【Chapter 170】You won't lose
Suddenly there was only peace left in my heart at this moment, and I turned around and walked slowly towards the back. A pair of eyes were like machine guns, looking behind them over and over again, but they still didn't find them. I felt a little anxious in my heart, what if I really couldn't find her? Is it really fate that doesn't want us to be together?
Approaching the end of the road, a large rock leaned lonely against the side of the road. I walked over dejectedly and leaned against the stone in despair.
Suddenly, I felt a pair of cold hands blindfold my eyes, and then a very rough voice asked me viciously. "Guess who I am?"
"You're a fool, little fool."
I hugged the weak and warm body in front of me hard, holding it tightly like a child, for fear that my beloved toy would be snatched away.
"Remember what I said, I said it. You won't lose, because I don't want you to lose! She said dumbfounded.
The blindfolded hand slowly loosened, and my eyes slowly turned from darkness to light. It turned out that she was really right next to me, very close, very close, and never far away. She didn't go, she really didn't. She was just hiding behind the rocks and watching me slowly, just like I was watching her silently from a corner of the bush outside her house.
Actually, I was not so afraid of fate, afraid of providence. It's just that I'm really afraid that providence will go wrong. There will be errors, and I just give it all to the feelings. I just looked at her quietly, looked into her eyes, and she looked at me like that, looking at each other.
The person in my arms also seemed to feel a little embarrassed by this atmosphere, and tried hard to break free of my hand. At the moment when she was about to break away, I grabbed her hand hard, leaned into my arms, and kissed her directly into the mouth. She was so flustered, in the face of my sudden attack, she panicked. But after panicking for a while, she slowly began to cooperate with me, so gentle, so close. I could even feel her breathing, feel her heartbeat, her heart was like a little rabbit that kept bouncing, and seemed to be even more panicked than me...... Her eyes were closed, and her long eyelashes were fluttering uneasily, as if to show her inner peace!
"I like you, for no reason. It's so crazy and so sure that I like you, maybe in the eyes of others, you are so beautiful and strong, but in my opinion, you are just a girl who is stronger than others, you also need to care, you need protection, you need a hug to care for you, to give you a warm harbor ~ In fact, every time I see you so strong, I especially want to take care of you, I unconsciously want to care about you, I am willing to help you solve any trouble, maybe it is you who make me understand what it is to like. And what is love. In the past, I was so immature, I always liked to rely on others for everything, and I wanted others to be good to me. But now, I finally understand that it is immature to want others to love you well, always like other people's good, and that kind of love is to ask for and depend. Knowing this, I suddenly had no purpose, but now. It was you who gave me a goal, and also made me understand the meaning of life, and understand that love is not dependent or taking, but happy to give for another person. It's like seeing you, after meeting you, I feel that I have no way to take care of myself in my life, I want you to be happy, I want you to be happy, I want you to think of me when you need me. Do you know? ”
I don't have any suppression of my emotions, I don't think about any opportunity to cover up, I just want to simply want to care about her, love her, I want to stand by her side in a proper capacity, for this! Even if she rejects me now, I don't regret it, at least I say what I want to say.
For Zhao Qingwan, I don't just like her because I think she's beautiful, but I really like everything about her, like her kindness, like her strength, and like her empathy. I can wait, even if she really rejects me.
Maybe I do like Guo Yao. But for Zhao Qingwan, it was a completely different feeling, which made me understand that it was not a real liking, just a kind of love. It's a kind of love like a family, and that kind of love is caring and warm-hearted, and I think that's the reason why she never said it before. Guo Yao and I will meet, but if it doesn't reach a point, we will always meet in the most indifferent way, maybe chatting about what is happening these days, and we will negotiate fearlessly like sisters and brothers.
I just stared at her fixedly, quietly waiting for her to follow. She suddenly looked at me, and I thought she was about to give the answer.
"How long can you love me? Will you be nice to me? "She looked at me just and wanted me to give her an answer, in that case, I must not let her down.
"Yes, I will love you and accompany you to find what you are looking for, trust me!"
She seemed a little happy, but her brow furrowed suddenly, and then she relaxed as if she remembered something. She stood on tiptoe and gave me the most plain, but the most exciting kiss, and let go of it with such a light touch, but I still felt so excited and happy, because the words that came out of her mouth were, I promise you!
Fireworks suddenly set off on the river bank next to it, and the most brilliant fireworks appeared in the sky. A couple hugged on the bank of the river like this, and I hugged Zhao Qingwan tightly in my arms, as if I was afraid that she would be like this gorgeous firework in a flash.
"By the way, Mingxuan, when did you like me?" Zhao Qingwan, who was in her arms, suddenly asked this stupid sentence.
"Should I have asked you this sentence first? When did you fall in love with me? I asked rhetorically.
"Obviously, I asked you first, tell me quickly." She began to be coquettish, maybe only by completely gaining her trust and breaking her psychological defense line could she see this scene.
"Hey, that's it. I seem to have forgotten, haha"
"What? You don't remember? See that I don't teach you well. She suddenly looked puffed and swooped, and then swung her little fist at me.
I didn't speak, I rushed over and hugged her, and it was in the form of a princess hugging her, she suddenly quieted down, probably frozen, I didn't expect me to do this.
Without waiting for her to react, I suddenly shouted: "Let's go home first, go home and let you deal with it, dear Miss Zhao Qingwan!"