Chapter 15 Too quiet a girl is hard to blaspheme
"Wow, I didn't expect you to love to read." Si Liya glanced at me in some surprise, I think she was blind at this point.
"yes, are you interested in going along?" I lost no time in inviting her, and the quiet atmosphere of library management can play a certain role in hooking up with women.
But Si Liya refused without thinking about it, she said: "Forget it, I have a headache when I see a book, and going to the library is obviously a crime." ”
I felt a little sorry, thinking that it would be better if I didn't talk about going to the library just now, and I might as well just say that I would go to the hotel, which would be more attractive to Si Liya than going to the library, and I could see that she really didn't like books.
But I'm not disappointed at all in my heart, to be honest, I don't have any thoughts about Si Liya now, although she is also very beautiful, but to do that kind of thing between men and women, it takes a feeling, and I don't actually call her now.
Si Liya seemed to be familiar with the whole city, she drove me to the art center in a Land Rover, and then waved her hand and walked away very freely.
I turned around and saw that the square was very lively, some people were flying kites, there were many couples walking, or sitting on the side whispering, there were square dancers, people with children out to play, selling all kinds of snacks, toys, paintings, engaging in art, there are countless people, I like this feeling, it can make people feel the reality of life.
This is the life I once dreamed of, marrying Cheng Lin, having a child, buying a house near the art center, going out for a walk together after work or on weekends at night, and living a relaxed and comfortable life.
It's a pity that those are no longer possible, and now I don't care if it's real or not, so my eyes don't pay more attention to all this, after all, everything before no longer exists, and I can only go to the other side of life.
I walked into the art center, the art center is a square, highlighting the fashion elements of the modern building, I entered from the east gate, I saw the first floor of the theater is divided into categories of movie posters, the second floor is dance, music and other interest training classes, the third floor is the entertainment center, the fourth floor has ballroom balls, tea rooms, the fifth floor is all kinds of children's paradise, I went up to the sixth floor in one breath, the library is on the top floor of the sixth floor.
The sixth floor was already quiet, the sound of the square dance outside was barely audible, I could hear my own footsteps, walking in the incandescent hallway, the occasional person passing by, and they were all quiet.
I turned a few corners and came to the library to the north, and I came to find a book called "The Complete User Manual of Thick Black Studies", which I had read in prison, and it talked about officialdom games, and a series of things about the profound analysis of human nature.
I think that if I have my own career in the future, I will definitely need to control all kinds of people with different personalities, and I will meet all kinds of opponents, so I must understand human nature, understand people's psychology, and also base myself on thick black, so that I can be invincible.
I pushed open the door and walked in, the library was very large, from south to north, there were rows of bookshelves in the east and west, all of which were a sea of books, which was hundreds of times larger than the small library in the prison.
I was deeply shocked by all this, and my heart was also very empty, at that moment I no longer seemed to have that impetuous desire for life, there was only calm, calm and calm, I walked slowly with a baptized mood.
Rows of books passed by, I didn't deliberately look for anything, I just felt the atmosphere, a book can change a person's fate, and how many people's dreams are hidden here? I can't imagine.
I walked slowly, paying attention to the name of every book on the shelf, I felt that every book I wanted to read, they were helpful to my life, but I thought, it is impossible for anyone to read these books in their lifetime, even if it is just a simple browsing, so reading books is like life, you have to make a choice, life is destined to miss something, this is no way.
Unconsciously turned to the middle area of the library, there are many people reading books here, he (she) is sitting at the desk, completely forgetful, faint ink smell, like a devout believer, attentive, focused, no one notices my existence, I continue to walk aimlessly.
"Hello, what kind of book do you need to read?"
At some point, a girl came by, her voice was soft, but very infectious.
I turned my head and saw a girl in her twenties standing beside me, her eyes clear, her cheeks fair, beautiful and beautiful, and her body had a strong bookish atmosphere, without any impurities.
I think this is the only girl I can see at a glance, but I have not thought of her, although she is also beautiful, and in no way inferior to any beauty I have seen before, but there is something in her that is indescribable, true, pure, as if beyond the existence of women themselves.
At this time, if I were asked to imagine what she looked like when she was up, I wouldn't be able to imagine it at all, and I didn't dare to think about it at all, because she was too unworldly, as if she didn't eat the fireworks of the world, such a girl should only be worshiped in heaven.
So I looked at her clear gaze, and my heart was also holy, and I was a little nervous and said: "I want to find a book, well......, called "Thick Black Science Complete User Manual", is there a book?" ”
"Oh, wait a minute, I'll take a look at it for you." The girl smiled slightly, turned and walked away, and went to the computer on the desk to check something.
I walked over softly and waited quietly, and after a while, the girl turned back to me and said, "Come with me over here." ”
Then she walked in front, I followed behind, I saw her wearing a pair of pale pink women's travel shoes, light and comfortable, very ladylike, white short neck socks, just over her ankles, on top of a small delicate calf, white and fresh, a waterfall-like long hair hanging down on the shoulders, indescribably refreshing and smooth.
I didn't dare to look at her waist, let alone her ass, I thought it was disrespectful to her, her bookish breath without a trace of impurities had already conquered me.
"Right here." As she spoke, the girl stood on tiptoe to get the book above the shelf, her hand had just touched it, and it was very difficult, and the book was very tightly lined up.
I went over and took the book down, and she smiled embarrassedly and said innocently, "I'm sorry, I'm a little short." ”
I said that this is just right now, and it is not appropriate to be a little higher, the girl's figure is of moderate size, and you are a standard golden figure.
As soon as this sentence came out, I suddenly regretted it a little, and I was very worried and thought, is it too presumptuous to say this?