There was only silence in all directions, and I stared at the direction where Shang Xunyu's figure disappeared, and my heart bloomed with sadness and joy and inexplicable sourness.

There is no beginning of the end, and it is the best.

I am grateful to him for reserving our rights as friends.

Turning around, I took a step, and there was a turn around the corner not far away, but my steps couldn't help but stop.

The window next to him silently let in the cool sunlight, and Si Tianzhe, who stood quietly in front of him, his dusty white shirt reflected his whole person more and more clean and pure. He seemed to have stood for a long time, so long that his whole body had melted into the silence around him.

Their eyes staggered, and they were all surprised.

I was surprised by his lonely appearance at the moment, and he was surprised by my red and swollen eyes at the moment.

When my eyes met, I saw him frown slightly, but I suddenly had an intuition that the sharp arrogance that was wrapped around him all the time seemed to be passing with something.

Looking at his clear and shallow temperament, the pain in my heart overflowed layer by layer, and I whispered: "Is it true?" ”

He stared at me with a deep silence in his eyes.

"Like he said, you already knew about it before we went, didn't you?" The voice was faint, but the strange feeling just now came back to me, and it was entangled and tormented in my heart.

"Yes, I know." He replied, clearly more indifferent than me.

I never knew that this kind of indifference can make people feel like crazy, especially when you are expecting another tone and another answer. Come to think of it, he was in the same mood when he faced my indifferent disguise that was tightly wrapped all the time.

I suppressed the inexplicable churn of emotion in my heart and calmly asked the question I didn't understand why I had to ask: "What if...... At that time, did I really like him? ”

Before the words came out, my heart trembled, ridiculous, why should I care about this? Why do you care if he cares if he likes someone else? Why can't he be so eager to hear his next answer......

Or, I'm supposed to be crazy.

Hearing this, his pupils flickered, and after a flash of shock in his sight, there was a faint pain.

For a long time, so long that my tense nerves were about to be unable to support it, he spoke, as if it had taken a lot of effort, and even his voice trembled slightly, "I don't know." ”

All the support suddenly sank at this moment, and it sank to the bottom.

I lowered my gaze, a slight smile on the corner of my lips, and whispered, "I don't know...... I don't know, is it......"

"Yu'er......" He hurriedly stepped forward, grabbing my arms hanging down at both sides with both hands, with a hint of fear in his slight strength.

“…… You say you, I don't know......" I looked up, and my strength was withdrawn from my eyes and voice.

His eyebrows were solemn, and his eyes were filled with unmistakable deep sorrow, but his tone suddenly became intense, and the force of his grip on my arm increased, "Otherwise? What do you want me to do? Desperate to rush over and push him away from you? Or do you keep you under my guard and don't let anyone come near? This kind of agitated possession, do you think I don't want to! ”

It hurt a little to be scratched by him, and I frowned slightly, but it was less than one-ten-thousandth of the heartache.

"What else can I do? You hate it when people meddle in your affairs, you hate the fate of being controlled by others, all you want is complete tranquility......" The sadness in his tone grew thicker and heavier, and I never knew that such a soul-deep sense of despair and powerlessness would be as proud as he was.

"I want to force you to stay, won't you get angry and push me further? I can only let go, let you follow your will, and let your heart make the choice...... I suppress the care that is about to drown me, the possessiveness that is extinguished, you-"

I looked at him in a daze, watching him express himself so fiercely as before, so intense that all the light was withdrawn from the starry eyes, leaving only a sense of despair that was deep to the bone marrow, accompanied by the unconsciously deepening force in his hand, and came violently to drown me.

My heart hurts, my arms hurt.

I suddenly couldn't stand still.

"Yes, you're right," a cold word forced out of my tight lips with a hard breath: "I hate being controlled, I just want complete tranquility ......"

Immediately, despite his efforts to hold me down, I turned away with a cold face.

Si Tianzhe was unwilling to relax at all, his knuckles were blue, his eyes were dark, and he was like a burning persistence. Between the tugging, my arm hurt so much that I almost burst into tears.

"Pay Qingyu!" Anger and gloom mingled in his eyes, and his thin lips were approaching in the next moment, enveloping danger.

However, the ringtone of the mobile phone was instantaneous.

All the movements froze, his sharp pale lips stopped at my lips, and I steadied my mind as I struggled to reach for the phone in my pocket.

"Not allowed." He seemed to anticipate who was on the other end of the phone, just as I had a hunch at the moment, so he commanded in a deep voice, and his tone was ruthless.

I smiled sadly, "You said you wouldn't control me, you would make me do what I wanted......"

"That was before." He stopped me hard, his eyes suddenly lit up, with obvious urgency, "Now, it's different. It's not like you're completely devoid of me in your heart, I want you to see clearly! ”

The phone was still ringing stubbornly and frantically, but my mind was completely confused.

Today, I must be crazy.

was at a stalemate, but there was a sudden sound of eager footsteps in the empty corridor, and in the next moment, the proud and dignified figure broke into the suffocating atmosphere of the moment.

"Why don't you take it-" Ordinary people may not be surprised when they see the current scene, Shang Xunyu spit out this half sentence, and he couldn't help but be stunned, "You ......"

"What's the matter?" Sure enough, it was him, I collected the emotions on my face and asked calmly.

Regardless of his doubts, Shang Jingyu came back to his senses and said eagerly: "Sara, she ......"

"Sara, what's wrong with her?!" I was chilled all over, and it was only now that I remembered the bad news that Mr. Bader had brought me last night that was enough to destroy Sara's entire will, and damn it, I had forgotten about her!

The foreboding was overwhelming, and my breath could not help but tremble.

(Originally, I could have changed Chapter V today.,But the left left first changes a chapter of the public chapter to everyone.,It's to make up for yesterday's break.,I'll change a section of Chapter V later.,I hope you will support more ^.^..] ）