"Little aunt, it turned out to be you, I just saw that the girl who just ran over was a little familiar. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info" Gu Shaoqing said, as if he was talking about an extremely easy thing, and it was also as if he really didn't know anything about us before.

I thought I could forget the past, at least I could be much more calm when I saw him, but at this moment I confessed that I was not strong either, especially when I heard his casual word "aunt". I really doubt that a person who has not been seen for more than three months can have a temperament so drastically changed that he was judged to be the same as before? Who can answer a thing or two for me about such absurdity?

I thought so, dropped the two books I had just picked up and gave them back to him, turned and left.

"Wait!"

Gu Shaoqing sat up from the rain and didn't plan to let me go: "Little aunt doesn't seem to like me, what's the matter, did we know each other before?"

Acquaintance? If I didn't know each other, what would happen now?

It should be better than the situation in front of me, at least then I can calmly call him "aunt" like he called me "aunt", "great nephew"!

Unfortunately, there are never ifs and maybes in life.

"Senior brother, there is no one else in this heavy rain right now, do you still have to pretend that you don't know me?" I asked disappointed and sad, as if there had never been a time of joy between us.

When he heard this, he showed a clear look in his chest, seemed more convinced, and said to himself: "It seems that the relationship is really bad, and you have to pretend not to know each other."

Well, really good.

I don't want to be entangled anymore, go around him and continue to walk under the eaves, since I have forgotten, why should I cross paths again?

It doesn't matter if I don't know each other, I thought, and ran like I had just done.

This rain is really timely, the rain and tears are mixed together, even if you cry, it won't look embarrassing when there are people, right?

Such an idea really works, at least, it does not make many excuses for its cowardice, because there is no need for excuses in itself.

Someone seemed to be following him, his steps were much calmer than mine, maybe it was already raining, but now it was not like he was in a hurry to avoid the rain just now, anyway, it was already very wet, and the difference between more and less was just a question of whether he would get sick.

Perhaps, a serious illness drains the memory, and it is not a good thing.

Gu Shaoqing didn't know when to follow, but I saw him take my hand from the rain and vigorously drag me towards the eaves.

"What for?"

I tried to break away from the man's big hand, and I didn't want to have any more contact with the person in front of me.

"Although my little aunt doesn't like Shaoqing from now, but you are an elder after all, if my father knows that I am watching my mother's sister in the rain like this, a meal is indispensable. Therefore, even if it is unbearable to take shelter from the rain with me, please just wait for the rain to stop, and the young people will naturally not bother again. ”

Good one no longer bother, Liu Hanzhao, isn't this what you want? Why do you feel even more heartache when you hear him say that?

Didn't you tell Seke that as long as he can come back safely, what is his aunt? Didn't you keep saying that as long as he was safe, it didn't matter if you couldn't see each other again? Why is it that now, he stands in front of you peacefully, just saying that he doesn't know you anymore, and calling you a few times "little aunt", you can't stand it?

Are human desires and ambitions so endless? Why is it that what was said at the beginning is becoming more and more unacceptable today? Why do you want more, expect him to love you as much as he did before?

Isn't that too greedy?

People, don't be too greedy.

When you lose, you want to cherish, and when you get, you want more!

Lost and regained is precious, is perfection the lifelong desire?

Terrible self, terrible human being.

I asked myself, and it was sad to find such an answer.

Silence, long silence.

The sound of the rain seems to isolate us from two worlds.

The world in the rain is blurry and cold, but there is a sense of privacy throughout the body. It surrounds people with the sound of water, thinking only about how to avoid the rain and how to go home, simple and transparent, at a glance.

This is not the case in the world beyond the rain.

People under the eaves don't have to think about hiding from the rain, but they have to think about how to arrange the work after the rain, whether they missed the time in the school, and whether they need to change their clothes again.

It was only a matter of a moment before the rain stopped.

God seemed to know the unspeakable torment and contradiction in my heart, and before I could speak, Gu Shaoqing had already taken the lead in walking out, and before leaving, he looked at the half-wet French book, and finally didn't say anything more.

For many days after that, I didn't see him in the school again.

Actually, I haven't seen him since he came back, and a chance encounter like this was a completely unexpected gift, but my pride and shame made me deliberately turn myself into a twisted girl, and now, I tasted the evil fruits I planted, and hid alone in the embroidery building and wept quietly, laughing at my words without faith, and laughing at my insincerity.

Actually, I'm just a hard mouth.

Four months of avoidance or dedication to learning did not make me forget my past, but made me more sensitive to everything around me, otherwise why would I care when I heard female students discuss the new party?

"Second Miss, you've been sitting like this and doing nothing for two days and two nights, what happened? Haven't you forgotten Young Master Gu and are ready to let go of the past? Why bother with the way it is now? Since the young master of the Gu family is ruthless, why should you embarrass yourself, after all, you are destined to have no part. Jade said, handing over a cup of hot tea, "Drink some, drink it and feel comfortable." ”

I took the hot tea and didn't rush to defend it.

The cloisonne tea bowl is still the top quality that my grandmother gave me when she was there, the porcelain of the official kiln is not as rough as the workmanship of the folk, the white bowl is calm with yellow soup, and there are a few pieces of dragon wells floating before the rain, like my vain and floating life at this time.

"Jade, do you think this West Lake Longjing is delicious?" I asked her.

"West Lake Longjing is one of the top ten famous teas, even the emperor loves it, and it is naturally delicious."

"Because it's a famous tea, it's delicious, and because the emperor likes it, it should be even more delicious, is that what it means?" I asked mechanically.

Jade thought for a while, as if to determine whether my statement was what she wanted to express, and after a long time, she nodded and said, "Yes, that's it."

"However, if life is like this tea, it needs to be good for others to be good, will it be too hard and have no ego?"

I asked again.

She replied quickly this time: "But Miss, we are born to be evaluated, to evaluate you as a good person or a bad person, to tell you which things to do and which not to do, which things are good for you, which things have a bad impact on you, don't we all spend our lives with the participation of others?" (To be continued.) )