep "her" firmly in her mind.

At this time, there was a sound of crashing at the door, and the three figures tried to rush in regardless of front and back, but they got stuck in the doorway. She glanced at "her" again with nostalgia, and turned away gloomily.

"In vain, don't you scare me? You can't just die! I owe me 37,425 yuan in gambling debts, where are you going to let my wife go! The white-collar girl who rushed in first, pressed "her" wound with her right hand, pushed "her" shoulder hard with her left hand, and tears fell down like she didn't want money.

"She" was shaken by the white-collar girl, "she" finally opened her eyes slightly, her lips trembled slightly, and her voice was almost inaudible, "It's medical expenses, not gambling debts!" ”

"Shut up!" When the white-collar girl saw "her" wake up, the worry on her face was all contained. Then he slapped "her" in the face, "I said that gambling debts are gambling debts, and if you don't pay back, you want to die, how can there be such a good thing in this world!" ”

"She" was beaten raw, but she didn't look angry at all. just sighed regretfully, revealing a faint smile that was more ugly than crying, "Don't worry!" I'm not going to die. I was just...... It's just that I'm thinking about it! ”

(I know that you are making such a decision for my own good, and perhaps the person who hurts the most is you.) So I'll listen to you obediently, after all, I'm your most obedient sister. Leave with peace of mind! I will not chase your footsteps anymore, I will stay here quietly, quietly watching you get farther and farther away from me. Hide the memories between us alone until I can forget our encounter, alone, alone to live! ）

The expression on my face gradually became nostalgic and light, and I showed a smile that was not too bright to the audience who was listening quietly, and there was a little more relief in the singing, and the firmness after confusion. There seemed to be two selves in my heart, also clasped in front of my chest, I don't know if they were facing each other or the audience, telling over and over again, "...... そっと手を振り / Gently wave your hand,小さくなる思い出の近くにいたい/Want to get close to the memories that are gradually fading away。 ”

At the end of the song, I let out a deep breath and nodded at the audience with a smile, and when I turned to leave the stage, shouts came from both sides of the stage almost simultaneously.

"Rin-chan, I'll always support you!"

"Chisale sauce, dry bastard!"

After smiling with gratitude to the audience again, I walked to the entrance and exit directly behind me in the fading light. At the same time, Mitsuru Hoshino, who was also wearing a long skirt, staggered past me and walked towards his own stage.

Walking into the gloomy backstage, around the corner of the entrance and exit where there was no one else, I suddenly stopped, and the man with a gentle smile came to my mind. "Xue'er, I will always be with you, just like I promised you, and I will never leave you alone."

"I hate it," my eyes glistened with a little water, and I pursed my lips tightly, and raised my head very arrogantly, "I said a long time ago, I hate this name the most!" What is called Xue'er when you meet on a snowy day, sister, your name is too casual! ”

A piercing pain hit my brain, and it was completely dark when there was not much light in front of me. After a moment of limp in my limbs, I fell uncontrollably to the ground.

Everyone looked intently at the girl on the stage, clasping hands in the spotlight. With a faint sadness that could not be concealed, she showed a stubborn look, staring firmly at everyone in the audience. It's like pouring out his own vow, an oath that will not change for a long time, although it reveals obvious vulnerability, but it is so firm and solemn, and it is sung over and over again with heart.

A four-eyed uncle with glasses, his hands clenched into fists with excitement, and his eyes stared at the girl in the performance. It wasn't until the girl finished singing the song that the four-eyed uncle rushed towards the stage like he had woken up from a dream.

But the road ahead has long been blocked by the crowd, and the four-eyed uncle, who can't move on, stretched out his hand to grab the direction where the girl was, and shouted hoarsely, "Rin-chan, I will always support you!" ”

On the other side, some distance from Uncle Four-Eyed, two men in their forties wearing suits and ties, with briefcases under their armpits, were huddled together and muttered something quietly.

"What's this girl's name? I feel good when I sing! ”

"I don't know, but I do sing great!"

"It's so strange, why didn't you notice her when I made a personal introduction before?"

"Chisato Wakai," the slender and fair-skinned girl, with surprisingly wide eyes, said to them very seriously, "Her name is Chisato Wakai!" ”

"Chisato Wakai?" The two men chattered for a while, and before they could thank the girl, they shouted at the girl on the stage at the same time, "Qianli-chan, dry ba!" ”

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First of all, it wasn't updated in advance.,Bones themselves feel a pity.,It's clear that this chapter has been almost stacked early.,It's just a little bit away.。 (Let's not say that it's a relationship between a certain ice urging too hard, mouth enjoyment~) But after discovering the possibility of not updating in advance, let's throw down the summons of Ying Nainai and go back to my parents' house. So don't blame us, we're innocent!

Again, let's reveal some of the scenes in these two chapters, and the plot of which chapter to follow! It seems to be between chapters thirty-seven and thirty-nine! (A certain bone said irresponsibly~.)

ps: Again, this article is a relaxed little white text, that's all, flash people~