As long as it is a woman, no matter who it is, she looks forward to the lovely Snow White and Cinderella in the fairy tale, but she doesn't know where the gears are wrong, and she dreams of becoming a white swan in the future, but she wakes up and finds that she has become a black crow, but there is only one time in life, if this is a fairy tale, then this fairy tale is too cruel. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"You can't stay at home anymore, when are you going to work? Didn't you go looking for a job? Yan Geling, are you joking with me? Yan Xiaozheng turned his back to Yan Geling and said, Yan Geling was a little submissive, and whispered: "Yan Xiaozheng, I don't think I'm suitable for this job, and they didn't agree."

"So what? So? So you're back? I really overestimate you, Yan Geling" "Because that job is not very ......"

With a slap, Yan Geling fell to the ground, and when she fell, Yan Geling looked at Yan Xiaozheng, and in the worn-out slippers, she revealed socks with holes, it was time to sew socks for Yan Xiaozheng, Yan Geling thought.

"It's not good, what's not good, look at my current job? Help pirate website code words, ridiculous, ridiculous, I'm actually here for such a thing, where in the world is it easy to have a job"

Yan Geling didn't refute, she couldn't explain what happened to Yan Xiaozheng, Yan Xiaozheng no longer cared about Yan Geling, and then took out his mobile phone and looked at the information inside, he had been paying attention to the official account of the Writers' Association, even if he was expelled.

"Xu Chen's kid, Xu Chen's kid actually went to the training meeting, I didn't expect it to be him, oh oh, that kid's family is rich, even if it's badly written, he has money, this is what I've always wanted to go, it's really eh, it's really irritating, this irritable and boring life, look at me now, it's really decadent, it's not as good as a day, it's better to die, die" Yan Xiaozheng muttered in his mouth, he walked towards the kitchen again, and there was the wine he bought.

"You can't drink anymore" Yan Geling said, Yan Xiaozheng's body was detected to be very seriously ill last year, and he couldn't drink, but Yan Geling's persuasion had no effect, and Yan Xiaozheng continued to drink.

"Bang" The kitchen suddenly came out with a broken sound, Yan Geling walked to the kitchen, only to see the slag of glass bottles on the ground, on the other side Yan Xiaozheng stood stunned, his hand had a wound cut by the glass, which made Yan Geling very worried, Yan Geling walked over, and further saw that Yan Xiaozheng's hand was bleeding, Yan Geling pulled Yan Xiaozheng to the room and wanted to bandage him.

"Slow down, it hurts a little" "Bear with it, it'll be fine in a while" "It hurts to death, you stupid woman" "I'm stupid and I'm also your daughter-in-law"

Yan Xiaozheng's eyes were moist, he leaned on Yan Geling's body, like a child, Yan Geling sighed and hugged Yan Xiaozheng, Yan Xiaozheng's head was trembling, Yan Geling felt it, Yan Xiaozheng cried, Yan Xiaozheng didn't make a sound, just buried his head in Yan Geling's body, Yan Geling patted Yan Xiaozheng and comforted him quietly, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's going to pass.

Yan Geling couldn't forget this hug, not only because of Yan Xiaozheng's tears, but also because this would be the last time she would contact Yan Xiaozheng, and she couldn't say that, strictly speaking, this was Yan Geling's last contact with the living Yan Zheng, and after that, Yan Geling came into contact with Yan Zheng's ashes.

"Where did she go at noon? I didn't even cook the meal, it was really getting worse and worse" Yan Xiaozheng complained, he came to Yan Geling's room, rummaging around, this time he found something he had never found, Yan Geling's diary.

"Like us, he also saw this diary" Bi An said with a sigh, and then he pinched the pile behind him, if according to Yan Geling, Yan Xiaozheng died, then he shouldn't have read the content of the back, he should have just read the last page.

opened the last page, and sure enough, there was another self on it, needless to say, it should be Yan Zheng, he wrote such a sentence, which made Bi An puzzled for a long time, but Fan Wu explained on the side: "This sentence comes from the book Disqualification in the World, I have seen in this book that Ting Ye Zang, who was born in a noble family, has a delicate appearance and extraordinary temperament, but he seems to be full of anxiety and uneasiness about the people and things around him, so he often deliberately does clumsy and stupid things to hide himself deeply." Among all of them, only the originally strange classmate Takei saw through his mind, and the two became confidants through paintings. While studying at a high school in Beijing, Hazo accidentally met Masao Horiki, who was in the same painting school, a profligate and unruly guy. Horiki is like a poisonous snake from the Garden of Eden, opening the door to hell for Hazo. Since then, Hazo Yoga, who has lost hope in life, has indulged in wine and depravity...... The antonym of love is death. I think that's the answer I got. In today's economically developed and highly civilized world, the purpose of survival is not only to solve the problem of food and clothing and inherit offspring, but to make oneself and one's loved ones happy. It can be said that even if the means are different between people, for example, some pursue happiness brought by money, some pursue happiness brought by scientific research achievements, and some pursue happiness brought by gaining power, the ultimate goal pursued by people is the same. Self-interest is innate, but love is acquired. In the formative years, humans gradually find themselves unable to live a life alone, and loneliness drives people to seek love for salvation. ”

"You really read a lot of books, but I haven't read this book, but I know its author," Bi An said, I had heard Wang Ergen say a few words before, and it seemed that the author also committed suicide later, also because of emotional trauma, love is great, worthy of praise, and love is even more many. On the path of life, happiness built on sacrificial love is putting the cart before the horse. A greeting on the phone between friends, a comfort when a loved one is sick, and an encouragement when a lover is down, it is this little love between people that makes a person stronger to live. There is no need to be disturbed by the self-interest in your heart, because it is because of this view of human beings that you can appreciate the beauty of love.

It's just that human beings are too fragile, Bi An typed the next page, and there were water stains on the next page, and it seemed that Yan Geling was crying.

People are beautiful because they are ugly.

There is no complicated reason for people to live, they are just born for love, live for love, and eventually be loved and die. (To be continued.) )