My question hit the nail on the head, facing the aspect that Zhao Min was most unwilling to face in her heart, she turned pale after hearing it, she shook her head in pain, and suddenly threw the DV in her hand hard, and fell on the wall with a 'pop', and the DV was scrapped.

The scrapping of DV can't change anything, and it's impossible to erase the facts of the past, there are some things you don't dare to face, it doesn't mean that everything doesn't exist, the root of the problem is still there, not to mention that there is a backup on Gong Jiu's side, what's the point of Zhao Min breaking a DV?

I can't give Zhao Min a chance to escape from reality, I'm like a doctor now, I have to cut the tumor in Zhao Min's heart immediately, only by releasing the poisonous blood, Zhao Min can really heal, it's not okay to be afraid of pain, even if it's painful, she has to endure it, I force Zhao Min to face reality.

"Is it really that hard to face?" I questioned Zhao Mindao, "If you don't dare to face it now, it will ruin your life in the near future, are you willing to be coerced by Gong Jiu?" Are you willing to end up ruining everything about yourself like your boyfriend? Now that you are facing it, you can at least turn back, instead of sinking into it step by step, and in the end you have no chance to turn back. ”

"No, I don't want to say, it's all in the past, it's over!"

Zhao Min just shook her head in pain, her emotions were a little out of control, at this time, in my eyes, Zhao Min was just an extremely fragile woman, fragile and helpless.

But I still have to continue to force her, I looked directly at Zhao Min and said: "You passed, but Gong Jiu couldn't get by, maybe he won't need you for the time being, but your handle is in his hands, can you really feel at ease?" Maybe one day he will threaten you based on this, but it becomes a nightmare, haunting you all the time, you will be worried, you will be afraid, you will not have peace for a day. ”

"No, it won't, he doesn't know what a butterfly is, no one knows what a butterfly is......"

"But you know." I interrupted unceremoniously, "You can run away from everything, but you can't escape your own heart, isn't it just a secret, is it really that serious?" Murder and arson have the opportunity to repent and rehabilitate, and what is the big sin that you dare not face, only by speaking out can you truly liberate yourself, when do you want to escape? ”

"I, I'm ......" Zhao Min faintly hesitated.

I evaded the important and enlightened: "You really killed someone? ”

"No, of course I don't have ......"

"Have you sinned? Have you ever done something against your conscience? ”

"No, it's not ...... as you think"

"Then what is there to hesitate, neither murder nor arson, nor violation of conscience, what secret cannot be told?"

"But...... But what about it...... I...... I really...... It's me who didn't do it right......"

"Then you can treat me as a priest and repent once, it's just a mistake, everyone makes mistakes, what's the big deal? It's easy to say it, you can also let go of the burden and start over, don't you want to live a little easier? ”

"I ...... I was just...... I don't know what to say...... I really...... Can't open your mouth......"

"Or, let's exchange with each other, and I'll tell you the secrets of my heart, and I'll say ...... first, for the sake of fairness."

I hesitated slightly and began to say to Zhao Min that I was not very calm in my heart, indeed, it is a little difficult to speak directly to my heart, my matter is not too ugly, but when I really want to say it, I am still a little entangled, I think I can understand Zhao Min's current mood.

But I still boldly said it, I said something about women, Zhang Yan and Zhang Lijuan, I have two women at the same time, I can't choose between the tenderness and sweetness of the two women, because I really like them, I can't give up any of them, I even want to hide it for the rest of my life, I am very shameless and want to occupy the happiness of two women at the same time.

This situation, how to put it, is really wrong, so I can't be calm in my heart.

Especially every time I face Zhang Yan or Zhang Lijuan alone, Zhang Yan treats me wholeheartedly, and Zhang Lijuan simply believes that I am her only one, and the eyes of both of them are very clear, which also shows their inner calmness, such a woman has the happiness of a man.

But I was not satisfied, I just shamelessly wanted to have it all, so their clear eyes made my heart weak for a while, I felt guilty and ashamed, and I had to excuse myself with a reason that was not a reason.

I often say to myself, don't be stupid, what's the big deal, aren't men all like this, in the eyes of men, women are just an abstract collective concept, in a pure sense, there is no difference between occupying one woman and occupying ten thousand women. If it weren't for the constraints of morality or discipline or money, any man would be willing to occupy more women, which is a common trait of men, so my practice of having two women at the same time is not really so shameless, at best, I am a layman.

I told my secrets and opinions to Zhao Min unreservedly, right and wrong were put aside first, at least boldly said it, I felt that my heart was not as depressed as before.

Zhao Min was stunned when she heard it, she was a little incredible, after all, Zhang Yan and Zhang Lijuan were both Zhao Min's subordinates, and she knew each other, so the matter of the three of us was really very touching to Zhao Min.

People are like this, for example, when you look at the things that happen to people you don't know in the news, even if they are outrageous, you won't feel how serious, but if those things happen to people you know around you, it's a little difficult to accept.

Zhao Min just looked at me incredulously, and she suddenly said to me: "You are really shameless, how can you be like this, do you know that doing this is a great harm to women?" ”

I smiled wryly and nodded, I said I was also helpless, after all, I can't let go of two women, if it were you, what would you do?

Zhao Min opened her mouth, but she didn't say a word, maybe she also felt that this was a problem.

Emotional matters are actually difficult problems, and no one can really explain anything, because the emergence of feelings is not controlled by a person's reason at all, so it makes no sense, or how to call it feelings? The root of affection is sensibility.

I just smiled very easily: "So we can't find a reasonable answer, in fact, people are like this, we all understand the truth, but sometimes we really can't choose right or wrong, and we are more confused when we go to the heart, some things we do are done, there is no point in escaping, the most important thing is to dare to face yourself, do it right, we will face it calmly, do it wrong, we don't want to be arrogant, the problem is really as serious as we imagined?" It's just a different point of view. ”

Zhao Min was thoughtful, maybe the secret in her heart was just the cognitive level of a thought concept, and the mistake she thought was not necessarily the absolute mistake, so what did she dare not say?

Finally, Zhao Min said to me as if he had made up his mind: "Okay, Han Bin, let me tell you, this is a secret that has been bothering me for many years. ”