I fell asleep again, and all I dreamed of was Ma Rong, and I felt distressed when I thought of her when I first saw her, uncomfortable when I thought of her jealous expression for me, and I wanted to cry when I thought about the days when she and I held hands under the table...... It's sad to think about sleeping together last night.

We've been together for a long, long time, and we've been through so many things together, and we're just going to break up like that, without a single sign, and I was caught off guard.

I continued to take out the note she gave me from my pocket, and began to look at things and think about people again, I carefully kept it, maybe this note is the only thing I miss Ma Rong in the future, a sadness, and began to shed tears.

Sometimes I think that a big man lives a real wretch, crying for a woman, what a waste, but I think Ma Rong, what else can I do besides crying?

In the end, he accepted the reality, picked up the remaining candles on the ground and threw them away, and when he saw the red wine on the table, he would think of Ma Rong's face, the same color as when she climaxed last night.

I immediately lifted the bottle and drank it, I blew the red wine like beer, but I didn't expect that my stomach couldn't accept it directly.

Because I smoked too much on an empty stomach early in the morning, and drank a lot of red wine, I rushed to the toilet and vomited, all yellow and sour water, uncomfortable I was full of tears, I looked at myself in the mirror, I couldn't help crying again, I thought Ma Rong, I really don't want to leave her.

I started to go out like I had lost my soul, sitting on the sofa, smoking and drinking red wine at the same time, even if I would vomit, I had to smoke, I had to drink, I had to get along with myself, the more cruel I tortured myself, the more I felt better, which was considered compensation for Ma Rong.

In the end, I finished drinking, smoking, and vomiting, and I cleaned up and went back to school.

Ma Rong has completely disappeared from my world, when I stand at the school gate again, it seems to feel very strange, when I first came here, I was with a person, I thought this was the world of the two of us, but when she left here, the whole world was shattered.

When Lao Wang saw me, he immediately opened the school gate for me and let me in.

According to the school's regulations, the door is not allowed to be opened during class, but with our relationship, it is not a matter to do this thing.

I followed Lao Wang into his doorman's office, and Lao Li was also watching TV inside, watching the 83 version of "Journey to the West" performed by Liuxiaolingtong, and his childlike innocence was still intact.

Lao Li saw that I was coming, and quickly got up to bring me tea and pour water, I also unceremoniously regarded myself as a guest, stuffed my hand into my pocket and took out a cigarette, but took out the money that Ma Rong gave me yesterday, there are still more than two hundred left, and the cigarette has been smoked by me in the morning.

Lao Wang saw it, and quickly took out his own cigarette and handed it to me, and I then lit it and watched "Journey to the West" with Lao Li.

"Little San, I look at you as if you have something on your mind." Lao Li asked me.

I deliberately diverted the topic and didn't want to talk about these things, I said: "Lao Li, you said that this Journey to the West is really a classic, and you never get tired of watching it." ”

"That is, the 83 version of Journey to the West can shoot such a good effect under such difficult conditions at that time, which is already amazing, no, the students are about to go on vacation, and these classic old films have started to act again."

"yes, it's going to be summer vacation so soon." I sighed.

"Little San, you go back and study hard, strive for a good score in the exam, have a good summer vacation, next semester will be the third year of high school, the real hard days are coming, it is said that the third year of high school will be ground a layer of skin, lose a few pounds of meat."

I thought about it, and they were right, so I said goodbye to them and went back to the classroom.

As luck would have it, as soon as I walked to the door of the classroom, the bell rang at the end of the class, and I waited for the teacher to leave before entering the classroom, and everyone in the class looked at me in surprise.

Xiaolan was the first to run over, and shouted and said: "Third brother, you were so handsome last night, I admired you too much, don't you know that last night, after you and Ma Rong left, our entire girls' dormitory building was talking about your heroic deeds all night, and there are still people talking about it this morning." ”

Zhao Juan also ran over with her flesh upside down, almost knocking me away, "Third brother, no, male god, you are simply the best among your men, the pride of men." ”

The soldier interjected next to him: "The third brother is still a fighter among men." ”

Random people burst into laughter, I'm really a celebrity now, and the matter spread in an effect I couldn't have imagined, and there would be a bunch of people chattering around me wherever I went.

I returned to my seat and sat down, the table next to me was cleaned up, except for the Jay Chou sticker pasted on it, everything else was gone, my heart looked empty, Ma Rong left me cruelly.

I started to feel sad again, and I wasn't interested in anything, Xiaolan secretly ran over, sat next to me and said, "Third brother, what's that, were you and Ma Rong that last night...... What ......"

Xiaolan was vague, and at this time I was annoyed, and I didn't have a good face for her.

"What's wrong with me, can you stop gossiping so much, the dog pulls the mouse and meddles in his business, are you a idle egg."

I really didn't expect Xiaolan to sit next to me and say nothing, and she cried directly when she was wronged, but she stumped me, and in turn asked me to persuade her.

"I'm sorry, Xiaolan, you also know that I feel very uncomfortable today, Ma Rong is gone, I will never see her again, don't take anything I say to your heart, just treat me as a fart, okay, don't cry."

"You think I love to care about your, I'm also because Ma Rong is gone, I'm just such a best friend who has nothing to say, I don't know what to do in the future, so I feel uncomfortable, so I want to ask Ma Rong about the situation, if you hadn't taken someone away last night, I could have stayed with her for one more night, it's all your fault." Xiaolan's crying wiped her tears and hiccuped at the same time, I was so angry and funny, I really couldn't do anything about her.

I suddenly said, "Don't cry, your girlfriend is gone, I'll find you a man, don't you." ”

"That's true." Xiaolan's crying stopped abruptly, and she looked at me full of longing.

I was surprised and said, "Absolutely." ”

Xiaolan immediately burst into tears and laughed, and said, "I've been waiting for this day for a long time, please, can you hurry up, let me suffer every night." ”

"Damn, you're too good at pretending, it's really Lang Fei if you don't act."

"yes, a lot of people think so." Xiaolan actually climbed up the pole and began to sell herself and boast.

I hurriedly interrupted her and said, "You and Gao Qiang, everything is ready and only the east wind is owed, you wait first, there is news, I will notify you as soon as possible." ”

Xiaolan was even more grateful to me, and before leaving, she came over to me and said, "Third brother, did you two go to open the room last night, did you not bully Ma Rong, did you do anything sorry for Ma Rong?" ”

I suppressed the anger in my heart and scolded Xiaolan: "Get out of the way and stay away." ”

"If you still scold me, you are not afraid that I will tell others."

"You and Gao Qiang's business, it's no fun, don't bother me again."

Xiaolan was anxious all of a sudden, and hurriedly came over to apologize to me in various ways, I said: "Don't think about it all day, when you and Gao Qiang get along, you will know that there is such a little between men and women, and there is nothing mysterious and mysterious." ”

Xiaolan left as if she didn't understand, and I began to miss Ma Rong again, holding a pen and wanting to write, all that was written was Ma Rong's name.

In the afternoon, Sister Fang called me to the office and said that Uncle Liu had settled the matter of my invasion of the girls' dormitory last night, and asked me to adjust my mentality and welcome the arrival of the final exam.

So for the rest of the day, I spent the whole day with books, and all four of them entered the intense revision stage.

Back in the dormitory, my brothers were holding books to study all kinds of required content to be examined, I still felt like I had lost my soul, languishing, and I always couldn't figure out that I didn't have Ma Rong, as if it was really boring to live.

Whenever I walk a road, look at a tree, or hold a book, and hear a lyric, I will think of pictures related to Ma Rong, and there are shadows of Ma Rong everywhere.

Talking in my dreams at night, shouting Ma Rong's name several times, I lived a muddy life, reviewed, and persisted until the day before the exam, and I still didn't get out of the haze of falling out of love.

The dormitory people told me that I couldn't hold the sand, so I simply raised it, but I really couldn't let go of my hand.

They also said that there is no love that does not break up, only Liby that does not hurt hands, which makes me want to open up, people have a long life, and they must learn to give up a lot in order to live more clearly.

No matter what others say or persuade, I just feel that Ma Rong will always be by my side.

Everyone has a dead end in their hearts, others can't get in, and they can't get out.

Anyone who likes someone like me, I don't think I'm the greatest, but I really love someone with my heart.