With such a sensational calculation, no matter what kind of thoughts he was full of, it seems that I have never rejected him for so many years.

All of a sudden, we're scared that if we continue to play this boring role-playing game, we'll all go from being excited at the beginning to turning into disgust later.

Qian Mao let go of my hand without warning, and the whole palm of his hand was a cool feeling of loss with nowhere to place.

Then he stopped, and I unconsciously stopped.

Such a passive and pretentious behavior obviously aroused his disgust.

In addition to not liking such and such things, the thing I don't like the most is actually myself.

"Wang Qi, last night's incident."

I put away the episodes of Qiong Yao in my mind, because what I should face must always be faced, regardless of the honey overflowing in my heart from the previous shot.

He looked up and patiently asked him, "What happened last night?" ”

He thought I was angry, so he kept softening his tone, looked at me deeply for a few seconds, and then said seriously: "Yes, I can understand your anger and anger, but you know that it has nothing to do with me, although I didn't tell you that I was wrong." However, I don't think it's going to do any good to the three of us or even Haoyu by saying it, so. ”

I smiled, found the wrong center, and asked puzzledly: "Qian Mao, why do you always omit to speak this time, is it difficult to speak?" ”

Qian Mao's expression became even more distressed, "No, I just don't know how to explain it." ”

"Explain? Why do you want to explain to me, have you done something wrong? ”

He was silent, with an indescribable sense of déjà vu.

I tried to say it less difficult: "Whether Wu Ya likes you, or she gets drunk and grabs me by the collar and cries and says she hates me, wants me to disappear and never appear in front of you." Actually, I don't care at all, so you really don't have to explain it to me by looking like you've betrayed me. It's not a gamble, I just hope that you, a man named Qian Mao, have always been on my side, do you understand? ”

After that, I felt out of breath.

I stretched out my hand to stop him from making a gesture to come over and hug my hands, saying something that surprised even me, "Stop, I'm a little messy now, and my mind is full of Wu Ya's crying last night." So this time, change your sanity, don't get close yet, or I'll really twist things that I didn't have anything to do with in the past into a bad one. ”

Immediately turned his face away and didn't see the expression on his face.

Although it is very clear subconsciously that this has nothing to do with Qian Mao at all, but the fact that you are too charming and have fascinated my friend is undeniably something that has always been my concern before and now and in the future.

To put it bluntly, I'm starting to hold back a little bit.

After Jian Yan left last night as if she was sad and happy, Qian Mao came in a hurry, and he just opened his mouth to call me.

Wu Ya, who was sleeping in my arms, suddenly woke up, in fact, I should have reacted at that moment, and then isolated her from Qian Mao.

But he blamed himself for being too thin and weak to carry Wu Ya's weight, so he couldn't compromise.

When Qian Mao easily picked up Wu Ya and walked to the gate, I silently followed behind, and the uneasy emotions instantly occupied my brain.

I didn't want to stride forward, Qian Mao accidentally kicked the obstacle under his feet, and then fell to the ground with Wu Ya.

So what I don't mind is what kind of expression Qian Mao has on his face, and how anxious I am to check if Wu Ya is hurt? After all, it's hard to like someone who is kinder than yourself.

Thus, my anger at the moment is not due to such trivial things as jealousy and jealousy.

Wu Ya may have been too moved to see Qian Mao so nervous, and my first thought was to understand her.

As a result, she cried aggrievedly in front of me, and then hugged Qian Mao, and I was able to convince myself to forgive her. Because no one can stop a crush on a person who suffers from gains and losses, is so fascinated that he does things that are not controlled by himself.

I just clenched my fists and watched numbly at what was happening in front of me.

Qian Mao was startled at first, and then vigorously pushed Wu Ya away, to be honest, I was happy in my heart. Especially looking at Wu Ya lying on the ground in despair, I actually felt that Qian Mao breathed a sigh of relief for me.

How come it is that no one has taught me to be a good person who tolerates everywhere and puts myself in the shoes of others.

Wu Ya suddenly seemed to be a different person, and I wondered where she came from, and pointed at me viciously and said to Qian Mao: "Are you pushing me away because of her?" Why the hell do you like her? I'm sincere, too, can't you see? As she spoke, she supported the ground with her palms, barely straightened her upper body, and the whole person who cried was weak and weak, and her tears dripped on the grass with her head down, "I'm sorry, I also know that I don't have anything worthy of your liking." So after falling in love and making myself work hard to like Haoyu, I think I should be happy. ”

I spread out my palms that had been exerted too much and left nail marks, and wanted to be merciful enough to go over and hold Wu Ya's body that was about to fall.

Unexpectedly, when she saw me come forward, after a flash of hatred in her eyes, she unexpectedly did not push me away, but grabbed my equally trembling arm with a trembling arm, and said pleadingly: "Wang Qi, can you give me Qian Mao?" ”

Before I could react first, it was important to weigh whether it was important to take a stand or to coax her first.

Qian Mao had already pulled me up, and then with a more pleading and urgent gaze than Wu Ya, he said to me deeply: "Don't want Wang Qi, even if it's a lie, I don't want to hear you say that you will leave me." ”

Listening to these affectionate words, there seemed to be a voice in his heart that was about to move, he said: "Look at Wang Qi, you are a kind girl who will sacrifice herself for others in his eyes." Don't you feel embarrassed and ashamed? Do you deserve his liking? ”

Yes, I finally felt ashamed, and now I can't even speak.

Seeing my hesitant appearance, Qian Mao's preconceived understanding became hesitation, he tried to put his thoughts on me, and yelled impatiently: "Wang Qi, don't stop talking, even if you scold me for being selfish, you are not allowed to promise her, and you can't lie." ”

At this time, my brain was blank, and the ghost smiled at him.

Wu Ya's voice sounded heart-rending behind me, and she said, "Wang Qi, promise me quickly!" ”

I slowly turned back to the owner of the voice, and was caught by her by the neckline, not threatening, I think she had used all her strength when she got up angrily.

Wu Ya's eyes widened as if she had a blood feud with me and had been tortured, "Wang Qi, it's just me begging you, if it's okay for you to disappear, I beg you." ”

I snorted faintly: "Please? ”

She nodded vigorously, "I'll give you whatever you want, as long as you disappear in front of Qian Mao's eyes." ”

"Wu Ya, can you stop making trouble?" This sentence was repeatedly endured by Qian Mao, who did not hesitate to tear his face with Wu Ya and roar.

I looked at Wu Ya's unwillingness to give up with an expressionless face, and easily took away her hand that grabbed my neckline, and said without fear of any lethality: "I want Qian Mao, do you have it?" ”

The memory regresses to here, Qian Mao, who was originally behind me. His raised arms stiffened in the air for a long time, and finally hung down at his sides when he was tired.

The sentence before leaving, "I'm sorry, I'll try to stay away from you during this time." "It was as if a sharp dagger had pierced my heart, and it hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.

After all, we were so good just now.

I don't remember how long I stood in place, but fortunately I remember the last time Qian Mao took me to skip class, I climbed over the wall and went out. So after the class bell rang for a few minutes, I snuck out.

If you think about it, there is no place to spend time, and you walk along the road for a long time. Until all eyes are full of trees and neat grass.

I was really tired, so I lay on the bench on the side of the road and used my schoolbag as a pillow without an image, trying to rest for a while.

Alone in the sparse past, it is inevitable to feel lonely, the leaves that accidentally fell on my body attracted my attention, picked up in front of me and looked carefully, you can clearly see the veins of the leaves.

I remember when I was a child, I used to collect fallen leaves one by one downstairs in the community to play, don't ask me why I am like this

Boring, because no one wants to play with me, and I don't want to play those childish peek-a-boo games with them.

Don't ask me if I hate Wu Ya, of course, the word hate is more serious.

But following the most honest thoughts in my heart, I don't want to fall out with her, and I'm sure she thinks so too.

Originally, this little thing about feelings, isn't it just that you torture me, and I torture you.

So it doesn't matter if I take a step back, I have to pay the debt anyway.

But friendship is so precious that we have to get together even if we hit our heads and bleed.

In the final analysis, it's all because of loneliness, and too familiar with each other's unsociable personalities, and the superficial cheerfulness is not enough to say anything.

In the way of breaking the can and breaking it, it should be, if I ignore you, probably no one in this world will be friends with you.

The fallen leaf I had just picked up covered my eyes for some time, and I suddenly woke up, and immediately bounced off the stool when I was about to fall asleep.

Fortunately, I covered my chest, and my head was a little dizzy.

This novel comes from reading books