"Don't you know that I'm worried about you! Do you know how worried I am about your sudden disappearance? I said in a hoarse voice, holding her tightly in my arms, as hard as if I wanted to carry her into my body.

"I, I'm not here to surprise you, look at me like this, I've never seen it before! In fact, only my parents have seen this kind of appearance, and you are the third. She muttered, and my heart suddenly trembled, it turned out that she disappeared for a moment just to surprise me.

"I'd rather not have this surprise than the worry I felt just now." I looked at Zhao Qingwan, who was standing on the side of the road obediently like a little girl who had done something wrong, and the anger in my heart disappeared by half, after all, she was probably quite aggrieved, but I just didn't want her to be like this, because I would be worried.

"At least it's not all bad, but it's still a little bit good. If I hadn't found me, I wouldn't have known that you really didn't care about me, and you didn't speak in the right voice when you looked so anxious," she muttered, but was obviously very happy.

"What are you talking about!! Who's in a hurry with you, I'm just" I vaguely heard what she said, and suddenly I didn't know what to say.

"By the way, what about your shoes? Where did it go? ”

"It's in the car." She pointed in the direction of the car next to her.

Without any hesitation, I just grabbed her hand, and then half-hugged her and walked towards the car.

Her face was slightly red, but her hand did not have any struggle and resistance, so I was led to the front, when I opened the back door, I saw that under the back seat, Zhao Qingwan's white shoes were lying there quietly, I put her on the back seat, and then picked up the shoes, raised her feet and looked at her and said gently, "I'll help you put it on." ”

She lifted her foot up and put it in the air, but when my hand touched her foot, she still habitually stepped back, and I grabbed her foot again, and her face was already red and shy, like a little red apple.

I slowly helped her put on one shoe, and then grabbed her other foot in the same way, this time she didn't hesitate, just raised her foot, and repeated the same action for me.

At this moment, I slowly put on the rest of her shoes, and looked at her quietly after putting them on, her face was full of happy smiles, and with a little shyness, she looked at me with the most innocent smile.

"Qingwan, actually, I'm just so nervous, my heart is beating all the time." Looking at her, I said it without any disguise.

"Mingxuan, me too! I'm so nervous too."

"I want to confess to you, but I still lack a little courage, I don't know how to say it, I don't know how to say that I like you. So, since I met you for so long, I've been suppressing myself and not daring to tell you. Because I was afraid of that ending, I didn't even dare admit it when people asked me if I liked you. ”

"I know, but I'm also scared that you don't know, you're the first person to show up to me as such a scoundrel, but out of the blue, you know? From beginning to end, I was just afraid that you didn't understand me, but I didn't hate you at all; Maybe when I first met you at the beginning, there was indeed a misunderstanding, I thought you were a big pervert, a stinky hooligan, and scolded you, and even caused you to be really accused by thousands of people, but it's okay, I later knew that it was a misunderstanding, although I didn't tell you, but I have always felt a little guilty in my heart. Later, Bixia said to find you a job, so I asked you to come to me to try it, so you appeared later. Zhao Qingwan paused and immediately continued.

"But the more I have been in contact with you for a long time, I have found that I am slowly becoming more and more interested in you, and in terms of some attention to you, although it is more of a quarrel between the two of us, I have to say that I am slowly beginning to care about you; Seeing you walking too close to other girls, I will be very angry, I don't know if this is jealous, but even Bixia and you get close to me I will be jealous; You don't know how angry I was when I first knew that you and Bixia were sharing a house together, I don't know if I liked it, but I told all this today, just to make myself more sober, I don't want to continue to be confused in this feeling of understanding, I want to find the answer in my heart! I don't know if you like me or not, but I found that you are so good to me for no reason, and you care about me without regrets, and you give me a feeling that no one has ever given me, so I don't want to lose the opportunity, so I said it. ”

"And have you found your answer now?" I was also deeply shocked, I never thought that Zhao Qingwan would think of such a thing, but she never said it.

"I have found the answer, not long ago, I met Guo Yao, she gave me the answer, and she also made me clear about my heart."

"Did you see her? Where is she? What do you say? ”

Zhao Qingwan slowly turned around and looked into the distance, with a brisk step, I followed her on this road, she said to me while walking again: "Don't regret if you like someone, a regret may become the regret of your life, once you regret all your efforts can only become a bubble, this is her original words, and it is also what she wants me to tell you." ”

She stopped suddenly, and then said faintly, "Would you like to bet with me once?" ”

"How to bet?"

"You close your eyes and come to me. There are rewards for winning. ”

"Since you said that there is a reward for winning, what about losing? How to punish, if I really don't find you, it's not the end. ”

"Don't you believe in yourself?"

"Believe!"

"Then we'll give it all to feeling, to fate, just like you looked for me before, I hope. You can find me, so that I can strengthen my whole heart and give everything to Heaven and fate. ”

As she said, leave everything to fate and fate. I closed my eyes and listened to Zhao Qingwan's footsteps slowly moving away, it was so clear and light, I felt that the sound disappeared when I listened to it, I don't know which direction I went, when I couldn't hear any footsteps anymore.

I opened my eyes, and there was only the endless light of the road in front of me, and I suddenly closed my eyes, thinking of nothing, and tried to find the guiding light in my heart.