I watched a movie in the afternoon as an end, and the person who escaped from the class wanted to go crazy.

Returning home, I collapsed weakly on the couch and watched the reflection in the TV. It dawned on me that if I didn't do something, I might lock myself in my memories and not be able to get out.

"Bad things must be thrown away!" These are the words my father had said to me. At that time, his majestic and tall image collapsed at the moment when he smashed the fish tank at home in a rage, and his eyes were sparkling and he grabbed his mother's neck, so he took the best things with him when he divorced his mother.

At that time, when I was a few years old, in addition to not understanding the reason for their quarrel, I didn't understand that my grandmother and others talked about my father's existence with the words "car accident" and "death".

It was only later that I learned that they were carried away by love, and they gave birth to me with a hot head when both parties did not even have the ability to bear it, which was an unfortunate thing that I would understand. Ironically, the people on my father's side still don't know I exist. So how did he hide these facts, and now he has successfully married a flowery wife and has a three-year-old son. Fortunately, their union is above board and protected by the law, otherwise I really can't guarantee what kind of adjective I will add to the posterior? It's hard to think about.

It's not complaining, it's not that I feel that my childhood was miserable, that something was missing. After all, what kind of family I was born in was not a choice for me.

It's just that when I face a family like Qian Mao, I inevitably feel inferior, and it has nothing to do with money and status.

Looking up at the wall clock on the wall, he immediately got up and took out vegetables and meat from the refrigerator. It's a pity that there isn't much left, otherwise I would really be cooking a big table.

After nearly an hour of busy work, the apron was stained, probably because I hadn't cooked for too long, and it was inevitable that I would be in a hurry.

I simply tasted it before serving it on the table, and it tasted good, although the sale was a little different.

There was a sound of the door opening from the entrance, and after a while, the mother's unsteady breath asked: "Qi Qi, is it you?" Didn't you go to school, how are you cooking?

"I was a little uncomfortable in the afternoon, so I took a leave of absence from class." I lied without blushing and my heart beating.

Apparently she believed it, and with the bag in her hand, she immediately walked to the dining table and sniffed, "Well, it's so fragrant, so this girl just has to be able to cook." ”

I nodded and walked out of the kitchen with a bowl, smiled playfully and said, "I know this without you saying it." ”

"I know you're usually so lazy that you don't help your mother cook?"

"Isn't that what it did? By the way, the bathroom light is broken, I'll fix it later, and you'll go later. ”

"Okay, then I'll change my clothes and come out to try your handiwork."

After saying that, she walked into the bedroom with a smile.

So you see, in fact, she and I can live very well. The unpleasant smell of cigarettes and endless bickering are avoided.

After dinner, I changed the light bulb in the bathroom, and I took my mother for a walk around the neighborhood.

She asked coldly: "Qi Qi, did you encounter something at school?" ”

I shook my head slowly, not guessing her intentions, and whispered, "Mom, I suddenly want to go to where my grandmother lives." ”

"Isn't it good to stay with me?"

"No, I just think that although my grandmother is in the countryside, the transportation is not convenient, and there is nothing I like to eat. But the air is good, and people don't have so many eyes. ”

Mother suddenly laughed, "Yo, when did our family Qi Qi become so sentimental." ”

I stepped on the road step by step, and said quietly, "Grandma's mud-filled path is soft when it rains, and I like it very much." ”

"When the holidays are over, you can stay for a month!" She patted the back of my hand gently.

"Okay, I can't wait."

The color of the sky became darker and darker, and when she took her mother's hand and walked into the alley, she met acquaintances and chatted.

I could only be a foil on the sidelines, holding an ice cream I bought from the supermarket and chewing absentmindedly.

From time to time, there were one or two fireflies flying in the bushes, and I excitedly pulled my mother's arm and said, "Mom, I forgot that my grandmother still has fireflies there." ”

Mother smiled helplessly.

Lying in bed and battling the ceiling at night makes me lose sleep more often than the cold winter.

So I got up and sneaked from the bedroom to the living room, inexplicably wanting to watch a pantomime. Like when I was a child, the only pleasure was watching TV series.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I got the remote control, I heard the voice of my mother talking from her bedroom.

Feeling bad, he walked cautiously over and attached his ear to the door.

In fact, the sound insulation of the old house is not good, and I don't need to do it at all to hear the sound of the voice inside. But in order to listen to it word for word, it had to be so.

All because I heard the word "Satsuki".

"Lin Zihui, how can you be so confused? Satsuki is your daughter, and you don't care if you are not responsible when she is a child. I'm young and ignorant when you're young, and I, who is my sister, will carry the burden for you. But now, how can you still think about being happy and happy? ”

After a while, I couldn't react to the content behind this short dialogue, and it was my mother's angry voice again: "How can you let Xiaoyue move in with Lao Jiang's son?" ”

I felt that my palms were becoming stronger, but I couldn't resist anything, so I could only hold on harder.

"If you don't take the title of Mrs. Jiang well, break it as soon as possible, don't put your daughter in it. You don't care what others think, I care about Satsuki's reputation. She was fourteen years old, not the same little girl she was a few years old. If you can't take care of her, send her back, and I'll raise her! ”

It turns out that the end of compromise and concession is not the gratitude and love of others.

Selfish people are always selfish and can't change.

Then it was blank for a long time, until there was no more movement, and then I returned to my room thoughtfully and slept all night.

The next day seems to have more to face than yesterday.

Qian Mao's empty seat and Wu Ya pretended to be crazy and stupid.

For the first time, I felt that I could be so tired to maintain a relationship, but fortunately I didn't run into Jiang Zeyi all day. Otherwise, I really don't have the confidence to stop myself from asking him about Xiaoyue.

During my lunch break, I stared at my phone on my desk and didn't have the courage to pick it up.

After Wu Ya and the squad leader came back from the canteen, they sat next to their mobile phones and said leisurely: "Wang Qi, you are iron-beaten, aren't you hungry?" ”

I glanced at her, subconsciously displeased, "Go, my sister is annoying." ”

"Yo, so fierce! Looks like I'll have to stay away from you to avoid hurting the innocent. ”

I glanced impatiently at the person who had moved my ass away from my desk, and then lay down in front of my phone.

Can't fight, can't fight, can't fight.

It was still useless to hypnotize myself repeatedly like this, so I simply turned off my mobile phone and plunged it into the book.

If it weren't for the commotion coming from the class, I think I would have had a hard time convincing myself to keep my head up.

Then what I didn't expect was that Ji Yu was actually on the bar with Lin Xi, still at the door of our classroom.

The first message sent out by the brain is to have a lively look, don't look at it in vain, don't care what he is for.

Of course, when I thought like this, Wu Ya was already standing in front of me with an excited face, "Let's go, Wang Qi will watch the excitement." ”

I immediately got up and followed Wu Ya.

If you want to say that Lin Xi, this girl can really make trouble, looking at her self-righteous appearance, it seems that she has made up her mind to become a school figure.

The bad atmosphere is that Ji Yu's lines are always reluctant to change, and it is still the same sentence, "I warn you, you keep me away from Jiang Ze, otherwise don't blame me for being polite." Oh, I don't dare to come to him without looking at my own virtues. ”

I couldn't help but complain in my heart, just this bit of rotten bridge, it has appeared in TV series no less than 100 times, just Lin Xi's character of not hitting the south wall and not looking back, can scare her? I advise you to come out with a fruit knife and talk!

I saw Lin Xi smile calmly, and then said gently: "Senior sister, you misunderstood, I just accidentally bumped into Senior Jiang today and signed the pen he dropped, so I just want to return him." ”

Saying that, Lin Xi could really take out a gel pen in style.

This kind of means that is even lower than touching porcelain, how can Ji Yu buy it, he knocked off the gel pen in Lin Xi's hand with his backhand, and snorted contemptuously: "Then you really have a heart, but you don't have to pay back a bargain like this, if you like it, use it, anyway, it's just a pen, and he still drops it." ”

Lin Xitieqing's face almost made me think that her next move would be to pull the hair of Ji Yu, who insulted her simple motives, after all, this girl is really powerful when she moves.

But I was wrong, her ability to swallow her anger seems to have grown a lot in the wall again and again.

He nodded politely at Ji Yu, then picked up the pen on the ground, turned around and left.

Wu Ya sighed in disappointment, "What's the matter, I thought there was a good show to watch, and this is the end?" What's wrong with Lin Xi's girl? ”

"How can it be over, of course it's behind the scenes. It's not that you don't know that Lin Xi, this girl, can't taste the sweetness in Qian Mao, she must have found a soft persimmon to start, who made Jiang Ze be polite and polite to anyone. ”

Ji Yu suddenly turned his head and glared at me viciously, I spread my hands and said innocently: "It's just the truth, if you don't like to listen, just sit and watch her play well." ”

"Wang Qi, don't forget that you are my person, what kind of cool words do you say?"

Wu Ya took over excitedly, "Kao, how did she become your person?" ”

Ji Yu glanced at Wu Ya lightly and said to me, "Don't run away after school, accompany me to Jiang Zeyi's house." After speaking, he entered the classroom with his hands crossed over his chest.

"Wang Qi, I think you need to explain what Ji Yu just said."

"Explain what?" I asked, puzzled.

The natural answer: "What else could it be, of course why did you rebel?" ”

I couldn't help but laugh and looked at Wu Ya's serious face, "This is also called mutiny, do we have an organization?" ”

"I don't care, you can be honest anyway."

I patted Wu Ya's head, "What the hell, because you have watched so many TV series, haven't you heard a sentence that the enemy of the enemy is a friend?" ”

"Then there's no need to be friends with this kind of despised rich lady." Wu Ya complained unhappily.

My expression suddenly darkened, and I said, "This has nothing to do with the background, don't forget that Qian Mao is also a rich man, and he doesn't like to hear people say this." We're his friends, so anyone can say that, but we can't, you know? ”

Wu Ya curled the corners of her mouth with interest, and argued: "I don't generalize, it's just that I can't get used to her usually too arrogant appearance." ”

"Alright," I was in a hurry to change the subject, otherwise the conversation with Wu Ya would look too fake, "It's almost class, let's go in!" ”

This book was first published in Reading Rim