Spending our lives with the participation of others?

I pondered the meaning of Jade's words repeatedly, and suddenly I felt that she was much more transparent than I did. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Jade, thank you."

As I spoke, I took a sip of the warm tea. Those few tender yellow leaves were originally squeezed together after being fried and dried, and then they were re-stretched after being brewed with hot water, just like a life that turns back and forth, ups and downs, ups and downs.

I received Haizhu's letter a week later, when I was preparing to leave for Hong Kong with my teacher.

On this day, my mother came straight to my house after returning from my uncle's house, but she kept sighing and not speaking.

"Mother, why are you here?" I asked.

The look in her mother's eyes stopped talking, and she still only said a casual "um".

Depending on the situation, did she encounter a dilemma?

I thought about it and told Jade to make tea for her mother.

"No need, Mom doesn't want to drink, she just wants to come here to talk to you. Jade, you go and rest first. ”

"Yes, ma'am."

Jade agreed, spread out the bed, put the tent again, put the small table in front of the bed and put the teapot, and then went to the bathroom to wash first.

When the sound of Jade going downstairs disappeared outside the door, her mother thought about it and said, "Ah Zhao, are you determined to follow Yaoshan to Hong Kong for a study tour?"

I didn't know why my mother asked, but I nodded.

"Mother, haven't you and your father always supported me to travel more? Besides, there is nothing going on at home at the moment, I have only been with my teacher for three months, and I will come back in winter. ”

"But ......"

Mother stopped talking again.

I looked at her and chuckled, "Mother, what's wrong with you tonight, could it be that my uncle told you something?" Or ......"

"Your uncle, he did say something to me." Mother said, as if she had made up her mind, and said slowly:

"Ah Zhao, you have always been assertive, Mom's words, you may not like to listen to them, but with the current situation of our family, I think this kind of opinion may be better for you."

"Mom, what the hell do you want to say?"

……

When Jade came in, she saw that I was still sitting under the window, and couldn't help but smile and said, "Why did Miss start to stay here again, don't you rest so late?"

The shadow of the moon shifted to the west, and half of the moonlight shone in through the lattice fan, reflecting the candles in the house. With my elbow leaning and my other hand on the desk, I slowly watched the moon shadow coincide with the reflection of the window on the table, repeating what my mother had just said.

"You're eighteen years old now, and your father and I always thought you were young, a child, and wanted to keep you by your side for a few more years. But now the situation at home, we are only afraid that we will not be able to protect you. Ah Zhao, the Liu family is not as good as a year after year, and you must be able to see the changes now. We always thought that the edifice was going to fall, and that your father and I were able to protect you. But now, our body is not as good as day by day, and I am afraid that one day, if my mother is gone, who will take care of my children? You and Gu Shaoqing must be a bad fate, whether he really forgets you or pretends not to care about you, you will never be able to be together in this life. Maybe...... It's time for you to let go of the past and start over! After all, you're only eighteen years old, and you haven't had a birthday yet. ”

"Your uncle has found a good family in Shanghai for you, their family was originally the same as our family, it was an official in the Qing Dynasty, this boy has also gone abroad to stay abroad, he is twenty-five years old this year, and now he is serving in the Shanghai Inspection Department, he is the third in the family, and his parents are still alive. The first two brothers have become relatives, only he wants to find a new woman who is knowledgeable and has a common language with him, your uncle knows their eldest brother, and when he talks about it, he thinks of you, so he asks me to go back and discuss. ”

"I know that we may be a little impatient when we say this, but after the incident with your sister, I have to tell myself that I can no longer let my children endure the pain of love. Ah Zhao, maybe an arranged marriage may not make you happy, but it may not be impossible to meet someone who truly loves you. After you were framed and kidnapped, your father's original rejection of the He family is not so obvious, I am afraid that one day, if Minister He comes to the door again to propose marriage, can we continue to hide from the past? So, even if you are scattered, you listen to your mother and consider considering a blind date? ”

My brow furrowed slightly, and I looked much more haggard with a preoccupied look.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Jade couldn't help but persuade: "It's late at night, Miss should settle it early, don't you have to go to Dacheng Department Store tomorrow to buy things for Hong Kong?"

She said this, and I came back to my senses.

"Jade, if I go on a blind date, will you feel strange?" I asked in a whisper.

"Blind date?"

Jade's surprise was no less than hearing a strange anecdote, but soon, she calmed down again and tried to speak as calmly as she could.

"Miss, if it had been in the past, I might have thought it strange, because I think that a person like you, if the old lady let you go to school, it should not interfere with your freedom. But since Young Master Shike and Miss Guan got married, I think it's normal for you to go. Because almost all the people around you are married this year, and you are the only one alone, the old lady will naturally arrange it for you. What's more, the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker are the etiquette that our people respect. ”

As she spoke, she led me to bed, "It's hard at night, so you might as well lie down in the quilt and think about anything else." ”

The layout of the room is still the same, the water blue fine yarn tent, and a few tender green and white narcissus embroidered on the top of the tent, Ling Bo is arbitrary. But after a long time, I felt as if the narcissus was alive, and struggled to run down from the top of the tent, and pressed against me, so that I could not move.

"Emerald!"

I screamed, as if I was in a daze.

"Miss, what's wrong? What's wrong? The Emerald Cloak ran in from outside.

I closed my eyes, and the human being was like a fish drowned in the sea, floating gently on the surface of the sea, swaying with the waves.

It felt a little overwhelming to me, was there something going on that I didn't know? Blind date? My mother just wanted to say something and stopped, was it just to make it difficult for me to go on a blind date?

However, why is it that now my heart is hollow and I feel that something big has happened?

"Jade, I'm uneasy, have you heard anything new from Grandma Liu in the kitchen at home recently?" I asked.

Seeing that my face was pale, Jade thought for a while and said, "To say, there is really a small thing."

"What is it?" I was even more anxious.

"The old man kicked out another family in the concierge a few days ago." Emerald Road.

"What do you say? When did this happen? ”

Seeing my serious expression, she couldn't help but be a little timid: "It's the day you came back from the rain a few days ago." (To be continued.) )