14. A man's heart is a needle
"Chubby, what about you? Signed? βγ Zhang Yang turned his head to the drunken chubby.
"Nonsense, who am I?" , Chubby smiled, "Hegemony Network", Chubby said proudly.
Zhang Yang's eyes lit up, "Okay, Chubby, there is yours." Baye Network is the largest network company in China to make games,Chubby's ambition is to make games from beginning to end,When I was a freshman and sophomore,I often skip class to play games,Some classes have not been taken a few times in a semester,Failure or something is not hesitating,But,But he doesn't miss a class related to programming languages,Even study by himself,And make up some small games by yourself,It can be said,Among the three, Chubby is the best in this regard,Isn't it a specialization in the art industryγ
"That is".
"I envy you both", Zhang Yang said as he clinked glasses with them, and a bottle of beer had already been eaten.
"Envy a ghost", Chubby rolled his eyes, "We envy you, okay, the big star in the future, alas, there will be a group of onlookers wherever you go."
"Onlookers, it's not a gorilla", Zhang Yang was speechless.
"Come on, this isn't famous yet, just a few days ago,, you don't know, a lot of beautiful women in the school came to talk to the two of us, but the buddy was so happy, and the tragedy was found to be to inquire about you, depressed."
"Hahaha", as soon as Xiaopang's voice fell, a hearty laugh sounded in the box, and the depressing atmosphere just now disappeared all at once, as if returning to the scene where the three of them were chatting before.
The three of them drank and chatted until midnight, while drinking wine while laughing at each other's various ugly things in the past few years, saying that they were hurting each other, it was better to recall the bits and pieces of several people in the past four years, in the end, the three big men actually laughed and cried, Zhang Yang laughed and said that we are really hypocritical, isn't it just a loose meal, and not a real loose guy, besides, he has to come back for graduation defense next semester or something, but the two of them asked disdainfully if they had to make an appointment a year in advance to see Zhang Yang in the future.
Whether it's a class reunion or a dinner with friends, it seems that as long as you enter KTV, the song "Friends" will become a routine, and it is inevitable that only this song can express the mood at this time, but I feel that this song should not be sad.
The three of them staggered and sang "Friends", they were all a little drunk, and they hummed along with the rhythm in a daze, I don't know why, I just feel that tonight is particularly sad, not only with the buddies who have been with them for four years, but also in small circles.
After separating from the two, it was already two o'clock in the morning, and the biting cold wind made the confused head sober up a lot, Zhang Yang walked alone on the silent street, his hands were tightly stuffed in his pockets, and he was still indescribably cold, and he didn't know if he slept in the small circle.
Zhang Yang took out his mobile phone with a stiff hand, thought about it, and finally typed a few words.
Zhang Yang: Little circle, you must have slept.
But I didn't want to, and it didn't take long for the small circle to reply. Zhang Yang was a little surprised, and felt even more sad. Walking on the cold street in the middle of the night, but there is someone who can reply to your WeChat at the first time, this feeling is really indescribably warm, but you have to refuse this warmth.
Zhang Yang thought about it, and still dialed the phone number of the small circle, although the "online dating" has been more than four months, and they both know the phone, but they really never get on the phone, and after about ten seconds, the phone was connected.
"Hey", a cold and clean voice, without the slightest confusion, this is, have you not slept all the time?
"I'm Zhang Yang". When the words came to the end, they became more and more unspeakable.
"Know", replied softly on the phone, his words were as few as Zhang Yang thought, and he could guess by looking at the words he sent every time.
Zhang Yang paused and continued, "Why haven't you slept so late?" βγ
"I'm sorry", he suddenly apologized over there, Zhang Yang was stunned again, and then he remembered in a trance that he was because he missed the appointment tonight, "It's okay, I happened to have a drink with my friends."
There was no sound over there, and after an embarrassing silence, Zhang Yang had to speak first, I don't know if it was because of the wine, Zhang Yang didn't say it as hard as he imagined this time.
"Little Circle, I want to tell you something".
"Hmm".
"I'm sorry, we can't go on like this anymore", Zhang Yang paused again after speaking, and his mood was indescribably complicated. I didn't hear the other party's voice for a long time, so I had to continue, "At the beginning, I was also confused on the scarf and promised you to try it with you, at that time I was really worried that you would commit suicide, but later, I thought you were actually really good, and I was unexpectedly good to me, and I somehow didn't say it, but, I'm sorry, in fact, I like women."
Zhang Yang exhaled a long breath, and his heart was inexplicably entangled so that he didn't want it, but there was a long silence over there, and Zhang Yang wondered if he was hanging up for a long time.
"Are you still there?".
"Hmm".
"I'm sorry, me".
"It's fine".
"If we can, we can be friends in the future".
There was another silence, and Zhang Yang's heart was as if he was holding his breath, and he was so depressed that he couldn't breathe.
"Are you sad?".
"Hmm".
"I don't want you to have any bad thoughts", although he felt that the suicide of the small circle was weird, but Zhang Yang was still a little worried about whether he would do stupid things again, but it was clear that the small circle was such a reasonable small circle.
"No, it won't".
"That's good".
There was another silence, and when Zhang Yang didn't know what to say, he suddenly opened his mouth first.
"Goodbye".
Zhang Yang listened to the beeping sound in his ears in a daze, and didn't come back to his senses for a long time, it was really a pain in the egg, how could it be a neat and neat good thing, why is it that he is inexplicably uncomfortable in his heart now!
Besides, the president, when he returned home from the park, the cold air exuded from his body had reached the point where he froze people, and whether he was annoyed or self-pitying, the president was probably speechless about his escape.
didn't even take a shower and change clothes, so I went directly to the room, silently took out the gloves that I didn't finish knitting last time, lowered my head, and began to weave silently, stitch by stitch, extremely serious.
It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this, and the president says this to himself in his heart every time he pokes a needle, but why is it like this again? Are you a coward? So why can more than a dozen company CEOs deal with it calmly without changing their faces, why?
The president sat for several hours, and his eyes slowly became hollow, until he heard the vibration of the mobile phone, the president was startled, his eyes flashed unconsciously, nervous and eager, and at the same time worried, frozen there for a while.
Zhang Yang: Little circle, you must have slept.
The president stared at the phone for two seconds, to return or not to reply? Slept or didn't sleep? Pursing his lips slightly, the president hesitated, and finally couldn't help replying, but he didn't want to, the next moment the phone called, the president's hand shook, and the phone almost fell to the ground.
stared at the phone and was stunned for a long time before taking a deep breath and connecting the phone.
"I'm sorry", the president said softly in his heart, quietly listening to the reaction of the person on the other end of the phone, until the words "I'm sorry, we can't go on like this" came into his ears, and the president was stunned and reacted slightly. Although he had already guessed, he was still sad to hear it with his own ears, and he was so sad that he couldn't breathe, and he thought that if he hadn't gotten along for the past few months, he wouldn't have been so sad to hear a rejection that was a hundred times more cruel than this.
What kind of suicide, the president thought to himself, let the other party explain, and only said that it was okay, it was expected, but it was just uncomfortable. As for being friends? I don't want to, I've never wanted to be friends with you, I didn't want to be friends with you in the first place, let alone now, it's impossible.
"Goodbye", hung up the phone, the president sat in silence for ten minutes, the whole picture seemed to stand still, until he picked up the gloves he had just put down beside him, and continued to knit stitch by stitch.
So, on the second day, there was an extra scarf and a pair of gloves in that room. Seeing that the light through the window gradually became more dazzling, the president got up and glanced at the large poster of someone on the wall, then turned around, washed, went out, drove, and went to work.
We're not done yet.
Zhang Yang returned to the hotel and fell asleep, sleeping until more than ten o'clock the next morning, until Wu Linfeng knocked on the door and woke up in a daze, and when he looked up, he saw Wu Linfeng looking at him with disgust.
"I thought you were dead in there, me, how much alcohol did you drink last night?"
Zhang Yang fell apart and fell down again in a daze, "Not much, seven or eight bottles or a dozen bottles of beer, it's just."
"Why don't you drink to death!" , Wu Linfeng ripped off Zhang Yang's quilt, "Hurry up and pack up for me, and I'll go back to the crew in the afternoon, I'm already waiting there."
"If you drink to death, you will be widowed", Zhang Yang replied that he didn't want to die, but was picked up by Wu Linfeng, "If you are widowed, you will be widowed, you hurry up, if you feel uncomfortable, tell me, I will let someone get you some sobering wine."
Zhang Yang stretched lazily at this time, "It's okay, it's just a little dizzy."
"Then get out of here, wash and scrub and be sober."
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When Zhang Yang got on the return car, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, when the car slowly drove away from the hotel, Zhang Yang suddenly remembered the small circle, last night he took advantage of the strength of the wine to say, finally got this matter, but somehow the heart is old, all kinds of stunned. Besides, last night, he didn't say yes or bad when he mentioned being a friend, so he didn't have a position to care about it now.
When Zhang Yang hesitated, the mobile phone prompt rang suddenly, and after seeing Shi Xiaohuan, Zhang Yang's instinctive hand shook, and he almost dropped the phone, in other words, he wouldn't be going to commit suicide again, right?
"What? What the hell? Wu Linfeng glanced at him, and when he saw Zhang Yang hurriedly put away his mobile phone, Wu Linfeng couldn't help frowning, "You won't have something to hide from me, right?" βγ
"No, absolutely not", Zhang Yang quickly shook his head. It wasn't until Wu Linfeng fell asleep that Zhang Yang opened WeChat, and for a while, he couldn't help but be inexplicably stunned.
Little Circle: I don't want to be friends with you, never want to.
Xiaoquanquan: Don't worry, I won't kill myself.
Little Circle: Also, don't worry, I'm not going to leak anything out of our relationship.
Little Circle: I wish you to meet someone you like soon.
Zhang Yang looked at the four messages and was silent for a long time, his mind became more and more complicated, and after a long time, he replied: "Thank you, you too."
However, I rub it! I can't send it out!! Zhang Yang hurriedly tried a private message around the neck, but he couldn't send it! The text message can't be sent either, and the phone is all blacked! A man's heart is a needle, it's too careful, if you can't be a couple, you can be a brother, why is it blacked. Zhang Yang was dumbfounded.