Xie Bixia's eyes suddenly revealed something I had never seen before, it was not sad about the injustice of fate, but just a yearning for freedom and the pursuit of equality.

"What I aspire to is what many people have. To be able to have the love of your parents, to have a growing experience of being cared for by your parents, to be able to decide what you want to do, what you like, what you don't like, do what you want to do, when you are unhappy, you can go out to travel, go out to blow fresh air, break free from all the shackles of this world, and fly to a sky that you yearn for and want more. There was hope, yearning, and sadness in her eyes that I couldn't understand.

"Break free from all the shackles of this earthly world and fly to the sky that you yearn for and want more!" I repeated this sentence in my mouth, and I seemed to understand something, but I still didn't seem to understand anything.

"Everyone actually has their own way of life, their own desires, but how many can really do it. Do you still remember what you wanted your life to be like in the first place? Looking out the window at the brilliant lights, she suddenly said this.

"What was the life I wanted to live, the lifestyle I wanted to live?" In fact, I have always wanted to ask myself in my heart, is it really what I am like now, I am honestly a librarian every day, spend my time in waste, live in the city of Beijing, and then go to the bar at night to play a crazy singer, a different version of myself. But is this really the life I want to live?

"Did you know that there was once a group of polar bears in a corner of the Arctic that had their own circle of life, their own food sources, and they lived in harmony with each other and lived the life they wanted? Then one day, the glacier dissolved, their food chain collapsed, so they began to devour each other, cannibalism, the lack of food even made them start to devour the body of their own kind, although reluctantly, but the persecution of survival suppressed them had to do these things that they were unwilling to do. Later, the number of polar bears became smaller and smaller, and they finally began to wake up and began to understand what a wrong behavior they had, so they began to change, but it was too late, and they finally missed the best time to choose."

After telling this long story, Xie Bixia sighed lightly, but her eyes seemed to be still intoxicated with these past events. I thought about it for a long time, and I thought about many possibilities, but I still didn't understand what kind of emotion she was trying to express in this story.

"I've listened to this story, but I still don't understand, what exactly are you trying to express?" My head was still a mess of mush, and I still didn't seem to understand the point of the story.

"We're like the polar bears in the story, living a life that we understand and don't want to live. Maybe we're just waiting, waiting for the day when we wake up and change the course of our lives. Having been silent on a trajectory for too long, maybe we want to live some freer life. ”

"Maybe, I'm one of the polar bears now, but maybe I haven't found the fulcrum to change the trajectory of my life, maybe this fulcrum is about to appear in front of me, maybe it will never appear, but I will always be looking for it." I sighed silently in my heart, the polar bear in this story is not a portrayal of most people in this society, I know it, but I still can't help but look for it.

"Rest assured, the day will come soon. Mingxuan, you must remember that if one day you find that the life around you seems to have deceived you, you must not be deceived by superficial phenomena, maybe some people are really good for you, but the final truth is often the last you can know. ”

The Forgetful Grass Bar was right in front of me, but maybe I was so engrossed that I didn't even find that I didn't mean to get out of the car at all, and Xie Bixia might be thinking about something, and I didn't mean to get out of the car at all, and in the end we got out of the car at the urging of the driver.

Walking into this familiar bar, I seemed to be carried away by all that had happened in the past two days, and even these familiar people and things felt very strange.

Uncle Zhang is still sitting in the corner of the bar with a smile on his face, Nangong Feng is still making wine with that cool look, everything seems to be no different from usual, but everything seems to be a little different, the business of the bar is still the same as usual, there are not many people at this point, the only special thing seems to be the indifferent big brother Leng who is rarely seen, he has been here for so long, and the number of times he has really seen him is still less than three times, I feel that he is always so busy and has things to deal with, And I've never seen that boss who sees the dragon without seeing the end.

"Uncle Zhang, what happened to you so happy today? And it's rare for Brother Leng to see you there," I said to Uncle Zhang and indifferently, but my tone was not as smart as before, with a hint of stiffness.

"Mingxuan, what's wrong with you? Why don't you seem to be happy, what's the matter? You, Uncle Zhang, and I are so old, of course you have to be happy, no. "Uncle Zhang knows me very well, and he immediately told me my true state now.

"Uncle Zhang, I'm fine" shook his head with a wry smile, these doubts with uncertainty are secrets that are destined not to be told by outsiders, and some sadness can only be fermented in my heart.

"Mingxuan, are you really okay?" Indifference also added a sentence from behind, but just when he wanted to continue to say something, Xie Bixia suddenly pulled his clothes from behind, and he seemed to realize something, so he didn't say any more.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little irritable, I'll go up and bring down the atmosphere first!" I didn't care about the indifferent words, and walked directly to the familiar stage with the guitar on my back, and I needed to sing unbridled to vent this irritation.

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