Chapter 24: Shi'an's Persuasion
Chapter 24: Shi'an's Persuasion
The next day, I didn't go to class, and my mood gradually calmed down. Because of the heavy wind and snow www.biquge.info Shi'an did not go to set up a stall, but came to my house and had a long talk with me.
I told Shi'an about Yun Heng and Yiqing's reluctance, I thought that Shi'an would be angry, but after hearing this, Shi'an's face was calm, and there was no surprise at all, I couldn't help but be a little angry: "Such a big thing, how can you be so calm, are you my buddy, why don't you react at all?" ”
Shi'an sighed and said, "I expected this to be the end, and this is normal." ”
I asked, "Why, he, Gu Yunheng snatched my girlfriend, and you still say it's normal." ”
Shi'an persuaded: "Don't be angry, listen to me, the love between the two of us is far more than Yun Heng and Le Kang, I am not biased towards Gu Yunheng, but I think that without Yun Heng, there will be others, Yun Heng and Yi Qing are together, which is also a good thing for you." ”
I hurriedly asked, "How do you say that?" Shi'an frowned, and said: "Lan Ze, you still don't see things thoroughly, and you still have illusions about love, I advise you to recognize the reality." First, Gu Yunheng's family is well-off, his father works in the police station and still lives in the county community, and you are a farmer's child, your family lives in the countryside, and your living conditions are average; Second, Liu Yiqing has a good appearance and high quality, of course she is not willing to live with a second-generation farmer for the rest of her life, so she will naturally try her best to find a man who can be relied on for life and has a superior family background. As for the two of them having a good impression of each other, and then it is normal for things to deviate, besides, this thing is originally what you and I want, not only the man wants to do this, but the woman also has her own purpose, if she can get pregnant because of this, she can coerce the man to marry the son to achieve her goal of marrying the rich second generation. ”
Listening to Shi An's words, I suddenly felt enlightened, indeed, Shi An in any aspect, thoughtful, and mature and steady, compared to me, he knows more about the world, he does everything more rationally, while I am more emotional, and sometimes there is no opinion, easy to be swayed by the opinions of others. With Shi'an's persuasion, my sadness gradually disappeared, and was replaced by deep helplessness.
This society is really realistic, it turns out that the Liu Yiqing I know is a woman who is greedy for wealth and wealth, and works hard, the so-called love is just a transaction of money, and in the face of material, she is really worthless.
Seeing that I had not spoken for a long time, Shi'an persuaded softly: "Don't be too sad, let the past pass, don't blame Yun Heng, after all, without Yun Heng, there will be others." Since Liu Yiqing can empathize with other loves, it can only mean that she doesn't love you, or that she doesn't love you deeply. In today's society, poor couples mourn everything, and any woman is willing to marry a rich man and live a good life, but no woman is willing to marry a disgraced young migrant worker to suffer. ”
It is true that as Shi'an said, if Yiqing marries me in the future, she can only follow me to suffer and suffer. To blame, I only blame myself for being incompetent, not being able to give my girlfriend a better future, and really not having the right to stop her from pursuing a better life.
After Shi'an left, I lay on the bed, turned on the music on my mobile phone, and the realistic lyrics echoed in my ears: "The ruthless world is ruthless you, you treat love as a transaction of money, no longer compromise to keep you, let the tears wash away the traces of love." Memories are torturous things, thinking too much will become powerless, all the past turns into sighs, and seeing through love also sees through you. ”
For a few days, my mood has not been very good, recalling the scene of that day, my heart is still aching, although through Shi'an's persuasion, I have learned about Yiqing's scheming, but I always have a glimmer of hope, I fantasize that Yiqing did not take the initiative to abandon me, but there is something unspeakable.
Thinking of this, I called Yiqing and asked her to come out to meet and explain the matter, and Yiqing agreed.
In Ivy Park, on a wooden bench in a long pavilion, Yiqing and I sat opposite each other. This place is so familiar, and my relationship with Jia Yao ended here, but I didn't expect that after only a few months, the same scene would be staged again. Of course, compared to my determination and Jiayao's reluctance last time, this time, Yiqing and I looked very calm with each other.
I took the lead in asking: "Yiqing, I asked you to come today, not to quarrel, I just want to know, what is wrong with me, what did I do wrong, you want to leave me and follow Gu Yunheng?" When others tell me that you are committed to others because you love vanity and are greedy for power, I want you to tell me in person, is what others say true, or do you have a hard time? ”
Yiqing raised her head, looked at me calmly, there seemed to be a smile on the corner of her mouth, and said for a while: "Do you really want to know, why did I choose Gu Yunheng and give up on you?" ”
I nodded lightly and motioned for her to continue, Yiqing still said calmly: "Nowadays girls love to be rich and handsome, I am an ordinary girl, and naturally it is no exception, in fact, Yun Heng has no advantage in appearance compared to you." However, he has a good family background, a gentle personality, and is sincere to me. The same person who treats me sincerely, I will naturally choose someone with better conditions as my object. ”
At this point, Yiqing paused and continued: "You also know, we are all rural children, especially me, as a girl, I want to live that kind of decent life, live in a high-rise building, drive a car, with my own ability, I am afraid I will not get it for the rest of my life, so I can only pin my hope on my marriage, besides, it is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, am I anything wrong?" ”
Listening to what Yiqing said, I smiled bitterly: "It turns out that because I can't give you what you want, you have to leave me." ”
Yiqing sighed and said helplessly: "I have been used to living a hard life since I was a child, my mother died very early, my father married my stepmother, and since then, I have to do laundry and cook every day, and I have to take care of my stepmother's son." After graduation, I wanted to apply for university, but my stepmother instigated me, and my father didn't allow it, so I could only work as a clerk in a store, getting up early every day and working late at night, earning a meager salary. I'm not reconciled, if I marry a rural guy, I will only suffer and be poor in my life, running around and working hard all day long for a living, I can't afford to wear decent clothes, and I have to work in the fields, and I can only become a rural woman in the end. So, if I want to live a better life, I can only marry a rich man, and there is no other way. ”
It turned out that Yiqing had suffered so much, so she desperately wanted to escape from this embarrassing life, I understood Yiqing, but I still couldn't help asking: "Do you love Yunheng or his identity and family?" ”
Yiqing smiled faintly before saying, "I love his people, and I love his identity and family even more." ”
Speaking of which, I feel that my only remaining glimmer of hope is completely destroyed, and I really can't give what Yiqing wants. (To be continued.) )