When I was a kid, everyone felt like their future was shining, didn't they? But once you grow up, nothing will come true. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Born to be human, sorry.

I'm sorry I was born as a human being, but I never fit into the human world. Before I became famous, I wrote every work, every sentence and plot, all of which were carefully designed by me, and constantly revised and revised and revised, but what I got was to hit the street, and later after joining the Writers' Association, I was obviously not so serious about writing, but I never worried about the problems of readers, because there would be continuous recommendations, and I hung the name of the Writers' Association, and the results were not low. As for novels, the most popular ones are not good novels, but those that have no logic, as it is said in Kyushu Son of Darkness:

That's how you male human dreams are," Cen sighed, "Achieve hegemony, occupy the world, kill everyone who doesn't like it, and then collect all the wealth and women into your own hands." ”

"It's pretty much the same, but the points you summarized are quite in place," Ye Kongshan said, "I have long suggested that in order to understand our human culture, we should read more popular novels." If you have accumulated a certain amount of reading, you will not be surprised by the dream just now - 99 of the 100 novels in this year are all emperors fighting for hegemony, fighting and fighting, heroes and beauties love to come and go, and they are all beauties who take off their clothes at every turn. ”

"Desire." Cen Kuang thought for a while and said these two words.

Ye Kongshan nodded with satisfaction: "That's right." The so-called desire is the desire for what you can't get. Look at the poor men who work hard six or seven times a day, who are whipped by the overseers and dare not fight back, and who can't even afford to marry their daughters-in-law, find some of these novels to read after work, and substitute themselves in their imaginations—making money, marrying seventeen or eighteen beautiful wives, and cutting the overseers into pieces and frying them for wine, is it also a pretty good form of entertainment?

And why do people like to read these novels, or maybe the preferences of the masses have not changed for thousands of years. Jia Mu smiled: "These books are just a set, and Zuo is just some beautiful talents, the most boring." said that other people's daughters were so bad, and they also said that they were 'beautiful'! I don't even have a shadow of it. The openings are all squires, and his father is either a scholar or a prime minister. A young lady must be loved like a treasure. This young lady must be well-versed in literature and etiquette, know everything, and is actually a 'peerless beauty', only to see a handsome man, whether it is a relative or a friend, thinking of his life's events, his parents have forgotten, books have forgotten, ghosts are not ghosts, thieves are not thieves, that is a little like a beauty? is full of articles, and if you do such a thing, you can't be considered a beauty. For example, a man's family, full of articles, to be a thief, is it possible that Wang Fa will not be involved in the case of thieves when he sees that he is a talented man? It can be seen that the one who made up the book was gagged by himself. Moreover, it is said that it is the young lady of the scholarly family of the eunuch, and she knows etiquette and reading, and even the lady knows how to read and understand etiquette, that is, she is to tell the old man and return home, and there are naturally many people who wait for Miss Niang, why in these books, where there is such a thing, only Miss and a girl who follows closely know? Think about it, what do those people do? But the preface doesn't answer the afterword, right? ”

There is a reason: the people who compile such books are jealous of the wealth of others, or have the desire to fail to fulfill their requests, so they make it up and suffer from the collapse of others. There are also first-class people, who read these books by themselves, see the evil, and think that it is good to have a good person, so he made it up for fun. How could he know the truth of the eunuch scholar's family! Don't talk about the big people in the book, now with us as a middle-aged family, there is nothing like that. Don't make him lose his chin. ”

I'm sorry I was born as a human being, but I can't live as a human being. Obviously I have reached the age of taking responsibility, but I still can't do anything, how could I have thought that I would become a man who beats women, it doesn't matter if I am in inferiority or out of shame, but Yan Geling, I still have to say sorry to you, because I failed my original promise and did not make you as happy as the people in the book, in the modern Cinderella story, the beautiful Cinderella and the prince are combined, and the two daughters of the stepmother are also married to two counts, and from then on, everyone lives together in peace and quiet. The rudiments of this story can be traced back to the first century AD, the woman of Rodpis. These two stories are very similar except for the crystal slipper and the pumpkin cart. The Brothers Grimm, on the other hand, turn the beautiful fable into an eerie evil: in this version, the stepmother's two daughters cut their feet to trick the prince into what they are looking for. The pigeons pecked out their eyes to warn the prince. In the second half of her life, the stepmother's daughter becomes a blind beggar, and Cinderella spends her time in the court, but behind these bloody things are hidden. Behind the fairy tales are still full of blood and cruelty, not to mention the reality, if I can, I hope to go back to the time when we first met, I will not go to talk to you, but quietly look at you, so that you may be happier than now.

I'm sorry I was born as a human being, but I wish I was an animal. If I'm a stray dog, all I have to do is fill my belly to win. I can enjoy the beauty of this world at will, I can warm up in the sun, walk through the grass, feel the fragrance of the grass, and the splendor in the sun. I can sleep when I want to sleep and lie down when I want to, and no one will judge me, and I don't have to care about other people's opinions. There is no difference between failure and success in my world. I just want to enjoy life every day. But I'm sorry, I was born to be human. As a human being, I failed to do everything I was supposed to do. I was such a failure, I wish I wasn't a human being.

I'm sorry for myself, I'm sorry for everyone, I shouldn't have lived as a human being. I was born as a human being, but I can only bring trouble and misfortune to others, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I was born as a human being and didn't set a good example for the world to live. I'm ashamed of all the people who are still reading my books, and I'm just counting the words, just because it's easier to earn manuscript fees, and I was born as a human being, but I didn't live with dignity and decency, I'm sorry.

Only death is the liberation of my life. Yan Geling, in the next life, you will never meet me again. And in my next life, if I can look at you from afar, it will be the best for me.

One early morning, Yan Xiaozheng saw a business card at home, which said that it was a very famous nightclub, and after looking for Yan Geling to no avail, he chose to drink, and then left a letter, and fell to his death.

(To be continued.) )