The final exam came as scheduled, and it took two days, although I haven't been out of the shadow of broken love in the past few days, but I understand a truth, if I don't work hard, my dream will always be a dream.

Rather than tearing your heart for her to feel bad, it is better to have no heart and no lungs, no heart and no lungs is better than tearing your heart and lungs, people themselves are an animal, and it is the trend to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Time is the medicine that heals wounds, and one day we will laugh and say what we cried before, and the days will pass slowly, and everything will be fine.

I have given up on myself, thinking that if I lose Ma Rong, there will be nothing, I don't want to persevere, when I think about it, I will say to myself, you used to have a dream, and how can you choose to lie down now, now there is nothing, is the reason why I have to fight now.

During the review period, I was still more employed, and if I didn't know how to ask if I was good at studying, I picked women, and they were willing to tell me and buy me something to eat.

I sat next to me, and the girl explained each question to me very seriously, and kept asking: Will you know? Did you understand this question? Would I like to tell you again? ”

My comprehension ability is quite good, and having a girl who studies well to tutor me with homework can be described as twice the result with half the effort.

In the examination room, when I got the test paper and saw the test questions, I was not panicked, but calmly began to answer the questions.

After answering the question, I secretly used my mobile phone to send the answer to the ostrich and copied it to the dormitory, but I didn't expect the ostrich to simply reply to me: "Get out, don't fool me." ”

After reading it, I got very angry and replied: "Grass, believe it or not, don't believe it." ”

"You haven't studied hard, who dares to believe your answers, how hard you have worked these days, you can definitely take the test Ma Rong, and you definitely can't take the test."

After I read it, I stopped talking and didn't bother to pay attention to him.

After the exam, I thought I could end my sophomore year of high school, but I didn't expect that I couldn't avoid the things I didn't want to face after all.

Gillian called me to the playground that night, and I knew that nothing good was going on, so I smoked all the way and went over with my head.

The two didn't speak, and after a long time, Gillian said, "Don't you have nothing to say?" ”

I continued to be silent, and sometimes it's nice to be silent, to pretend I don't know anything.

"Don't you don't speak, am I losing to naivety, or to maturity, am I not good to you? I am willing to die for you for you, why are you so ruthless to me, do I still want to thank you for your ruthlessness, let me learn to die, learn to be cruel, why do you treat me like this? ”

It's impossible for me to see Gillian stop talking, but I don't know what to say.

"I'm sorry, you and I are not good, I can't give you happiness, it's not worth your cherishing."

"What the hell are you farting, happiness is not innate, it only started when I was with you, and you haven't cherished it."

"Gillian, don't be like this, I know that you are good to me, but I can only treat you as my sister, if there is a next life, I will swear to you today, in the next life, I Qiao San will be good to you, and I will be good to you with all I have."

"In the next life, I will not be human, I will be your heart, if I don't beat, you will have to die, I am not afraid that you will leave me." Gillian's eyes turned red as she spoke, and she wanted to shed tears.

"Third brother, you can do so much for Ma Rong, even at the risk of being expelled, holding a bouquet of flowers, holding a ring, breaking into the girls' dormitory at night, and taking people away, I have paid so much, what can you do for me?" Gillian asked me, especially looking forward to my answer.

"Gillian, I know that you have paid a lot for it, and I also want to give you something in return, whatever you want, or what you want me to do for you, I am willing, it can be regarded as my compensation to you."

"You're telling the truth, you're willing to do anything, aren't you?" Gillian asked.

"It's true, as long as I can do it, I'm willing." I also swore and said, "As long as you want, as long as I have it, I will give it to you." ”

"Then you can also give me a night break into the girls' dormitory and kidnap me, okay?"

"This ...... I ......, "I squeaked and didn't know how to answer."

"I dare to do that because I like Ma Rong." I say.

"Don't you like me, then?" Gillian said and started crying again.

I can't lie to myself about this kind of thing, I said, "You're not like her." ”

"It's different, it's different." Gillian cried and said: "It's all women, I also have what she has, I even love you more than her, why is it different." ”

"That's it...... It just feels different, Gillian. I said.

"That means you didn't do it for me, did you?" Gillian stopped crying and looked at me and said.

I didn't hesitate to nod and say, "Yes, I really can't do this." ”

Gillian looked at me and cried for a while, held back for a while, cried for a while, and then said to me very calmly: "Third brother, it's okay, I'm just joking with you, I don't want you to do anything for me at all, love is not to take, but to give, people have to get hurt themselves after all, so they will know how much it hurts." ”

I heard Gillian say this, and my heart began to feel uncomfortable, it's rare for Gillian to be so good to me, I'm so to people, I'm really not a thing.

Gillian stood there crying, I couldn't give her a hug, I was afraid that I wouldn't let go if I hugged her.

In the end, Gillian left by herself, and I didn't know where she went, so I went back to the dormitory, followed my brothers to drink and smoke heartlessly, and bid farewell to the second year of high school.

Still drank too much, drunk in a mess, and didn't remember anything.

When I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, I woke up the steamed buns and went to the toilet to smoke together.

I said: "Steamed buns, I know that you are a person who does not like to talk, you said that you are a brother like a lover, but you also have the right to pursue the person you like, everyone has a person who likes it very much in their hearts, but some people are very brave, and some people put it in their hearts, you are a big man, be brave, go and fight for yourself." ”

The steamed bun was still half-drunk and half-awake, shaking his head and nodding, not knowing what he was thinking.

I continued: "I already know that Gillian's gifts are all given by you, you have silently liked her for so long, and you care about her so much, Gillian still thinks it's me, you don't want to be sneaky anymore, if you want to love, you have to be open, and you have to love vigorously." ”

As soon as Mantou heard me say Gillian, he immediately woke up and looked at me with a look in his eyes.

I said, "You're awake, did you hear what I just said?" ”

Mantou nodded, took a puff of cigarette and said, "Third brother, do you say that what I did is wrong, in fact, I don't have too many requirements, I can be good to her, I can send her things, and I am content when I see her happy." ”

"There is no right or wrong in love, no one can control someone who loves them, and no one is wrong."

"I'm afraid that if I say it, I won't have to do anything about the love between me and my brothers and Gillian."

"It's okay, the brothers all know about you, they all admire you, you can always be so good to Gillian, it's too late to be ashamed, you can rest assured, as for Gillian, she doesn't know that it was a gift from you, you can watch it."

The steamed bun looked at the cute one, didn't know what he was thinking, and suddenly said: "Gillian doesn't owe me anything, I don't want to bother her, if fate comes, love will naturally come, let it be." ”

"Gillian is a good girl."

"Yes, I think so, so I've always secretly liked her."

I realized that only steamed buns among us are simple and happy, because he can see and think openly.

I didn't say anything, and I slept until dawn when I got back.