She likes the feeling of being cared for by Huang Fuyan, the way Huang Fuyan looks at her, and the gentle words that Huang Fuyan talks to her, but on the contrary, she never thought of giving Huang Fuyan any response!

That's right, she's selfish on the subject! Even if she never understands what the love between men and women is, she can't hide the fact of selfishness!

obviously doesn't want to be married to Huangfu Yan, but he still wants to enjoy the care given by the other party. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info What is the reason for this is a common problem of women, it is all about making excuses for yourself.

And now, now, is to completely dissect herself, no matter how unbearable she is, she has to take a good look at what her truest self is!

If Huangfu Yan is the one who Liuli hates the most, then Xiao Lingtian is the one that Liuli hates the most.

But now, Liuli has to ask herself, before this, what did she think of Xiao Lingtian?

The answer is pity, pity that looks down on the general and does not regard it as a pity on the same level as oneself at all!

Putting aside the feud between them is disrespectful in the first place!

Why did she have such an idea, because at that time, she felt that she had done a good job, that she was a good person compared to Xiao Lingtian, and that she had seen through Xiao Lingtian. She has such an arrogant and immodest attitude, even if she looks humble and low-key on the surface, it is just a fake!

And it was precisely because of her that she didn't take Xiao Lingtian in her eyes at all, turned a blind eye to his resentful eyes, and neglected to take precautions, so she was so miserable in the end. If she could face each other squarely, even with a little snack, why did she end up where she is today?!

Oh, by the way, she finally remembered who had blinded her.

It's Long Bao'er! Damn it! Thinking of this woman, she can't wait to give herself a big ear scrape!

Long Bao'er is hateful, but when Long Bao'er was with her Mingxin Daojun, she seemed to let the other party do everything, but in fact, this is the biggest indifference!

Why do you want to let the other party, do you really want to compensate her for Mingxin Daojun, or ...... In order to reflect their own sensibility?

said that Long Bao'er is a relative of Mingxin Daojun, and she has no position to speak, but in fact, is this trying her best to shirk responsibility and make excuses?

At this moment, she must admit that she doesn't like Long Bao'er! Didn't like it from the first meeting!

Therefore, from the beginning, she did not choose to tolerate Long Bao'er, but chose to reject her. Everything is making excuses for yourself!

If she could accept Long Bao'er at the beginning, she didn't believe that Long Bao'er would completely fall to Xiao Lingtian......

That's what it is......

And she......

The blindfolded white silk gradually became wet, and Ruri couldn't control herself at all, from silent tears, to small sobs, to the last howl.

All the depression, all the sorrow, all the anger, poured out like a flood that had burst its mouth!

Hurt!

She hurts so much!

It is so painful to tear yourself apart from the inside out, to deny everything from head to toe...... However, if it doesn't hurt or hurt, how can you see yourself clearly?!

No one can be born to see everything thoroughly. You have to peel yourself off layer by layer like peeling the skin, and go through the baptism of pain and heart, in order to see yourself and the world clearly.

People must be hurt and hurt in order to change, to grow, and to understand more clearly than in the past! If you have been deceiving yourself and others all the time, how can you grasp yourself, let alone grasp life?

"Old woman, old woman, what's wrong with you?"

The child next to her hurriedly rubbed over, and his little body with a sour smell climbed up, and his little hand wiped his tears on her face.

"Don't cry, old woman...... You, when you cry, I ...... I want to cry too......"

The child even began to cry as he spoke, and his little dirty hands, which were stained with tears, wiped his eyes again.

Suddenly, an old man and a young man seemed to resonate, hugging each other and crying breathlessly.

At this moment, the child's cry suddenly choked, and then, Liuli only felt that her neck was suddenly hugged tightly-

"Old ...... Old woman! I...... I...... I seem to ...... I seem to be able to see it! ”

Liuli's cry stopped, and the child jumped down from her, jumping and jumping loudly like joy, "Ah, the stone is like this, and my hands are like this, and they are not at all what I thought!" ”

I was able to see it! He could see it!

He could see the gray of the stone steps, the blue of the sky, the soft white of the clouds, the green of the grass, and ...... The old man's furrowed face in front of him, as well as the crystal tears that slipped down his cheeks, turned into brilliant colored flames.

Everything is so beautiful!

That kind of beauty, that kind of beauty......

He couldn't help but pounce on the emaciated old man in front of him again, hugged her neck and cried loudly, "Old woman, I can see it!" I can see so many beautiful things, I ...... I...... You must be a fairy, right? Right? Thank you! Thank you! ”

Liuli was stunned, tears poured out again, she buried her head in the child's small neck socket that exuded a sour smell, and choked up: "Silly child, I should thank you...... You were born invisible, but you can live so strong and happy, and I am a coward. You're right, people have eyes to see themselves and others, so that it is convenient to walk.

But I don't dare to face myself, I don't dare to see myself clearly, and I blame all the faults on others and the world. You're right, there are a lot of beautiful things here, but I used to have white eyes, and I didn't cherish them......"

As soon as he said this, there was a sound of hurried footsteps behind him, and Liuli hurriedly wiped his face and whispered in the child's ear: "Good boy promise me, don't tell others that my tears can turn into small sparks." ”

The child nodded ignorantly, and the guard named Gu Fengshou rushed to Liuli and asked nervously, "Master, what's wrong?" ”

The child seemed to be a little afraid of the harvest of the valley, and shrank into Liuli's arms, and Liuli hugged him with difficulty and said: "I'm fine, it's just that when I met this child, I felt that there was a fate, and it caused sadness." ”

Liuli rarely said so many words at once, Gu Fengshou was stunned, and saw that Liuli was almost lying down by the five-year-old little boy, and hurriedly stepped forward to pick him up.

But as soon as he stretched out his hand, he heard Liuli holding the child and asking in a soft tone he had never heard before, "Good boy, where is your home?" (To be continued.) )