Zeng Danqing rented a house in September, and the two girls who lived opposite them were actually quite beautiful, with a dignified and mature beauty.

It's just that I heard that she has been studying here for two years, and Zeng Danqing has no interest in imagining.

From the bottom of his heart, he looked down on those who repeated their studies here, and of course, on the girls who had been repeating their studies for two years.

However, he himself has stopped reading at all, and is on the road to repeat his studies for many years.

In fact, he doesn't look down on himself at all.

A person only has the idea of looking down on others when he looks down on himself.

Zeng Danqing's age was the youngest in his class when he was in high school.

In the repetition department, the girls here should also be his sisters.

When he saw Baoyu and Raider leading the chapter of "The Matter of Cloud and Rain", he saw that Raider was older than Baoyu, and he did not refuse to fantasize about these sister-like girls around him.

But after seeing it, in his heart, he was like Baoyu, but he liked Sister Lin more.

He thought that Sister Lin was not only ice and jade, but also the pride and confidence of a girl who did not ask about the world.

The girls in the repeating department have neither self-confidence nor pride. Slowly, he stopped fantasizing about them.

And the place where he was sitting had retreated two rows back, far away from the girl in the second row, and finally he couldn't see her as soon as he looked up.

Slowly, he forgot about her.

The "cloud and rain thing" trained by the police illusion, he looked at it over and over again, but he still couldn't get the point.

He also felt uneasy about the finale of "Dream of Red Mansions".

is a good sister Lin, but before she experienced the "cloud and rain thing", she died inexplicably.

Cry twice and die. How is this possible.

Since he owed Baoyu in his previous life, he will still be in tears in his next life, and he died so early, which is also a lifetime?

Baoyu is alive, Daiyu is alive, Daiyu dies later than Baoyu, until Baoyu is sent away, and finally cries and tears, which is called returning a lifetime of tears.

However, what is not good to repay, why do you still have tears?

At the very least, it should be a "cloud and rain thing".

In the mood for love, it is really a waste of the girl's beauty to write that she died.

The same girl who died so early, in "Dream of Red Mansions", actually wrote a lot, what a waste of beautiful resources.

Since they came beautifully, why did they come to the world like this, just for nothing?

It's really illogical, in his youth, he thought so.

He also thought that many things in the world may indeed be inexplicable.

According to common sense, he should be able to be admitted to university smoothly, but, inexplicably, he came to repeat his studies.

In "Dream of Red Mansions", there are too many lovely and young women who died inexplicably.

The joy begins, and the tragedy ends. The good love story was written to death by Cao Xueqin, and it was all written to death.

What a mess, why are there so many beautiful women, and there is no good end.

Write it backwards, and write all the women as a good end.

It's too heavy to watch.

also said that he cherished the fragrance and cherished the jade, and he would not even write a good end to the woman.

He finally put down "Dream of Red Mansions".

On the desk in the classroom of the repetition department, in addition to a variety of miscellaneous books, there is also a free circulation, love on paper.

Between boys and girls, it is common to write a note and hand a love letter freely.

Boys who have been repeating for many years often keep their faces shy and rush ahead of others to express their love to new girls.

Girls in science classes are already very scarce. It's all spoiled.

There are especially few beautiful girls. If there is, you will definitely be spoiled as a princess.

The boys at that time, after all, didn't know much about romance.

Because, there are very few places to imitate, and there are not many places to practice.

Boys who have been repeating for many years generally no longer have vigor and sharpness.

Such a boy, he also does not have the courage to be romantic.

Year after year of exams, he still stays here.

Every September when school starts, he still can't even get into the first five rows where he sits.

The economic conditions of his family will definitely not be good, at least not particularly good.

There are no more class activities in the repeater class.

So, he didn't have any chance to show an unusual side in front of girls.

He may be, and is not at all out of the ordinary.

But he knows one thing, that is, to get ahead of others, and to give her a little comfort when the girl has just failed the college entrance examination and is still flustered.

With the experience of people who have come before, like a big brother, tell her what to do in the repeating department. At the end, at the end of the exchange, he will tell her seriously, saying that here, no one dares to bully her, and if someone dares to bully her, he can help her.

When he said this, he actually knew that very few people would really bully her. Although there are countless people here who don't study, few people will bully girls like hooligans.

And the real purpose of his expression is to wait for the day when he can justifiably "bully" her.

Reason and experience had taught him that it was almost impossible for him to succeed with a beautiful girl.

So he chose a girl who was not very beautiful and looked a little sensitive.

Someone must have been so successful.

But the probability of success for boys in science classes is definitely not too high.

Because, girls in science classes are not easy to get flustered.

Zeng Danqing watched them hand over the note, but he was not ready to imitate it.

Because, he is more flustered than girls.

When he sat in the third row, he helped several big brothers in the back row and handed the note to the front.

He never looked at what they wrote, nor did he want to know other people's secrets.

Until one day, Peng Maxin, who often played with him and often lent books to him, was honest and honest, and Peng Maxin, who was sitting in the last row, also asked him to hand him a note.

Peng Masin graduated from high school at the age of 20 and is in his third year of repeating his studies.

Although he and Peng Maxin have known each other for a short time, their relationship is relatively close.

After class, as long as he saw Zeng Danqing walking back and out of the classroom, Peng Maxin would follow him and talk to him, and the two of them would go to the pungent toilet together to relieve their hands.

Seeing that Zeng Danqing had something to do, Peng Maxin would also take the initiative to come over to help.

Seeing that his classmates took the initiative to be so good to him, Zeng Danqing, who was lost, of course would not refuse.

And treat each other with warmth.

The two of them often go to dinner together and go for a walk together after dinner.

Peng Maxin handed Zeng Danqing a note, half-folded, and asked him to hand it to Zuo Qinghua, a girl sitting in front of Zeng Danqing and in the second row.

Simple, Peng Maxin, who usually never talks about girls, also wrote love letters.

Zeng Danqing couldn't help but be curious, opened it and looked at it, only to see the crooked words on the note, and wrote a love poem:

In the emptiness of my empty heart, you are the distant and demure twilight clouds I seek.

I'm shaping you with my full warmth—

You belong to me, flying in the air of my boundless heart.

My heart stains your feet red, and at dusk you wander in my dreams.

The arsenic on your lips, the elixir, is the joy and pain that I crush—

You belong to me, hesitating in my lonely life.

You are at ease in my enchanted pupils, and your eyelids are smeared with the black smoke of my dreams.

The song I sing wraps your loins around —

You belong to me and accompany me in the cycle of life and death.

Later, he also wrote something like "I liked you when I first saw you." Look at your back in a daze every day. Fall asleep thinking about what you look like every night. I've been here for two years and can help you with anything. If you are willing to accept my help, please write a reply letter to Zeng Danqing in the back row of you, and he will pass it on to me. If I can get your words, I will revel in the golden autumn. Sign-off: The lovesick man sitting behind you - Peng Maxin. ”