When she heard this, she faintly blushed, smiled unnaturally on her face, and changed the topic and said, "By the way, are you a civil servant?" ”

I also felt that I was a little abrupt to say that just now, although I was very bold to speak to other women, it didn't mean that I could do the same to her, so I quickly gathered my mind, shook my head and said, "No, why do you think so?" ”

"Because this book is about some things that young people should pay attention to when they first enter the officialdom, I see that you are quite young, and I thought you were a civil servant who had just joined the work." She said naively.

"Oh, of course not." I smiled and shook my head, and couldn't help but ask, "I didn't expect you to read this kind of book too." ”

"Well, it's not specifically to read, I flipped through it at random two days ago, but I don't understand it, it's too profound." She shook her head slightly, vaguely disappointed.

I understood her feelings, young people always want to learn more, so I said seriously: "Don't worry, everything has to be done slowly, you can't expect to learn everything all at once, that would not be in line with the objective law." ”

So she smiled and nodded, a mouthful of fine white teeth, very neat and pure.

At this time, a colleague greeted her, a woman in her thirties, and I heard her call her quiet.

She answered, nodded and said, "Don't disturb your reading, I'll go tidy up the bookshelves." ”

"Okay." I watched her leave, thinking that her name was quite apt, that she was indeed quite quiet.

Later, I sat down to read quietly, during which I heard a man who looked like a leader calling her Xiao He, it turned out that her name was He Wenjing, and I firmly remembered her name.

Time passed unconsciously, and when I looked up, the people in the library had already walked a lot, and I was about to go home, and while thinking about whether the book could be borrowed back to read, I stood up and walked towards He Wenjing's desk.

"Ready to go home?" He Wenjing greeted me with a smile without any scheming.

"yes, I didn't expect the time to pass so quickly, it's almost noon." I nodded and smiled, and asked her, "Can I borrow this book?" ”

"Yes, I'll help you with the borrowing procedures." He Wenjing took it from my hand and asked, "Did you have a library card before?" ”

I shook my head and said, "No, I'm here for the first time." ”

"Oh, that's a library card and a $100 deposit."

"Okay." I took out my wallet and ordered it for her.

He Wenjing gave me a receipt list, activated the card, and used the scanner to scan the barcode of the book and the card, and then said to me: "Okay, it's okay, in addition, if you don't read the book one day, this library card can be refunded, and the 100 yuan deposit will be returned to you, and the borrowing period is free, but it must be returned within a month. ”

I said that it was great, but I didn't expect it to be a public good.

He Wenjing nodded with a smile and said: "We are here in order to enrich people's amateur knowledge, the pilot department purchased by the Cultural Affairs Bureau is purely public welfare, and the book should not exist for profit, so it will lose its meaning." ”

I couldn't help but be in awe, and said to her with a serious face: "Your work is really meaningful. ”

He Wenjing smiled embarrassedly, she said: "I can see that you like this book very much, you look very attentive when you read the book, and you haven't raised your head all morning." ”

I suddenly couldn't help but want to tease her and say, it turns out that you still pay so much attention to me, but after all, I can't help but say it, because I know that the reason why she pays attention to me is because of my concentration, not because of other means, and I still have this self-knowledge.

Then I took the book and said goodbye to He Wenjing, and she stood up very politely and watched me leave.

After going home for lunch, I spent the afternoon reading books, and sometimes I also thought about the whole book, and the examples in the book "The Complete User Manual of Thick Black Studies" are very typical, covering various thought-provoking events in ancient and modern China and abroad.

From time to time, I wonder if I am in a certain era and in a certain environment, whether I can handle one thing after another steadily, whether I can be cheeky and stupid, and wait for the opportunity, whether I can grasp the opportunity in time to rise against the trend and win the greatest benefit for myself......

Life is an unknown journey worth pondering, and all I need to do is to be fully prepared for my future life.

In my spare time, I also think of He Wenjing from time to time, she is indeed an unforgettable girl, although I have no relationship with her, and I have only met once, but my impression of her is particularly profound.

I wonder if a girl like He Wenjing will change a lot as she gets older? What will become of her? Who will she marry? What kind of life will someone marry her live with? What would it be like to live with her?

But I thought about it a lot, but I couldn't imagine it at all, my impression of He Wenjing completely stayed at the existing stage, I even went against the objective law to think, He Wenjing will not change in her life, she will always be the kind of pure and true, beautiful and refined, with a strong bookish atmosphere, and a girl who does not eat the fireworks of the world, she is like a pure angel, and the angel will never change.

But another voice is also questioning, it is the dark side of my psychology, as if to say, why can't He Wenjing change? She is nothing more than a mortal, but she is not tainted by the world, but sooner or later she will not be able to escape the fate of being a woman, Cheng Lin used to be an angel in your mind, but now? Do you still think she's as pure as an angel?

When I thought of Cheng Lin, my mood suddenly woke up, and I suddenly realized that the reason why I have such an unchangeable impression of He Wenjing is because she has the shadow of Cheng Lin's past, and the temperament of the two people is essentially the same.

I can't forget Cheng Lin, mainly because I can't forget her previous beauty, so when a girl who looks like Cheng Lin's temperament appears in front of me one day, I immediately can't refuse her charm, I chase a person's shadow as if trying to redeem something, and this shadow has been firmly engraved in my heart.

I couldn't help but have a headache, it seemed like something was dividing my thoughts, I didn't dare to think about it anymore, it was a desperate feeling, I couldn't control my way to the door, I had to go out to get some air.

The moment I opened the door, I bumped into a woman......