Zhang Yue'er was not impatient with their teasing, nor was she awkward, and her heart was warm. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info smiled and replied: "I will, you don't need to worry, I won't reveal my identity in front of outsiders, and I will take good care of myself." Also, I am not afraid of hardship, and I have experienced more difficult days than this. But you also have to promise me that whatever you do, you will do what you can, and the most important thing is to protect yourself. Also, let go of those hatreds if you can. At the very least, you can ensure that you don't lose your mind at any time and in everything. ”

To be a qualified heir, she must also learn to protect herself. So in order to strengthen herself, she concealed her identity and participated in several agent training camps. With each training session, nothing but food and water were given to sustain him. No friends, no teammates, just enemies! No matter what you do, it will always be plunder, and only strong strength can survive better. The mental torture is more memorable than the physical torture.

The reason why she wanted a guarantee was because she was worried about them. The last time the eldest brother was able to wake up in time, so it was a fluke that he didn't do a lose-lose thing, but he couldn't do it again. She has to stabilize this ticking time bomb! Although it is in her nature to repay her, she will not let them be her, she can't afford to gamble, and she doesn't want to bet. Of course, it would be best if they could let them go.

Seeing that they fell silent for a moment, he continued: "I know that such a request will make it difficult for you. If it were me and I could truly experience your life, I would be as full of hatred as you. But hatred is terrible, strong hatred will ruin himself, destroy all the people around him who love him, and will do things that he will regret for the rest of his life, which is irrational! I treat you like family, I worry about you, I fear that something like that will happen to you again. This world is very big and wide, and there is a lot of beauty in the world, if you can, let it go! Only by letting go can you see farther and live more freely! ”

After Zhang Jiahang listened to Yue'er's words, he could best understand her thoughts. This matter should have been for him to talk about, but it fell after being busy these days. "What Yue'er said is actually exactly what I want to say, and it is also what I have experienced the most. At that time, when Tanyue'er was not breathing, my heart was full of hatred and could not be vented, and I longed to destroy those who had hurt us even if I destroyed myself. Fortunately, the fact that Yue'er is alive has brought me back to my senses, so that I have not been blinded by hatred and the tribulations of life. ”

Seeing that they looked up blankly, he continued: "I know that your thoughts are the same as mine, but no! As the boss of the family, in addition to bringing you up, I also want to grow you up, and those hatreds will only destroy myself and destroy you. I'm not going to ask you to let go all at once, and I'm not going to ask you to forget, because I can't do it either. However, I hope that no matter what happens in the future, you will control your emotions and not let hatred overwhelm your reason. ”

"Also, although the people in the village don't interact much, at least they don't trample us hard. After my father went, he took care of us behind his back, and constantly expressed his kindness to us, maybe it was too late, but these care and kindness allowed us to live well until now, otherwise, no matter how the village chief and they maintained us, there would not be a peaceful life now. ”

"While these are not enough to counteract the blood and tears of the past, we cannot remain indifferent to them! Their inaction back then is not to blame now. There has never been anyone in this world who owes anyone, they help us is a favor, there is nothing wrong with not helping us, and it is already very good not to step on a foot. I wouldn't have thought that way before, because I blamed everything on them, and that's why I lost my mind! Therefore, today I have repeatedly asked Brother Yongping to give me more time, so why not give him a chance! After all, in the most difficult time, only their family was willing to give us medicine on credit, I remember this, but I will not let them do it. ”

The room was eerily quiet, except for the dim oil lamps shining on their young faces. He knew how difficult it was for them to get through this matter except for Yue'er in the house, so he didn't rush and waited slowly. It's just that the hands hidden in the clothes are clenched hard.

After being dull for a while, Zhang Jiaxuan said in a low voice: "Big brother, I understand what you said, this family is not only your responsibility, but also me." I won't let hatred ruin myself, but I won't let go either, maybe hate has been a part of my body for too long, and I can't let it go. I can also guarantee that as long as they don't provoke them anymore, I will never take the initiative, whether it is now or in the future. ”

"Me too, big brother, you are the boss of our family, as long as it is what you say, I will do it, I will control it well, and I will never let the hatred lose my mind and do what Yue'er said. Although I can't put it down now, I'll try it later. Zhang Jiaze also said in a muffled voice.

Zhang Yueyao, who was sitting on the side, wept silently after listening to what her eldest brother said, and finally stabilized before she spoke up: "I'm really happy to hear your assurance, and I think my father and mother will also feel comforted." We all thought that these hatreds were hidden very deep and would not be noticed, but we hid it from everyone, but not from our parents, so they repeatedly asked us to tolerate it, for fear that we would hurt ourselves by acting excessively. Especially after my father left, my mother was so worried that she could hardly sleep, I once heard her tell her father during her illness, she was worried that one day the hatred in our hearts would explode when it could not be suppressed, and that day was also the day of our self-destruction. ”

"After my mother left, I was always worried, but I was also caught in it, and even if I was anxious, I couldn't find a way to convince you. In fact, when Yue'er didn't breathe that day, I had the same thoughts as my eldest brother, but my mother's words kept ringing in my ears, so I grabbed my eldest brother in a hurry. But then I was even more worried about you, I was afraid that this would happen again, that I wouldn't be able to stop it, and now your words have reassured me. ”

It turned out that the father and mother had always known the hatred buried deep in their hearts, and only now did they understand the meaning of the impatience in their mother's eyes when she left, because she was worried that the hatred would bury them. Father and mother have always known but pretended not to know, and never let them let go, because they were afraid that the more they suppressed, the more they would explode, so they kept silent, and it was them from beginning to end.