I used to love Jiayao deeply, but what can I give her? Except for a sincere heart and a bunch of sweet words, there seems to be nothing else. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Jiayao's family has suffered an accident, and I can't give her any substantial help. Therefore, she was forced to engage in that kind of work to alleviate the urgent needs of the family, and I had no choice but to break up.

In the same way, I also love Yiqing, who has suffered a lot since she was a child, and she can't even realize her college dream. There was nothing else I could do but care and comfort her, and bring her some spiritual comfort.

I can't give them the life they want, but others can, so I have to endure the pain of parting, and that's the best ending.

I think of Lekang again, I think of Shi'an, I think of Yunheng, what kind of people are the three of them? Lekang is arrogant, jealous and hateful, dissatisfied with the real society, sometimes he will say some foul language, and he is keen to watch some love action movies, when he is idle, he will play games on the Internet, and he has a negative attitude towards work, which belongs to a kind of mixed and mixed people.

Moreover, he also went to the nightclub to find the lady. He once told me that a man only needs to do his job and do his right thing, and as for his personal life, there are some innocuous little things, so he doesn't have to worry so much. Things like smoking, drinking, going to Internet cafes, going to nightclubs for thrills, etc., for him, are just after-work, and there is nothing wrong with using his leisure time to relax.

This is the real Lekang, and this is also the representative of many workshop workers, and I have no right to comment on him whether he is good or bad. Of course, according to the "rules and regulations", in addition to work, all the "relaxed" things he does are not in accordance with the rules. However, if a person only has the right thing and has no distractions, then he may become an upright person or even a great man in the eyes of others, but the life of a great man is often boring in the eyes of ordinary people.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, Lekang is also quite unlucky, Lekang has been in boarding school since he was a child, and he lacks the love of his parents. And because of his backward grades, he has not been valued by teachers at school, and some stubborn classmates often bully him. He was very lonely inside, so he gradually became obsessed with online games, and later was instigated by his stubborn classmates and became contaminated with the vice of smoking and drinking.

When Lekang's father knew his bad behavior, he was angry, regardless of the reason, even scolded and beaten, in the beating and scolding again and again, Lekang's relationship with his father became more and more stiff, and his academic performance plummeted, after the college entrance examination failed, Lekang and his mother arranged for him to enter the textile factory, and has been working so far.

Compared with Lekang, Shi'an is not all smooth sailing, he has always had a calm personality and likes to be thoughtful when encountering problems. Since he was a child, although his family was poor, he could also enjoy the love of his parents. Although his grades have not been very satisfactory, because of his calm and introverted personality, he has always been at peace with his classmates, but in his freshman year of high school, he had a serious illness and spent all his family's savings to pick up a life.

Since then, Shi'an has been under pressure to drop out of school and work to reduce the burden on his parents, and under the repeated insistence of his parents, Shi'an barely finished high school. Although Shi'an had the opportunity to go to a specialty, Shi'an chose to give up. Of course, Shi'an's parents were also unable to provide for them due to family conditions, so they agreed to work for Shi'an to earn money. Therefore, as soon as Shi'an left school, he wanted to find a high-paying job, but after only one month of work, he had a series of accidents, was beaten, suffered a car accident, lost his job, had difficulty in obtaining a salary, and was not easy to find a job, and finally fell to the point of setting up a stall.

Comparatively speaking, it seems that only Yun Heng's life is better, he was born in an official family, lives in a county community, wears fashionable clothes, and has a handsome face. After graduating from high school, he had a bright future, but he was seriously tired of studying and resolutely did not go to college.

Alas, compared to me and Yun Heng, I really don't have anything outstanding. Yiqing's choice, I admit it. But these two failed loves gave me an important revelation: if a man has nothing and cannot guarantee a good future for his girlfriend, breaking up is an inevitable ending. Even if you barely live together, you won't have real happiness, as a man, only by doing a career, only with economic strength, can you give your girlfriend the life she wants, and you can get happiness.

No girl is born willing to suffer and be poor, if a man can't give her a happy present, then he can guarantee her a good future, if he can't guarantee a good future, then, it's best to take the initiative to let go.

It's already winter, and with the cold outside, I feel very cold in my heart. Every time I think of the scene when Jia Yao and I broke up, the scene where Yiqing and Yun Heng were together, my heart hurts like a knife.

I seem to see a lot of people pointing at me, they are laughing, they are commenting meanly: Look, Shen Lanze has a cuckold on his head, and his girlfriend who he treats wholeheartedly has slept with someone else. His first girlfriend was a. The son is a chicken that thousands of people ride and ten thousand people step on; His second girlfriend is a money worshipper and has a room with his iron buddy.

It's really embarrassing, Shen Lanze, why do you still have the face to come out to meet people, don't you feel ashamed?

Such scenes often recurred in my dreams, and I even wondered if I was mentally ill at one point. I know I should forget the pain I once had, but the deeper the love, the harder it is to forget.

I desperately wanted to forget the friendship and love I had had, but I couldn't forget it, and I didn't even know how to start a new life.

As time went by, my accounting course was finally coming to an end, and I thought it was time for me to do my best to get an accounting certificate. In the future, sitting in the office, being an accountant, warm in winter and cool in summer, easy work, this is the life that I Shen Lanze should have.

The day I become an accountant, it's time for me to start a new life! My future is not a dream!

The weather is getting colder and colder, the north wind is sweeping the earth, and the trees have long been devoid of leaves, only a few dead branches remain, which looks extremely lonely. There were few pedestrians on the road, and they clutched their coats one by one, for fear that the wind would get into their necks.

Looking at this bleak scene, my heart was inexplicably sad.

After a few days, the accounting course finally ended, and I got my wish to obtain the junior accounting certificate. I think: the next days should be smooth, with the certificate in hand, and the work will not be worried.

When I embarked on the journey of job search again, I realized that the road was still difficult. Those jobs that seem to be beautiful, in fact, after you really start looking for a job, you will find that it is not as beautiful as you imagined.

At this time, I went to several factories, and the supervisor came up and asked if I had more than two years of work experience, and I said no, and they waved their hands and signaled me to leave.

After hitting a wall repeatedly, I set my sights on the mall. (To be continued.) )