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Hakuri didn't care about the noisy Meihong and Huiyin, and even when he was talking to Kazami Yuka before, his attention never took off from the target he had come here from the beginning.

This is also the reason why Sanae of Dongfeng Valley did not take advantage of the noise between Huiyin and Meihong to leave. After all, the current Sanae has not completely gotten rid of the influence of the indifferent divinity before, and for her, no matter how noisy these people in front of her are, it has nothing to do with her. If it was usual, Sanae would be surprised to find out that the nasty guy who had an argument with her and was still her homeroom teacher was actually a monster, but for her now, whether it was Huiyin or Meihong, it was just a slight glance and ignored it.

"I didn't expect that a serious student would lie, which really surprised me. That's how you feel about youkai? ”

After seeing Bo Liyu, I don't know what I remembered. The steps that were about to leave stopped, and he said sarcastically.

Of course, she was talking about the fact that she was transferred to Hakuriyu's class in order to learn information related to weirdness, but she was sent away by Hakuruyu with a foolish lie. Although Sanae understood at the time that Hakureyu didn't know why she was fooling herself with boring lies, she didn't even care about being discovered by herself, and she didn't even bother to make up a good reason. Even so, this lie has its necessity, and that is to maintain the lubricant of everyday life. As long as neither of them intends to end their superficial classmate relationship, this seemingly fragile lie will never be exposed.

But the presence of Hakuriyu here at this moment means that it is time for that boring lie to come to an end.

"There won't be any monsters who go to human schools to experience life, I'm human."

It's not the first time that someone has mistaken it for a youkai or something, and it's never been a human anyway. As a result, once Bo Liyu hears such words, he can already make a reflexive refutation.

Looking up at the somewhat gray sky, Hakuriyu touched her nose with a wry smile.

"Actually, at that time, I just planned to give you the right to choose, but I didn't expect Zi to actually insert a bar, obviously you were just an ordinary human at that time, it stands to reason that she shouldn't be interested in you."

Looking at Sanae, who didn't understand what she was talking about, Hakuri pointed to the sky.

"How does it feel to be on it, is it as interesting as you thought it would be?"

"What a joke, funny or something......"

With Bo Liyu's words, the brain began to ache again, if the previous pain was due to the transmission of too much information at one time, then the pain at this time should be due to a vain attempt to open the information that he can't decipher. For the time being, the young seedlings who are still human beings have no way to process the information they have obtained before.

But Sanae's inability to bear is not the pain caused by the inability to decipher those things. Although exposure to the weird world is only a short period of time. But Sanae's time during this time can be described as thrilling – or rather, troubled.

On the night I just met with Mei Hong, I had fallen into a state of near death.,After that, it's a big battle with the scourge that repelled the ghost head-on.,Although there's a calamity in it at all.,But as an ordinary human who can just use a few low-level magic arts.,It's already extremely hard to just maintain standing in front of the calamity and fighting her.。

Not to mention the battle with the merciless murderer Misakiya, if it weren't for Sakiya's last hesitation and the resilience brought by divinity, Sanae would now just be just an artistic corpse created by gorgeous killing techniques.

For Sanae, the feeling of pain has long been taken for granted before she knows it.

If it had been before, Sanae might not have understood what she was afraid of.

But Sanae, who had once entered that state and regained her consciousness as a human being, was gradually able to understand some of what she was feeling. There is no doubt that although the divinity given by Purple has fallen into a deep sleep due to the excessive consumption of repairing her body, and the brain has switched to another channel, the carnal instinct that has become accustomed to it has not switched so easily.

Sanae's situation and Murasaki's initial expectations have completely gone two paths, although it is pitiful compared to the beginning, but that divinity is already like a seed rooted in the soil, just waiting for time to pass and break through the soil.

Yes, Sanae knew very well that it was not pain that she was afraid of, but something more intolerable.

I can't stand it.

I can't accept it

It was betrayed of oneself.

"I was looking forward to it...... It's clear that what I've been hoping for is right in front of me......"

Sanae clasped her hands around herself, bent down slightly, trembling.

"Why, why does my body resist that world!"

Yes, even if it is due to the demonic power infused by that dark shadow youkai, in fact, this demonic power is only able to expand the will and desires of humans. If Sanae really wants to abandon her human identity and become weird, as she said, then the moment the demonic power is injected, she will completely devour the polluted divinity and become a god.

However, although Sanae and Sakuya's posture during the battle makes people feel cold, they don't have that feeling of being a god at all. This just shows that the desire that the demonic power has strengthened is not the desire to be weird, but the fear of weirdness.

It's clear that the Dark Shadow Youkai, who claims that all they want is something fun, doesn't intend to take pleasure in distorting human psyche. The entertainer who doesn't care about any rules and constraints for the sake of pleasure easily sees through Sanae's inner denial and resistance to her own desires, and what she is happy to see seems to be the posture of human beings fighting against their own desires.

"Nothing strange. Originally, longing is the feeling that is the furthest away from understanding. Rather, it's a perfectly normal thing. ”

Hakureyu looked at Battlefield Hara, who seemed to understand Sanae's condition a little bit and seemed to be a little stiff as he was standing aside.

"When you are a child, you dream of being a handsome hero who saves others, but most people understand that being a hero is not as fun as they think, when they are still young. In fact, it's better if you just sit in front of a TV screen and dream about something so far away from you. But if you have the possibility of becoming a hero, then the nature of things becomes completely different - it should be said that there is nothing more cruel than that. ”

They will often shatter their dreams with their own hands after they have achieved them.

Because no one can bear to tear open the outer layer of brilliance of what they are seeking, revealing the mundane and even dirty nature inside.

ps: Because the author is a pathetic college dog, the update time has been delayed a bit due to the recent paper, and I will continue to make up for another chapter tomorrow.

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