Chapter 130
In this harem every day, there are countless unjust souls going to the underworld, they are all killed by the powerful ladies in the palace, all the loneliness in this huge court is like a knife on the skin of a person, dripping with blood, painful. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
With the aging of the emperor and the favor of the imperial concubine, the women in the harem did not have the opportunity to see the emperor again, and lived in their own cage-like palace every day.
It's not that Shuying doesn't know the things in the palace, she just has no intention of listening, plus her ears and eyes are wide, those things that others don't know, she always knows early, but she is not very annoying. The harem is full of cardamom women, just like the flowers in this garden is the time to be picked, but when the sun is in full bloom but no one cares, in the long wind and rain, the heart is more and more lonely and lonely, people will be self-pitying, in this person can not get the so-called thoughtfulness and comfort, then they will spontaneously look for a person who is the most suitable for themselves, even if they bear too much risk and fear of life and death, they also pounce like moths that love flames. In their opinion, what is the meaning of such a life when the best years do not bloom?
Chen Lin sighed and said: "I saw that those ladies are all beautiful and beautiful, and it is not worth burying them in such a place." It is also said that not all the ladies who enter the palace can live a good life, and some are not even as good as those of us who are slaves, in the winter, we all have thick quilt covers, but the mild-tempered but unfavored ladies are living a hard life in the cold courtyard. The mother's family didn't know that they were suffering like this, and every time they went to meet someone, they would be cleaned up so that they could have a full meal. But I can't see it every day, it's all young ladies who grow up with it in their hands at home, how do you know that you can live like this? Happiness is a matter of the moment, and when the family is far away, there will be nothing. I saw the little master of Yulang Courtyard hiding in the corner with a steamed bun and crying. ”
They are just used by their families in exchange for fame, who can see their pain and pain? How filthy is in this imperial city, where will anyone outside know? They only think that their children live a good life in the palace, and they don't need to worry about those things, so one by one they sit back and relax, but they don't know that some can't even see their children's faces, and since then they have been separated forever. This is where those who can't live belong, except for misery. Leaving this world that should have been an endless enjoyment of happiness and glory for them.
Probably the worst ones are those who let go and can find another person to relieve their feelings. They lost their way in the **** sea of desire, and lived a good life today, but how many infatuated lovers can there be in this world? One day, when these people get tired of everything she has and easily turn to another person, their dreams are extinguished like candles at night.
What followed was that she unconsciously threw her heart in, and she couldn't extricate herself, she could only look forward to the person's change of heart again and again, and even threatened her with her own reputation, but what she got was more disgust and fear, there was no chance, no more can't get it, what should I do? In the end, in sadness and heartache, she was trusted by the person she thought of in her heart, and suddenly spent her life in a miserable situation.
Shu Ying shook his head: "This is also the reason why I am reluctant to stay here, for the emperor, how long can his love exist?" That's the most unreliable. Do you know? He may be able to talk to you at this time and never change his heart for the rest of his life, but he won't just see you as a woman, and the time is long, when your face is no longer there, will he still have you in his heart? Could he have been snatched away by a younger one? Just because something doesn't happen doesn't mean it won't happen. Just like ordinary people, getting married is a big deal, and for them it is a matter of exhausting family wealth, so they will never disperse easily until they have to, although they are reluctant, but they can protect the promise of a lifetime. What's good in this house? The world is stupid and never knows that what they have is already the best in the world. ”
Chen Lin didn't know what to say, she felt that this master's words were quite reasonable. If the emperor can be trusted, why can such a miserable thing happen in the harem? Why do you need to recruit so many show girls into the palace? Why can't you let those pathetic women live? She looked at the master in front of her, enlarged her eyes and smiled: "Master, can you help them?" They are so pitiful, it is better to let them go out and find someone to marry again. ”
Shuying shook her head: "I won't care, I don't want to be pinched." There are some things, if you manage too much, you won't be able to escape this game, and you will fall into it and can't get out. What's more, how do you know that life is better when they go out? has an estranged relationship with his family, and his once favored status is taken away by others, who dares to marry a woman who has served the emperor? No one dares, so how are they going to live? Things are far from being as simple as you think. We just need to take care of ourselves, keep our eyes open and do what we want to do. Soon you will find out that we are actually just as pitiful, we are too busy to take care of ourselves, we can only save ourselves in the hardest place in the world, our own life is the most important, and we don't have that time to care about others. ”
Chen Lin walked with her on the path of the imperial garden, hearing this, her nose was sour, and she was about to go back, when she saw the guards dragging a pale-looking woman over, only to see that she was wearing a white plain dress, thinking that she should be the concubine of the former emperor, but I don't know why she was treated like this.
"You go and ask what's going on?" Shuying motioned for Chen Lin to go up and take a look.
Chen Lin was confident because of this master, so he hurriedly stepped forward to stop him, thinking that the master said that he should not be nosy?
The guard looked in the direction pointed by Chen Lin, and when he saw that it was a military adult, he hurriedly acted and pressed the woman forward, and replied: "Lord Hui, someone has accused her of having an affair with outsiders, so she will be sent to the yamen in charge of this matter for interrogation." ”
The woman's lifeless face suddenly glowed, and she begged for help: "This lady begs you to save the little one, I don't dare to have any troublesome thoughts to pollute this treasure land." I have been framed, please save me. ”
Shuying let people loosen their grip and asked, "How can others slander you if they are so good?" ”
The man wiped his eyes aggrievedly: "I was born in a small family, my father is a nine-rank petty official, and it has been three years since I came to the palace. My father taught me to be sensible since I was a child, and I never kept my duty, and I didn't dare to do anything crooked, but I accidentally bumped into the little lord of Chunya and the guards who were in the same courtyard, and they slandered people, but they were afraid that I would say it, I really didn't mean to, I didn't want to die, my father and mother were just my daughter, and I wanted to go back to see them and serve them. ”
Shuying frowned and said: "You are the emperor's person from entering the palace until you die, you ......"
She wiped the tears from her face and sobbed: "Back to your words, the emperor allowed us who have not slept to go home, the emperor is holy, so wise, please give the little girl a grace." ”
Shuying showed a rare smile: "He did a good deed, just take care of it." You take it to Father-in-law Ruide, and say that I have something to ask him to do, but I have to handle it carefully, don't delay it because I dislike me. ”
"Little girl, thank you for your great kindness, you will definitely be rewarded."
When they walked away, Chen Lin squinted his eyes and smiled happily: "Now Father-in-law Ruide should have a big head, if you look for him for any trivial things, you will exhaust him to death." ”
Shuying also laughed: "It's good to tire him to death, I just see that his dog legs are not pleasing to the eye." Let him help his master speak, and whoever in this palace doesn't let me be happy, I will make him even more unhappy. ”
Chen Lin looked at her pouting and raising her eyebrows, and sighed in her heart: "No wonder the emperor is reluctant to be such a beautiful girl, seeing her look so good-looking, she really can't be compared, who can compare with a person like her who is favored by God?" ”
The two of them stayed outside until the sun went down before going back, the scorching light receded, and occasionally a gust of wind blew, making people feel that the pores all over their bodies were stretched, and she thought that the person should be trying to find a way to save her, right? He cares more about her and the child than everyone else, like he said, he selfishly left everything to be with her, how could he give up because of a little difficulty? It doesn't look like him, and it's not like he's going to do it. things.
Is he not eating well? Can't sleep well? Still thinking about her? So is she so heartless and heartless that she can't stand him? I thought it was funny again, and the haze in my heart subsided for a while, the corners of my mouth were slightly hooked, and I used an extra bowl for dinner.
These words were returned to the emperor who was busy with the Dao, and finally made him smile as well, he was busy with government affairs, and his heart was always empty, until her news filled his heart and made him feel that he was still accompanied by someone, and they were not alone.
Even the annoying twists and turns of his subordinates look good, and that person in this world will sit with him, what could be more exciting than this? If any trouble he received as the emperor had a place to vent, she was the small river, and all the dirt in his heart flowed away into the distance.
What is Shuying in his heart, he has never given himself an answer, but only he knows how important it is, he thinks that the most beautiful thing in this world is that there is someone in his heart who can look up to him. Just like what he said to her at the beginning, he regarded her as the emperor in his heart, and he worshipped her alone, just to get her pity. Even if she doesn't love him, even if her heart is occupied by someone else, even if she can never fall in love with him, so what? As long as he has her in his heart, as long as she is by his side, he can see and touch her, so it's good.
She occupies an unimaginable position in his world, and outsiders will not understand how ruthless he is to those who want to squeeze her away from him, and everything related to it will not be taken care of.
Ruide came in with a bitter face and food, and saw that he was aggrieved: "Your Majesty, the little master of Shuying is really good at grinding, she is so idle that she has to meddle in everything in the palace, this has already made people send the concubine of the former emperor and let the slave give an explanation." ”
The emperor smiled when he heard this: "She loves to toss and go with her, if you are tired, I will let someone replace you?" Are you going to rest? ”
Ruide hurriedly said: "How dare the minion, but I just want to say that the emperor is really used to the little master, and I am not afraid that he will be more and more unable for five days." ”
Qi Ran felt even happier in her heart, and chuckled: "It's good to nurture her appetite, and when the time comes, she will become more and more pampered, see where she can go." Do the same again, I'm in a good mood today. You can eat more. ”
Ruide also followed and was about to leave, but he heard someone outside that the emperor's uncle asked to see him. When the emperor was struggling, only this uncle took care of him a lot, so the emperor treated him as close as a father, but he didn't know why he came in at this time.
Qi Ran didn't care about anything, and continued to eat: "Why is my uncle here?" ”
Luo Guotai said unhappily: "Why is the emperor so confused, he has just gained a foothold, why don't you want to pull all kinds of forces in your hands, but protect an insignificant person?" They want to send their daughter in, let them send it, what are you doing? ”
Qi Ran smiled when he heard this: "Uncle, don't worry, since I am sitting in this position, they can't do anything to me." If they want to fight me, they have to think about whether their heads can be saved. ”
Luo Guotai glared at him: "I don't say anything to you, you do sit still, but have you ever thought that the world can't be suppressed and shaken all the time, what can you do?" Hurry up and stabilize is the right thing. As for who you like, I don't care. But I understand that it can't be that shadow, she can't do family affairs, even if she has a little ability, she is a woman after all, she wants you to be the day, she can only rely on you, but she can't help you. What you need now is someone of equal power to help you stabilize and then take the opportunity to weaken his family's power, do you understand? ”
Qi Ran finally lost his appetite, and he chuckled and said, "I know that my uncle is doing it for my good, but I am in control of everything, so you don't need to worry about these things." As for Shuying, I decided that she had no intention of changing. My mother lost her life in this palace, but I don't want the person I like to be treated like this, I think clearly and I have made up my mind. So my uncle doesn't need to persuade me. Are your brothers alright? I hadn't seen them for a few days, so I went to see them when I was done with my work. ”
Luo Guotai knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he said helplessly: "The same stubborn temper as your mother, let you toss it." They also thought about you, saying that you had forgotten them and wanted to come to the palace to see you, and they would follow you this time, but I didn't agree. It's always good to break the rules and make people laugh. (To be continued.) )