Chapter 56

"Don't be angry, maybe the second brother really has something to say. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Mother comforted her father while instructing someone to go to the kitchen, "Your teacher is coming today, I bought Han Fuxing's osmanthus duck to satisfy your hunger, but I didn't expect your father to receive the news that you were taken to the police station in the middle of the moment they just came back, and now there are no outsiders here, you and tell us carefully what happened?" Does that Inspector Chen, who killed a thousand knives, have a grudge against our family? And what happened to Gongzi He who came to our house for the banquet on March 3 last time, you went out with Gu Shaoqing, how could it be that Gongzi He called us? What the hell are you all about? ”

I didn't want to mention Gu Shaoqing and He Shutong, at least tonight, I didn't want to think about the two of them anymore, but when my mother asked like this, the thousand thoughts in my heart before rolled in my mind again, whether it was because of the encounter when I was young eight years ago, or the reunion of the peach blossoms on Cuifeng Mountain, he finally hid a secret about the truth from me. Perhaps, from the very beginning, we are destined to be inseparable after all, so we will experience a short and early integration of love, we are immersed in the face of the contradictions created by each other, from the beginning, we are destined to be different from the general four-cornered relationship. Just when I was flustered and confused, hesitating how to move forward, God had made a choice for me. There was no nostalgia for his departure, and I didn't even have time to give me a superfluous explanation, and I watched his back hurrying away, like watching the distant wind scatter in the sky.

"Mother, I was going to tell you again tomorrow, but since the elders are here today, let's just say it together, my senior brother and I are already over. If my sister wants to marry Mr. Gu or Mr. He, she doesn't have to choose for me anymore. Today, Ah Zhao was tired and went back to the room first. I said that I had been blessed and walked past my sister.

It was a very tiring day, and the road from the hall to the Chinese courtyard was very long, and I walked step by step, letting the snowflakes fall wantonly, leaving only the desolate white. I said a long time ago that the story of Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai is not suitable for me, I am so natural that I don't understand the mystery of feelings in the world. So even if there are many pairs of infatuated men and women in the gray world, there will be no coward like me who is black and white.

So, I chose the most decisive way to save our unfavorable relationship.

Separation is painful, just as I watched him go away but couldn't stop him, I sealed my love in a smaller space, approaching and parting, rearranging and combining to say the answer, in case I wavered again.

When I walked to the window, the snow of the two sycamores in the courtyard was still hanging shallowly on the treetops, and my sister followed me back to the Chinese courtyard at some point. Since she moved away from the embroidery building, our sisters have also lived together again because of this event, and my sister has followed me quietly, just as I followed her when my brother died.

"Sister, I know you don't worry about me, come in, let's talk."

My sister is wearing a light purple embroidered autumn leaf cheongsam, with no decoration on her body, only round earrings hanging between her ears, but she is still so beautiful, so beautiful that she is extraordinary, which makes people feel pity.

When I first saw her when I was a child, I was very unconvinced, thinking about the same mother's compatriots, why she was born with a sinking fish and geese, but I was so fat that I didn't inherit my mother's beauty. Later, my grandmother explained that although I was not beautiful, I could win with wisdom, so I hung my children to study, and I found another way to find a serious excuse for my naughtiness. Later, when I grew up, I suddenly realized that it didn't matter if she was beautiful or not, she was my sister, and even if she was beautiful even if I was beautiful, I didn't feel how bad I was with self-hypnosis.

Now...... But I don't think so.

My sister said that Gu Rulin loved her like a wife's face, but she forgot how generous, decent, reserved and proud this woman was when she first met.

Cheng Yun said that his lover is deeply trapped in the past and cannot extricate himself, and the only way out is to forget and let go. But they have forgotten the crucial point, which is that the changes in people's hearts are so impermanent that we can only grasp the choices of the moment.

So I made a note of the conversation I had with my sister tonight, and I also recorded my uncertain heart with my sister that day:

"Ah Zhao, do you remember the Cuifeng Mountain that my sister took you to before?"

"Of course I do." I replied.

"Many years ago, there was no Ning Garden on Cuifeng Mountain, and the floating platform on the top of the mountain was originally an uneven depression, and it would often be covered with a little snow, which was primitive and interesting. Once I followed my father from the capital back to Nanjing to worship my ancestors, just in time for the peach forest to bloom in the spring, the peach blossoms we saw in Ningyuan this year are particularly vigorous, the mountain flowers are splendid, the spring breeze is warm, my father and I told me that life is in the world, and all things are the same, and nature will follow the law of nature. Just as seven years ago, there was suddenly a private manor on Cuifeng Mountain, and the wild peach forest that was once considerable to everyone became owned by individuals. I asked you at the time, how did Zhao climb the tree if he didn't let me eat peaches, do you remember how you answered? You said, the peaches can't reach and there are peach blossoms to see, although the owner of the manor enclosed the garden, but he can't stop us from watching the peach blossoms, so even if he closes the garden full of spring, he still can't lock the people who have hills and valleys in their hearts. At that time, I only felt the initiation, but I also understood a truth: there is a certain number of human encounters, and the relationship between fate and calamity depends on our different choices in different scenarios. So Ah Zhao, if you are for me and Gu Rulin's business, you don't have to grieve yourself. Before, my sister was a bastard, begging you to wronged herself for your own purposes, but today I heard you say that you want to separate from Gu Shaoqing, and I realized that my sister can't ignore your selfishness for the sake of her own selfishness, so you tell me, do you really want to leave him? Won't you be too aggrieved by your feelings like this? ”

"Sister."

"I was unwilling when you begged me to give him up before, I don't understand why we are just beginning, when all the good things are coming to me, but you want us to be separated irresponsibly for your own reasons. But now I understand a problem, there is not only a problem between me and Mr. Gu, but also secrets, identities, concealment and concealment. I actually understand that you and Seke have reminded me, and I have doubted it myself. It's just that my heart drives me not to think much about the nature of this thing. But I couldn't bear it anymore when he left me again today, it turned out that there were too many uncertainties and untruths hidden in our encounter, so I would rather make a hasty decision to separate from him than be hurt more deeply after learning the truth later. Sister, I don't know how painful it is to love someone, I only know that our encounter may not be as beautiful as I imagined, now, there is more than me and you between us, his relationship with Mr. Gu, a woman who has entered the police station and was targeted by a conspiracy, will only bring him more trouble, he is already bitter enough, and there is no need to add more troubles to me. He is a man who does great things, and although I don't know it, I understand the harshness of the current situation on them. So I gave up...... I give up ...... for more people in need."

"Did you just give up?" My sister continued to ask.

"Yes...... I gave up. ”

"That being the case, my sister continues to tell you a piece of news, I think, the second uncle must have heard about it just now before he wanted to talk to his father!"