Chapter 8 Consent to stay
I remember that when she regained consciousness, she only knew with her keen intuition that the people around her were not familiar to her, and because of the car crash, she thought they were Fang Qi's accomplices, so the moment she opened her eyes, she was full of aura, shouting angrily and threatening to take their lives! It was only after he spoke out that he found that his voice was pitiful and his whole body was pitiful, not only did he not frighten them around the bed, but also let them know that she was not the real Zhang Yue'er for the first time. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Even so, they still put their hearts and souls into her, but she couldn't stay, she couldn't let herself be a burden to them. In the past months, they couldn't escape the fate of early death, and they have been liberated, so why not let them be freed. Now that they have been able to face up to the fact that the real Yue'er is leaving, it is best for them that she chooses to leave, even if she is reluctant to let them go.
"I believe everything you say, and thank you for everything you've done for me, but I'm not going to stay." Zhang Yue'er ignored their eager eyes and said firmly.
Zhang Jiaze listened to Yue'er's refusal and let go of her hand. He was lost, disappointed, and more afraid. What they feared came true.
Zhang Jiahang breathed a sigh of relief, his eyes had never left Yue'er from the beginning. He didn't miss Yue'er's pity, worry, and hesitation for them, he knew that Yue'er was soft-hearted towards them, and what they just said made her hesitate for a moment, especially what Jia Ze said made her almost agree. Then, the reason for her final refusal must be for them, there is only one reason, she doesn't want to be a burden to them like the past months!
Thinking of this, his heart warmed, she would never be a burden to them, not in the past, and not in the future. He got up and pulled Jia Ze to Jia Xuan's side, then squatted down again and looked at her and said, "Yue'er, don't be in a hurry to say no. I know your worries, your concerns, but none of them are of our concern. Believe me, you will not be a burden to us, but a new birth for us, you have saved me, saved all four of us. ”
He looked back at his younger siblings who grew up together in the family, and said slowly in a low voice: "You know about the affairs of our family, from my father to a few of us, what you have done in the village for so many years will not think that we will do nothing happened!" Our family has never done anything harmful, if it weren't for the fact that my father wanted to save my mother's life and keep this family, it would have been impossible for him to break off his relatives with his temperament! It's just that he didn't expect that his loved ones forced him to leave the clan; Those farmers who watched him grow up, as well as the families he had helped, watched coldly and rejected coldly, forcing our family to have nowhere to survive and had to settle down at the foot of the fierce mountain. ”
"And we have grown up watching from the sidelines, what we hear, what we see, and everything we have suffered, how can we not hate or resign! But there is nothing we can do, we have to endure it, we have to hide! Every time we are in a desperate situation, this hatred grows stronger. Especially after the death of our father and mother, the anger in our hearts is like a spark that cannot be lifted. But I haven't forgotten my mother's last words to let me take care of my younger siblings before she passed away, and I haven't forgotten that the sick and weak Yue'er needs to be taken care of. But unfortunately, no matter how hard we try and thirst, Yue'er has left us after all. ”
"The moment Yue'er stopped breathing, I couldn't suppress the anger in my heart anymore, and I even wanted to die with the entire Zhangjiazhuang. At that time, it was Yueyao who held me back, because you breathed again, and at that moment I woke up from hatred. So, you are not our burden, but our salvation. If you choose to leave, we won't feel relieved because we're still missing someone. Since my mother went, the five of us brothers and sisters are one, and no one can do without them! ”
Zhang Yue'er was very surprised, and then rejoiced. Oh, yes! How can they not hate with their upbringing? She couldn't do it either. For the first time, she sincerely thanked her for being able to come here as Zhang Yue'er, allowing her to welcome a new life at the moment when she breathed again.
She didn't ignore their insistent looks, nor did she miss the bitter hatred in the eyes of the eldest brother when he said these words. She couldn't let them go, and she didn't dare to give them up. She can't go back to the past world, and her current body can't go far, not to mention that this body was originally their sister, and she has no right to leave privately. Then just stay!
"I know, big brother, I will stay as your sister Zhang Yue'er. However, I really want to ask, if you don't know anything about me, an otherworldly soul, aren't you afraid that I will harm you? Aren't you supposed to kick me out of this body that I possessed? ”
Then he said: "Third brother, I rejected you just now, don't be angry, don't be sad." She felt guilty for her previous cruel refusal.
Zhang Jiahang saw that Yue'er agreed, and the big stone in his heart finally let go.
"Will you harm us? Absolutely not! If nothing else, just use your promise to stay. And Yue'er's affairs have nothing to do with you. In the vast sea of people, you can continue the life of last Yue'er and become our little sister, although it is bizarre, it is not a kind of fate! As for the ghosts and gods in the world, there are indeed records in the weirdness, which make people stay away, but for us, the human heart is the most terrifying! ”
He remembered Yue'er's pity for them, remembered that she had to share the little meat with them every time she ate, remembered that she went on a hunger strike in order not to open a small stove, remembered that every time she wanted to say her identity, she would be silent under their pleading, and remembered a lot, how could such Yue'er harm them!
"Yue'er, the third brother has never blamed you, not to mention that you are for our good. Don't leave in the future! If you say yes, it's a lifetime. Also, what I told you before is true, and I will definitely do it in the future. Zhang Jiaze, who had regained his spirit and smiled, stepped forward and smiled at the eldest brother.
"Thank you, third brother. However, I am not an ordinary child, and I can be your elder in the previous life, so you will have to discuss everything with me in the future, and I can help you come up with ideas. ”
"Yue'er, the past is the past, the present is the present, reliving a life is a new beginning, you can't count the past! You're only five years old now, you're a child, you can't be so old, you have to smile more, look like a child! Zhang Yueyao wiped away her tears and smiled.
Zhang Jiaze moved directly, pinched her face and smiled: "That's it, Yue'er, don't be like a big brother, your little body always says disproportionate things with a solemn face, don't let anyone outside us know, you will be burned as a monster!" Afraid that she would not be cautious of other people's ways, she said cautiously: "We will also be burned then!" ”
"Hehe, what Jia Ze said is right, pay attention to it in the future. You're just a child! Yue'er, thank you for staying, it's just that it's hard for you to live such a life with us. In the future, you will try to be an ordinary child, eat and sleep well, raise your body well, and then grow up safely. Zhang Jiaxuan saw that a few of them were teasing her and didn't help her at all, so he also leaned over and said loudly.
Based on his observations these days, he can be sure that the current Yue'er's past life will never be as embarrassing as their family. Whether it's for a life or to make her live better, they have to make more money.