Chapter 83: I'm going to make amends
Bao Dandan looked at him carefully for a while, pondered for a while, and said, "So, in such a situation, you also think of me again?" Remembered to tell me this again? Do you want me to sympathize with you, or do you want me to forgive you? ”
"Neither. I have come to this point where I am today, and I am all to blame and do not deserve sympathy; I have committed a heinous sin against you, and I have no shame or right to ask for your forgiveness. I want to say that I have personally experienced the misfortune of being abandoned and hurt, and only then have I deeply understood the misery of you back then, and only then did I truly know how much I hurt you and how guilty I was! ”
Bao Dandan's eyes began to have a wet color, she lowered her head, and soon tears rolled down the corners of her eyes. But she quickly raised her head again and said, "What's the use of you telling me this?" Your happiness and misfortune have nothing to do with me. I don't want to hear it, so let's go! ”
"Dandan, I know you won't forgive me, but can you give me a chance to make amends?" Yao turned sideways and stared at her with burning eyes.
Bao Dandan's body trembled slightly, and his eyes looked at him in disbelief. "Make it up? Can it still be made up? How do you want to make up for it? ”
Yao said straightforwardly: "It was because of my harm to you that you had today's tragic fate, I think, to take care of you for the rest of my life, this is also a kind of compensation, I don't know if I can accept it?" ”
"Is this a form of charity for me? I don't need to! Bao Dandan was obviously a little excited, and there was infinite sourness and resentment in his eyes.
"It's not charity, it's reparation, it's the morning and evening of love. Because I found out that I still love you! Even if God punished me and gave us a chance to turn back time! ”
"But time won't turn back, it's all gone without a trace. Do you think it's possible to do it all over again? ”
"How could it not be? Your husband died in a car accident, and I'm about to get divorced right now. This may be the opportunity God has given us, and we can't afford to miss it again! Dandan, after these twists and turns of fate, I will cherish this second chance of fate a hundred times. I will double the happiness you once lost! Dandan, I'm sincere! At that time, Yao Suixin's eyes were staring at her mature and full body, and the beast under her was ~ sexually impulsive, a little irrepressible...
Such a thing that fell from the sky caught Bao Dandan, who was nervous at the moment, off guard. Although the name Yao Suixin was not picked out in her heart, it was just a specimen of past pain, and she never thought that this man would have any entanglements with her in the future. But today, this man has unexpectedly arrived thirteen years later, and he has expressed his desire to relive the old relationship. She almost blurs the line between reality and illusion. But boundless grievances and resentment struck irrepressibly, and she said in a trembling voice: "Do you think you are my master? Am I an insignificant thing? Throw it away easily, regret it and want to pick it up, can you pick it up? You think too lightly of a person! I won't accept such a disguised charity from you! ”
"Dandan, right now, it's not me who gives you charity, but you give me charity. I am now exhausted and have nothing left, I don't ask you to forgive me, I just ask you to have mercy on me and take me in! ”
Bao Dandan's chest rose and fell violently, and it was obvious that his heart was surging. She stared at him intently. "You're not going to be hit on a whim, are you? Are you really that bad? I don't believe it! ”
Yao Suixin's eyes were a little flustered, but he immediately calmed down and said, "How dare I lie to you?" Well, I'll tell you more about it. None of my college girlfriends ended up being my wife. After graduating from university, I was assigned to work as a salesman in a garment factory in Bawu City. At that time, I met a girl named Liu Hongxia, she was an average-looking woman, but her work was very good, she was the cash accountant cashier of the finance department, she first fell in love with me and took the initiative to approach me. At the beginning, I didn't have the heart to get along with her at all, and then she chased me in every way, and I was taken down by her, at that time, I also considered her family background, good work, high salary, and my family background you know, poor, there is no condition to take out the money to marry a daughter-in-law, and she just doesn't need me to buy anything, which is equivalent to her marrying me. After marriage, we had a boy, and although we had no emotional foundation for each other, we lived a fairly stable life. But I never dreamed that seven years later, Liu Hongxia would betray me and hook up with Section Chief Feng of their finance department. After I found out about their adultery~ relationship, I decisively proposed to divorce her, but she refused to leave. Forget it if you don't leave, I think that as long as she breaks off that relationship with that Section Chief Feng, I can forgive her once. But she didn't repent and continued to steal %60 love with Section Chief Feng. I couldn't bear it anymore, and I caught ~ rape in bed again, and I impulsively stabbed that Section Chief Feng, which was piercing the spleen. Although Section Chief Feng was rescued and did not die, I was sentenced to a year in prison for intentional injury. This is not the end, because Section Chief Feng was hospitalized for rescue, the treatment cost more than 40,000 yuan of medical expenses, people sued the court, because he was also at fault, the court ruled that each of the medical expenses was responsible for half, that is, I have to compensate him for 20,000 yuan of medical expenses. But I lost my job, and Liu Hongxia refused to pay, where can I get 20,000 yuan? If I don't accompany people for 20,000 yuan, I will be arrested and imprisoned, so I will run out. Dandan, when I had no way to go to heaven and no way to enter the earth, I thought of you. Because I've heard that your man has died in a car accident. This is my actual situation, there is a false saying that I would rather five thunders hit the top! "Yao Suixin is really a genius of fraud, half of the lies are not blushing, and the heart is not beating and there is not a word of falsehood. After that, he said pitifully, "Dandan, it's not me who is here to give you charity, it's me who begs you to give me charity." For the sake of the love we once loved, you can take me in! ”
Bao Dandan's eyes widened as he listened to what he said, and his eyes began to soften. But still, she said, "Even if what you say is true, we can't do it anymore!" ”
"Dandan, are you really so ruthless? I'm homeless! ”
"I'm a widow with a daughter, I'm still a mentally ill woman, and when your situation improves, you'll dislike me again, and I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past. I'm living a good life now, and I don't want to be looking for a man! ”
"Dandan, how could I dislike you? Your mental illness was caused by me, if you weren't mentally ill, you wouldn't have been wronged to marry such a man, and you wouldn't have fallen to the point where you are today, all of this is my sin, and I should have made up for it. Don't worry, don't say that I may not be successful anymore, even if I become the emperor, I will not abandon you again. Through these blows and setbacks, I truly realized what I should cherish! Yao Suixin said it sincerely, and even squeezed out tears.
Bao Dandan seemed to be really moved by him, and tears flowed from the corners of his eyes. She choked up and said, "How can I... Can you be so cheap? Even if we have the conditions to be together, but there is no love anymore, how can we be together? ”
"Dandan, I have love, I still love you, especially after experiencing these things, I understand that I really love you in my heart!"
"But I don't have it anymore, I just hate you!"
"Dandan, I know you're going to hate me, but one day you'll be melted by my love, give me a chance!"
Bao Dandan wiped a handful of tears and looked at him. "Let's not talk about that. Let me ask you one thing first: did you ask me out on that afternoon thirteen years ago to tell me that we broke up? ”
Yao snorted casually, "Sort of, that's my unforgivable mistake." ”
"There's nothing wrong with you breaking up with me, but since you decided to break up with me, why did you want me? That's a pure daughter's body, are you so inhuman? ”
"I ....... you were so beautiful, at that time, I really couldn't control myself, so ...... I'm not human! ”
"Do you know, if it weren't for that time when you stained my body inhumanely, even if you broke up with me, I wouldn't hate you, we weren't a good match, but why are you so irresponsible? You give me my innocence! ”
Perhaps Bao Dandan was overly emotional and began to go insane again. This confusion has achieved the invasion of Yao Suixin's beast ~ sexuality.......