Xiaoyu was stunned, Liuli turned her head to the right and asked, "Little brother over there, what's your name?" ”

There were two guards standing at the gate on the left and right, and the one who was asked by Liuli had slightly dark skin, was very tall, had a square face, and a pair of thick black eyebrows. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Hearing Liuli's question, he immediately knelt down on one knee and said, "Back to the master's words, the slave's name is Gu Fengshou. ”

"You stay, and let everyone else go tomorrow."

The handsome Taoist chief has excellent credit, and the next day Xiaoyu found that in this huge mansion, only Gu Fengshou was left as a guard. It's a pity that Gu Fengshou's personality is a little boring, and Mrs. Liuli is often sleeping, and her life seems a little boring.

In the blink of an eye, half a year has passed, and the place where Liuli often sits in a daze has also moved from the gate to the street with the arrival of spring. But after all, this area is inhabited by royal relatives, and there are almost no pedestrians on the small streets, which seems very quiet.

On this day, Xiaoyu helped Liuli to the street again, put a thick cushion, and placed it on the stone steps where Liuli often sits, she took two steps back, but couldn't help but turn back.

When I first saw Liuli, although she was haggard, she still had at least some flesh on her body, but now she was so thin that she was out of shape. Although it is not scary, the newly made clothes have been repeatedly resized and still look empty.

Xiaoyu was anxious, and she didn't worry about Liuli, but after thinking about it, she went back.

Ruri likes to be alone, and if she doesn't leave, I'm afraid she'll skip eating again. Anyway, this is the safest place in the entire Juyan country, except for the palace, so there will be no problem if you think about it.

After Xiaoyu left, Liuli half-tilted her head and sat quietly.

She didn't know how long she would live or why she was alive. Go home and find Daddy...... Perhaps, this can only be a wish that will never come true......

However, the fire in my heart seems to be unable to be extinguished, and even if it has become a ball of ashes, there is still heat left.

She still wanted to go home, so she didn't want to die yet, even though she was the way she is......

……

“…… Which ......"

There seemed to be movement not far away, and Liuli was in a trance for a while before he could retract his scattered consciousness, and the voice was already very close at this time.

"Where is this? Anyone? ”

The voice was weak, like a little boy, Liuli didn't want to speak, but because of nature, she couldn't help but say, "This is Erwang Street." ”

"Huh?!"

The little boy seemed to be taken aback, and after a while, Ruri felt as if there was someone else beside her. Then I heard the voice ask, "You...... Are you an old woman? Can you have pity on me and give me something to eat? ”

Liuli was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice: "I'm a blind man, a wasted person, how can I still be qualified to pity others?" ”

Originally, Liuli thought that this would always send the child away, but she didn't expect the child to suddenly get close to her, and said in an almost joyful tone: "Old woman, you are also like me, are you born invisible?" ”

Are you, like me, inherently invisible?

Born to ...... Unseen?!

The silence is like a pool of stagnant water in the heart lake, as if a stone has been suddenly thrown away, and the ripples that follow are getting bigger and bigger.

The anger and sorrow that were buried deep under the lake of the heart, like a giant beast that has been awakened, suddenly burst out of the ground!

"Child...... Child, you ...... Are you born blind? ”

Suppressing the grief and anger like the monstrous waves, Liuli only felt that her whole body seemed to tremble, as if she was a fallen leaf in the wind, and even her words were intermittent and indistinct.

However, she soon couldn't hold it back anymore, and her voice became a little hysterical and sharp, "invisible...... It's okay if you can't see it! The world is so cruel and dirty, you say...... Why do we have a pair of eyes to witness its hypocrisy and ugliness? ”

It seemed that it was difficult to understand the meaning of Liuli's words, and the child said after a long time very uncertainly: "Old woman, are you asking me, why do people have eyes?" Of course, people have to have long eyes, otherwise they can't see themselves and others, and it's very inconvenient to walk. ”

Of course, people have to have long eyes, otherwise they can't see themselves and others, and it's very inconvenient to walk.

It turns out that people have eyes in order to see themselves and others, and it is convenient to walk?

Be...... Is that so?

Seeing yourself, seeing others, walking easily......

Liuli was stunned, and the grief and indignation in her heart suddenly seemed to have touched something incredible, like snowflakes shining in the sun, and gradually disappeared. In its place was a great shame.

She never imagined that she would get such a thorough answer.

Although it is just a child's talk, many of the most real and simple things in this world are inadvertently spoken by children.

At this moment, Liuli only felt like she had been hit with a stick!

She suddenly felt that compared to this child, she had really lived for so many years in vain!

A child, a child who has never seen the light of day, can still live so strongly. And she, a person who has enjoyed this colorful world for hundreds, if not millennia, is feeling sorry for herself and living like a walking corpse.

She's not dead yet! But like a living dead!

Ask yourself, is it really all about the tragedy that happened, and you really blame others? Is she really not responsible for it herself?

No! No, that's just exculpating yourself!

What people say is difficult to distinguish, what the world is unpredictable, and what they say is that those wicked people are too ruthless.

At the beginning, did she really have no eyes? Is it true that you can't see or hear, and you can't distinguish between truth and falsehood in this world without a heart and eye? Is it really ignorant of the ugly side of human nature?

No, it's neither, she's just cowardly! She just didn't dare to face it! She's just deluding herself!

In fact, she knew all this in her heart, she just ...... I don't want to admit it, because to admit it is to deny my past self completely!

She got this result, of course, because some people deliberately harmed her. But she had been in the herd of beasts, and she knew in her heart that humans were more complex than beasts, and cultivators were more ruthless than ordinary mortals, but she didn't have any sense of vigilance.

Even if something happened, she was stupid, she only knew how to wait passively, and when she got such a result, why should she complain?

Besides, those culprits......

For the saddest Huang Fuyan, Liuli put aside all her worries and asked herself seriously, did she really not find out that Huang Fuyan's feelings for her had surpassed the relationship between friends?

No, she didn't want to kid herself anymore, she admitted that she had known it a long time ago!

So why do you have to maintain a relationship with each other without pain?

The answer is selfishness! (To be continued.) )