There are all kinds of people in the world, everyone has their own secrets, secrets can be big or small, some serious, some not serious, but the reason why secrets are called secrets, the most fundamental key point is that they don't want to be known by others.

People who have the courage to tell their inner secrets are actually very remarkable, especially those ugly and shady secrets, which are even more difficult to tell.

Most people in the world are dancing with masks, and they like to show their glamorous side to others, and for some secrets that cannot be seen, most of them choose to rot in their hearts for the rest of their lives, which can be regarded as a sense of self-protection.

Zhao Min is no exception, she is like most successful people, she has her own proud and proud side, which is well known, Zhao Min is also willing to show her superior side to everyone, because the good side is acceptable to everyone, and Zhao Min himself can also accept it.

It's just that people must also accept the other side that they can't accept, there is no absolutely perfect person in the world, the difference is only how a person should look at himself, other people's views and opinions are actually not important to a person, at least not as important as they imagined, so for some things that are not visible, the most fundamental reason is just that the person can't face himself.

Zhao Min is forcing herself to face herself now, although she is telling me the secret in her heart, but in fact she is confiding in herself, telling the secret and getting liberation is Zhao Min herself, it doesn't have much to do with me, can I still laugh at her or despise her?

Or even if I was extremely disdainful of what Zhao Min had done, and even showed it unabashedly, what could I do? Compared to Zhao Min, this is just an attitude of others, can other people's attitudes affect her life?

Therefore, a person's so-called secret that cannot see the light is actually far from being as serious as he imagined, as long as he has the courage to face it, it is not a big deal at all, at least I think Zhao Min's secret is nothing, isn't it a butterfly, I finally know what a butterfly is.

Butterflies, it turned out to be nothing more than a feminine self-soothing product, with tentacles and wings, I can't imagine a more specific thing like a butterfly, but I know what its purpose is.

Zhao Min's secret is a butterfly, when she told me this secret, I did feel a little surprised, because I didn't expect that Zhao Min's unspeakable secret was just a kind of women's self-comfort, what kind of secret is this, and what is not visible, physiological needs, is it normal for a woman to live for nearly thirty years and not experience that kind of thing? I don't think that's normal.

So Zhao Min's secret is not a secret at all, anyway, I think it's very ordinary, I didn't expect Zhao Min to feel ashamed to say it because of such an extremely ordinary thing, okay, I couldn't help but smile bitterly and shook my head, Zhao Min's requirements for himself are too high.

"You...... You laugh at me......"

Zhao Min was already under the so-called huge pressure when she confided her inner secrets, so her nerves were very sensitive, I smiled bitterly disapplausively, Zhao Min actually thought that I was laughing at her, her cheeks suddenly turned red, and there was a kind of shame and annoyance in her eyes, I think Zhao Min may even be annoyed and angry.

I hurriedly put on a serious appearance and said: "No, you misunderstood what I meant, I just think that you are not a secret at all, isn't it just self-comforting, what's the big deal, this is just a life experience, it's normal, you don't need to feel guilty or blame yourself for it, it's just a psychological effect." ”

"But...... But I really couldn't forgive myself that day...... That was my first time, how could I be so confused, I ...... later. Later, I was still addicted to it and couldn't extricate myself, I ...... I'm really a shameless woman......"

When Zhao Min said this, he was a little entangled, and I faintly thought of a picture.

In the dead of night, the boudoir of the flower girl, Zhao Min's faintly restless heart, she couldn't sleep in the bed over and over, and her ignorant and throbbing mood was like a spell that plagued her thoughts, and the long night was so long.

Maybe it's a ghost, Zhao Min can't control her mood more and more, driven by curiosity, and that kind of faint restlessness, Zhao Min finally compromised herself, she covered herself deeply under the quilt, the quilt was very light and soft and impermeable, Zhao Min felt that she was completely isolated from the outside world, so she felt that the next thing was only known by herself, no matter what she did, it was her own secret.

Needless to say, the next thing can be imagined, Zhao Min became more and more addicted under the natural reaction of her body, and in her confusion, she went deeper into the butterfly without thinking about it, and then she was even more unable to extricate herself, which was a life experience that she had never had before.

It's just that after experiencing the ultimate happiness, Zhao Min has to face the consequences of her ignorance and ignorance, the most precious thing of a girl is no longer there, she is no longer a girl, or it can be said that at that time, Zhao Min was under the psychological effect of extreme panic, she would face her absurd behavior with another mood, she felt that she was no longer pure.

The definition of purity is ingrained in some people, it has to do with a person's mind and her previous education, I think Zhao Min is actually very conservative in some way, and as a result, when that happens, Zhao Min will definitely feel deep guilt and self-blame afterwards, especially when it was her first time, the absurd first time, she was actually taken away by an object called a butterfly.

This kind of result, Zhao Min must not be able to face it calmly, her psychological pressure must be very great, and then the whole thing has been plaguing Zhao Min's life, maybe people who don't know this secret can't understand Zhao Min's pressure, but she can't get rid of it, so for a long time, this matter has become a piece of Zhao Min's heart.

And as Zhao Min's social status improves day by day, she will definitely be more and more unable to get rid of this matter, and this psychology is easy to understand.

For example, the wife of a big man is graceful and luxurious, and her status is in the middle of the day, she can accompany her husband to attend high-end occasions glamorously, and even appear on TV and news, radiant, but in her heart, she can never get rid of the days when she used to be a dancer in a song hall, the higher her status, the more afraid she is of being turned out by others.

Isn't this a psychological effect, even if it is not turned out, she will still be scared and panicked, so although some people have a seemingly calm smile on their faces, but her psychological pressure is simply incomprehensible to others, after all, the previous facts cannot be changed, and she will always be troubled by her own heart disease.