Chapter 23: Love and Hate

CHAPTER XXIII

There is no love without a cause, and there is no hatred without a cause.

Xie Yinan loved Frank in his previous life because of his handsome and charming tone, tall and mighty figure, decent career, and citizenship of the American Empire.

When Xie Yinan decided to return to China with Frank, Xiang Rong cried and scolded her for admiring foreign flattery, telling her to never come back if she left. That Zhi Xiangrong became a prophecy, Xie Yinan was unfortunately said by her, and when he went abroad, he really never came back until he died.

Doesn't Xie Yinan want to come back?

What she thinks is, no matter how good life is in the American Empire, it is like a brocade night walk, very lonely. What's more, she is not doing well, so what kind of attitude should she have to come back?

Xie Yinan, who is as proud as in his previous life, must succeed. But she was not successful, or rather, her success was a success in the eyes of others, which was far from the success that Xie Yinan expected.

has been proud and strong for half a lifetime, but in the end it is still worldly. Who pushed Xie Yinan, it was Xie Yinan, Xie Yinan paid a lot of Xie Yinan in his last life.

How contemptuous he was at that time, he was very elegant in his glamorous gestures, quietly standing in front of the pale and swollen Xie Yinan who was unkempt and suppressed by life, and said to her lightly: "Sister, you are just a sister, and you don't represent your parents, please don't treat me with the attitude of a benefactor, I don't remember that you ever begged you to give so much, everything was your own volition." I don't need you to dictate my life, you better take care of yourself! ”

After that, he turned around calmly and coolly, and walked away without any shame.

Xie Yinan's previous goal in life was for Xie Yinan, but Xie Yinan said, sister, you are too much, I don't like it.

He doesn't like it, so who doesn't like it?

Xie Yinan couldn't figure it out, and he didn't figure it out until he died.

Xie Yinan has an outstanding demeanor and elegant posture, standing in front of him with the reserved attitude unique to a superior person, and saying lightly disgusting words, what qualifications does he have to say this?

Xie Yinan still doesn't understand.

The heart is cold, and the heart is hard. So I insisted on living a wonderful life.

Looking back on his previous life, Xie Yinan already didn't understand the origin of his love and hate, but he was led by the obsession in his heart, and by chance, he would jump out and stab her, it didn't hurt, but it was cool, just like the snowflakes falling from the American empire before his death, crystal clear, which could be melted and purified.

"Sister, why are you in a daze if you don't eat?"

Zhang Si turned his head and found that his sister, who was extremely thoughtful, was sitting there lightly, holding a bowl in one hand and chopsticks in the other.

He understood that this seemingly lively, cute, smart and clever sister had a lot of unspeakable things in her heart, but seeing her so lifeless appearance, he couldn't bear it, so he couldn't help but wake her up with a loud voice and pull her back into the fireworks of the world.

"I was thinking about something, it was too far away, I couldn't remember it clearly, so I thought about it for a long time. Don't worry, brother, I'm fine. Touching Zhang Si's obvious sorrow, Xie Yinan's heart warmed, so he added the last line of warm sentences. Said to start over, start over, how to start willful, so reckless, is it not a child for a long time, habit?

"If it's something you can't remember, it's destined to be forgotten by you, so why bother remembering."

"Brother, this is reasonable."

Xie Yinan smiled at Zhang Si, stopped talking, and concentrated on eating.

The cooled braised tofu secreted a layer of oil under the bowl, Xie Yinan frowned when he ate it, and he wanted to change the bowl of rice, but he didn't dare to waste it. Zhang Si saw a qiΔ“ in his eyes, but he was still too young to tell which kind of girl's mind was which.

After the meal, Zhou Xingxing's movie is over. Xie Yinan helped her grandmother put away the dishes and chopsticks on the table in the room, and she wanted to show her in front of her grandmother again, but Xie Yinan, who took the initiative to ask to wash the dishes, was sent away by her grandmother lightly, saying to her: "Little ancestor, you can't even reach the stove, what kind of excitement are you making." ”

Xie Yinan silently compared his height, and sure enough, he was as short as a bean, and he couldn't touch it at all. The heart is gloomy, and I give up. The four words My Fair Lady, Xie Yinan believes that the first two words refer to innate advantages, such as height and body shape. The last two words refer to acquired advantages, such as temperament, makeup, etc.

In his previous life, Xie Yinan's height was a hard injury that could not be harder, everyone in the ancestral family and the family was counted as a piece, all men started with 1.8, and all women started at 1.65, but Xie Yinan only stayed at 1.58 when he grew old, and even playing 6 at the beginning became a luxury.

After adulthood, those white-collar backbone elites, who don't deserve to hate sky-high heels when they go out, will be as eye-catching as women who don't wear Bra when they go out, and Xie Yinan often feels like he lives in a giant country. After arriving in the American Empire, well, ten-year-old girls are taller than her, you say that under such an absolute disadvantage, how can she not be depressed!

"What's wrong with Nannan, a little unhappy little look, who bullied you, sue sΓΉ mother." The mother met the depressed Xie Yinan in the corner, and the little girl's spirit was greatly weakened, and the mother had to ask questions.

"Mom, my grandmother thinks I'm too young and doesn't want me to help wash the dishes." She actually wanted to ask why I was so short, and she knew in her heart that there was no solution to this question, and it was in vain to ask. Perhaps, my mother will laugh at her for being in a hurry.

"Nannan is so good, it's a good boy for my mother, it's okay. Grandma doesn't dislike you for being small, grandma feels sorry for you. ”

"Hmm." Can Xie Yinan say that this is not the case at all, the answer is no.

"Mom, what are you holding in your hand, it's so beautiful!"

As soon as Xie Yinan met his mother, he already noticed that she was holding a shiny thing in her hand, which seemed to be silver and a headdress. It's just that her mother's movements were too fast at that time, and the expression on her face was very natural, Xie Yinan thought it was okay, but now it seems that it may not be.

"Adults' things, children don't understand, you go to play with the Zhang brothers, mom has other things to do."

After saying that, the mother hurried away. Xie Yinan stood in place and pondered for a long time, there must be something else hidden in the interrupted period, so he quickly looked for Xie Yinan and assigned tasks.

What is Xie Yinan doing?

He is engaged in subconscious cultivation, commonly known as daze.

"Xie Yinan, let me ask you, has my mother seen any strangers recently?"

"What is a stranger?"