Chapter 129
The shadow and the strange unhappiness let all? The palace people all pinched a cold sweat, and the bold palace maid who was close to Shuying on weekdays quietly asked her, would it make the emperor implicate his anger on them? Their lives are low, just so that their families can be fed and clothed, and they can stay up until they are old enough to leave the palace and get married. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Shuying listened interestingly, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and she raised the corners of her lips and asked, "You know that this place is terrible, what are you doing here?" Not afraid to throw your life here? What is your name? ā
The palace maid blessed her body, grinned, and saw that she did not have any unhappiness, and her courage became bigger: "The slave calls Chen Lin, there are too many brothers in the family, my mother thinks that I have been diligent since I was a child, so she asked someone to send me into the palace to earn some money, so that my eldest brother can marry his daughter-in-law." ā
Shuying pouted: "Aren't you wronged in your heart?" ā
Chen Lin refilled her with water, shook her head and said, "Why are you wronged?" Not aggrieved? My brother loves me very much, and he doesn't have anything to eat at home, and he secretly hides the steamed buns that my mother left for him because he was working outside. At that time, when I was growing my body, my brother saw that I was too thin, and every time he said that he was an adult and would not be hungry. But I foolishly believed it, and I didn't understand until he fainted from hunger. My brother is hurting me with his life, what's wrong with me serving my master in the palace without being hungry? As long as I'm clever and don't do anything wrong, it doesn't matter. You see, I'm still gaining weight. ā
Shuying suddenly envied their ordinary life, they didn't need to care too much, just for their families, just for themselves to survive, even if they stayed in this deep palace for a lifetime, they wouldn't feel tormented. As long as you know that the people outside are living well, you are satisfied.
"You haven't seen your mom and dad in a few years?"
Chen Lin lowered her head and felt a little sad: "It's been two years, I only know that my brother has married a daughter-in-law, a girl from a nearby village, about the same age as me, a gentle and sensible person, we played together when we were young." ā
Shuying smiled: "How about I help you go to see your father?" I don't have anything to do, it's better to do something good, which can be regarded as accumulating virtue for my children. ā
Chen Lin shook his head and said, "No need, thank you for your kindness, I will be able to see them once this year." The emperor should be in a bad mood, don't let the emperor be angry with you again because of me. ā
Shuying stood up and walked to the window, looked at the scenery outside, and sighed: "Every hour here is too difficult for me, and I admire your tightness." The person who cares about me is only separated by a wall, and I know that if I intercede for you, you will become my weakness, and he will definitely use you to blackmail me. However, I think it's worth it, and you should tell me more about your family. It's better to do anything than be an ordinary person, live the life you want to live, and don't have to be disturbed by these troubles and stay away from them. ā
Chen Lin smiled: "What did you say?" What is the good of a poor man's life? Who doesn't want to break their heads and make a few more dollars to live a happy life? More scenery, more face, so that others envy it. I always dreamed that my family wouldn't be so tired and could live a good life. ā
Shuying chuckled lowly, what's so difficult about this? Every thing on her body can be exchanged for a lot of money as long as she takes it out, but it's a pity that these things are from the palace, and if they are given to her, it will hurt her. It's better to wait for her to go out, this palace is too deserted, if someone can talk to her, this day will not be difficult.
"You go and let someone tell Ruide, and say that I want to see the emperor."
Chen Lin had to go out and let the cronies around the chief manager of Ruide pass the word, she was a little worried, this master's temper was too strong, how could it be good if she quarreled with the emperor again? Although she wanted to stay away so that she would not be harmed, the conversation just now made her feel that this master was not as cold as the legend said. In the past, she was the myth of the whole witchcraft, and as a man, everyone was afraid and surprised, and the things that happened with the three princes made people sigh, and then what made people even more unimaginable was that they actually ...... She was actually a woman, such a heroic, cold-blooded and terrifying woman, that no one could withdraw from the surprise she created.
The emperor came up faster than she imagined, which made everyone sigh, what about the emperor, as long as he puts a person in his heart and really cares, all identity-related things are pale, who cares?
The emperor is really a handsome man, she has also seen a lot of adults and masters, but they are not as unforgettable as he was born, he exudes a calmness and coldness that people can't ignore, like a raging fire, making people turn into moths who want to get close regardless of life, just to get him to look back.
Qiran rearranged his clothes as he walked in, he was afraid that she would see the dust on his body, and let her know that he had come in a hurry as soon as he heard her news. He also has his arrogance, he cares but can't let her see it and laugh at it, he is actually not easy, he likes a person so much, he should be the pride of the sky, but he is so humble and miserable in front of her.
"What do you want me to do?"
Shuying smiled lightly: "The emperor is trying to lock me out of illness?" I want to go outside to play a trick, the emperor can send someone to follow me if he doesn't worry, I cherish my life very much, I won't look for death and life, you can rest assured. She thought for a moment and continued: "I'm afraid that I will have something to want in the future, and I will have to bother you to run away, so it is better to give me the envoy of Father-in-law Ruide, so that it will be convenient for us, right?" ā
Qi Ran smiled and said, "You think it's beautiful, but whatever you want." Don't think about it, or don't blame me for being unkind. ā
Shuying also laughed: "Don't worry, of course I'm reluctant to do those things that challenge your limits, after all, our lives are precious." Oh, by the way, this kind of thing shouldn't have bothered you, but I don't think anyone should excuse it. This girl next to me, I look pitiful, you let her meet her relatives. ā
Chen Lin was so frightened by her that she didn't dare to come out, so she had to shrink her head, and when she saw the emperor raising her eyes to look at her, she was even more frightened and her legs trembled.
Qiran chuckled: "You will buy people's hearts, Cheng, let you go." Let Ruide arrange this matter, and you can stay in the palace with peace of mind. Where do you want to go, I won't stop you, after all, it's the future queen, and she doesn't even have the right to move freely, it's too much, but we still have a lifetime to go, it's not good to be born at the beginning, do you say? ā
After speaking, he instructed Ruide: "You just do what she says, if you can't get it, come again?" ā
Ruide bent down and said softly: "If the slave obeys the master's orders, he will definitely not lose his mother." ā
The emperor laughed and walked away, leaving only Shuying to stare at Ruide angrily, and only after a while did he speak: "Father-in-law Ruide's mouth can speak, no wonder your master is happy to use it, what is good to hear, you must not lose your front hooves one day and let yourself fall into a place of no return." ā
Ruide touched the cold sweat and said with a smile: "I didn't think it before, but now I found out that you are also very polite when you speak." The slave wants to do his duty as a slave, and if you have an order to let people know, the slave will definitely come to serve you. ā
Shuying waved his hand, not happy to see them, Ruide didn't want to leave quickly, immediately retreated, and instructed the people before leaving: "Serve attentively, if you are a little lazy, watch your heads." ā
Shuying thought it was funny, worthy of being a eunuch, the appearance of the orchid fingers was really funny, and the tone that was neither male nor female made people feel cold sweating. She sympathized with them, but she couldn't get used to it.
When the emperor walked away with his doglegs, Chen Lin dared to ask: "Is there anything funny about the master?" I saw that the emperor's face was angry and not good-looking. ā
Shuying waved his hand: "What are you afraid of, tell me about your interesting things in the past." It's a boring day, and I don't know how long I'm going to stay here. ā
Chen Lin was puzzled: "Isn't it good to be in the palace?" I heard that you are going to be the queen mother, such a noble status, women all over the world envy it. Master, our poor life is really not much fun. Adults were busy working to support their families, and my brother took us to play, go to the river to catch fish, go to the mountains to catch rabbits, dig weeds, and Yunqi was able to meet the mushrooms that grew just right, and went back to make soup to eat. I can't see half a bit of meat all year round, and I can't eat half a bit of noodles, but I really don't want to think about it, it's too sad. ā
Shuying looked at her and smiled, and sighed: "How can I never have this kind of suffering, in the cold weather, I was shackled and shackled, and I walked to the north in thin clothes, sometimes I think about how not to die earlier, so that I don't have to suffer." But God had mercy on me, and let me live, and watched those who had mutilated us not die well. The revenge is avenged, but I don't know how to go on, I just thought about how to live, but I was arrested and locked up in this place where I don't see the light of day, how can I be happy? Although the peasant family has been oppressed a lot, it is really miserable that I can still have a respite at home, just like I can't even hold my fate in my own hands. ā
Chen Lin thought for a while and chuckled: "Don't worry if I say a few words to the master, the emperor is a rare handsome gentleman in the world, and it is more than enough to match you, why don't you want to?" Anyway, his heart for you is real, how ......"
Shuying chuckled and said, "Do you think I don't know how to lift?" Ungrateful and complaining? Feelings are not just good-looking, but it depends on whether your hearts are close or not. I am separated from his heart by 108,000 miles, and there is really no way to say that I can accept him against my will. ā
Chen Lin pouted: "Is there anything you can't do?" I think it's very good, the man is talented and beautiful, and he is a person with a noble status, how many people look at it with envy. You will be the mother of the palace in the future, the mother of the world, how good. ā
Shuying doesn't know what to say except for laughing, the environment they are in is different, so the vision of things will be different, she wants to be quiet, just because she eats and drinks without worry, and doesn't want to be trapped by complex power and interpersonal relationships, and Chen Lin likes and yearns for it, because she has spent too long in simple days, people are like this, what you can't get is the best, no one can really say what they want, but because they can't find an exit in the maze.
"Come out for a walk with me, I'll see that the flowers grow better outside." At the beginning, I thought that the chrysanthemums in my garden would grow, so I would make a bowl of snake soup to eat, but I don't know, it seems that this year it will not work. Oh, by the way, if you have time, you can ask someone to prepare some needlework for me, since I don't have to worry about leading troops to fight in the future, I should always learn something that my daughter's family knows, so that I will not be ridiculed by my children in the future. I don't know how to be a female celebrity but only dance and play with a sword like a gentleman, I don't think it's good-looking. ā
Chen Lin couldn't hold back, and laughed unkindly: "You look at the gentleness of a great beauty, you can't think of anything, what will be the same as a military adult." ā
Shuying suddenly remembered the first day she came to Wuxu, and the pavilion master explained her words in a deep voice, and she didn't understand until now that no one in this world can influence her thoughts, no matter what unpleasantness she encounters, just remember what she wants to do, and when things are done, whether to leave or stay is up to you. For so many years, there has never been a precedent in the cabinet for women to be important, and you can do whatever you want.
Shuying thought that she probably couldn't do this, all she wanted was stability, not earth-shattering movements. Everything is done, so it is time to return to calm.
Outside and the lonely palace are two different feelings, too warm, too bright, so that she doesn't want to go back. She and Chen Lin talked a lot of things, like a buzzing bee, tireless, but looking extremely happy.
She and her children, even if they can't see that person, should live happily. Instead of being in other people's days all the time, making yourself unable to find anything but sadness. It's miserable.
Chen Lin pointed to the flowers in the imperial garden and said, "It's the first time I've seen the flowers here, if I hadn't followed you, I could only walk over with my head down, I didn't dare to look up, I would have lost my head." There are also fathers-in-law staring on the side, and they don't dare to look around, some of the little eunuchs have only been in the palace for a long time, and they are curious to look at it, and they are dragged out by the steward eunuchs to lecture, and some are even beaten, so they dare not look at it. ā
Shuying looked at her younger than herself, and she shouldn't be too old when she entered the palace, so she smiled and said, "I can see that you should be obedient, you shouldn't have seen it at all?" ā
Chen Lin nodded: "Yes, I don't dare to look at it, I'm afraid of pain and don't want to be beaten." My father-in-law and aunt are so heavy, I am not allowed to cry, I will definitely cry, I will be beaten even harder, I am afraid. So as long as it's something that will be beaten, I won't do it, I just want me to be okay, and then go out of the palace to be with my family and live a good life. I saw someone being beaten to death, it was so pitiful, she wanted to go out just like me. (To be continued.) )