3. Chapter 3: Nightmares

In the darkness, Liang Jingsheng opened her eyes suddenly, she was short of breath, her face was covered with cold sweat, she reached out and gently pressed her chest, it seemed that that she could calm her heart beating rapidly because of the nightmare, but in fact, it didn't have much effect, because her dream today was different from usual. Last night, she changed Dr. Cheng's medicine and slept very well, she thought that she would be able to have a dreamless night from then on, but it turned out that after a day of rest, she changed to a scene she didn't want to dream about, the scene she had heard of, but had never seen.

Liang Jingsheng didn't dare to stay in bed anymore, because it was so dark around her that she couldn't even feel her own storage, and she didn't dare to think about what she dreamed of, because it was too terrible. Liang Jingsheng stumbled up and got out of bed, and had just stood at the window for a short while, when Mo Lan's voice came from behind her, and she was keeping vigil for her today.

"Miss, are you ...... again" Before Mo Lan could speak, Liang Jingsheng interrupted, and her voice slightly pretended to be innocent: "I didn't write the scriptures silently today." ”

"The slave naturally knows that you haven't copied the scriptures, after all, Miss, no matter how good-looking you are, you are still an ordinary person, but you can't write scriptures silently in the dark. But what's the difference between standing by the window with only your undergarment in your undergarment and dictating scriptures at the table these days? It's not all cold-susceptible behavior. Didn't Mother Zhao say it, a woman's body is the most precious, and she can't suffer a little cold, otherwise she will suffer in the future......" Mo Lan said as she draped the cloak that had been prepared a long time ago on Liang Jingsheng's body, and after fastening the belt, she stretched out her hand to touch Liang Jingsheng's forehead, in addition to the expected coolness, she also touched it......

"Why are you sweating so much? Are you starting to have nightmares again? The soothing soup prescribed by Dr. Cheng lasted for a day? I think it's a quack doctor who deceives the world and steals his name! Mo Lan's tone was a little indignant.

"I don't blame Dr. Cheng, I only blame my body for not being angry." Doctor Cheng is the fifth doctor after Liang Jingsheng came back, except for Liang Jingsheng, no one will know, her can't sleep, nightmares are constant, not ordinary decoction can be treated, because she is all heart disease, heart disease still needs heart medicine, thinking of this, Liang Jingsheng looked up at the crescent moon in the sky, "The moonlight is so good tonight, I don't want to sleep when I look at it." "I really hope that tomorrow will come soon, and after tomorrow, maybe those dreams will really be just dreams.

Because Mo Lan had been staring at the sidelines, Liang Jingsheng couldn't stand at the window until dawn as planned, so she had to lie back on the bed like a corpse, although her eyes were closed, what she saw in front of her was not darkness, but the scene in her previous dream, and soon, she opened her eyes. The scenes in the dream were all imagined by her after listening to the detailed descriptions of them. Because it was so tragic, even after so many years, she was still able to depict the possible scenes as she did at the beginning. It's just that this time, there is another person she is very familiar with in the imaginary scene of that year.

After all, it was too long since I had fallen asleep, and when it was almost dawn, Liang Jingsheng slept for a while in a daze. In a blur, hearing the voice of Mo Lan complaining to someone, Liang Jingsheng yawned and sat up.

"It's still early, why doesn't Miss sleep more?" As Liang Jingsheng expected, the person who came was Zhao's mother, her nurse.

"Mom, you also know it's early, so why do you get up so early?"

"Mom is old, she hasn't slept for a long time, Miss, you are still young, it is the age of snooze, but you are ......" Mother Zhao said this, stopped, her brows furrowed slightly, there are some words, she can only put them in her heart, because of her identity.

"It's not the second young lady yet, if it weren't for her......" Mother Zhao couldn't speak, Mo Lan continued.

Before Liang Jingsheng could stop it, Mother Zhao had already opened her mouth to reprimand, "The master's business, then allow you to judge a little maid at will?" I don't have to trouble the girl, since the girl is awake, why don't you hurry up and prepare warm water for her to wash her face. ”

After Mo Lan went out, Mother Zhao sat on the side of Liang Jingsheng's bed and patted her hands, "The girl is suffering, and the old slave is entrusted by Mrs. ...... Fortunately, the stepwife treats the young lady well. ”

“…… yes, Sue ...... My mother treated me very well, probably because my mother treated me too well, and the second sister was jealous. Liang Jingsheng knew that so far, everyone has seen Su's kindness to her, so even in front of Zhao's mother, she can only say that this stepmother is good, before today, Su's really treated her very well, even better than her own biological daughter. Who knows that all the good that Su Shi does to her is for the bad that will be done to her today, and only by being defenseless can she hit with one blow. In the end, she was still harmed by the Su family for the rest of her life. In fact, she really didn't understand that she was just an eldest daughter who had lost her mother, why the Su family couldn't tolerate her like that.

When Mozhu entered the house, Liang Jingsheng had just finished washing up and was having breakfast.

"Girl."

Liang Jingsheng looked up at Zhao's mother, and before she could speak, Zhao's mother got up sharply, "The old slave knows, the young lady has grown up and has her own secrets." ”

"Mom......" Liang Jingsheng was a little nervous, anxious to explain, but was interrupted by Zhao's mother, "You are going out today, I'll go see how they are prepared, those lazy girls, no one is watching, they are used to gags, no one is staring." ”

"Did you send it? Did you get it? As soon as Zhao's mother went out, Liang Jingsheng asked anxiously.

"Well, the slave maid asked people to find a number of little beggars, and they have delivered letters to the Dong Mansion four or five times in the past few days, and they all looked at someone accepting them, but they didn't know ......."

“…… Well. "Liang Jingsheng knew that Mozhu wanted to say, 'I don't know if these letters can reach Miss Dong's hands smoothly, after all, they are of unknown origin.' If Miss Dong doesn't go, can she also say that she can't go? Although she knew what would happen, after all, there was no powerful person around her who could protect her foolproofly, although she was not afraid of death, but after all, she didn't want to do what Su Shi wanted.

"Miss, Madame's mother Shen is here."

"Please let her in."

"The old slave greets the eldest lady." Although Mother Shen said the words of greeting in her mouth, her knees and back were still straight, and she did not mean to be polite at all. The corners of Liang Jingsheng's mouth raised a trace of cold arc, Mother Shen obviously didn't put her in her eyes like this, what was she blinded by back then, and she didn't see it at all? Mother Shen is the person next to the Su family, and if she dares to do this, the attitude of the Su family is obvious.

Who wouldn't be able to do a show? "Mom doesn't need to be polite, it's such an early morning, but does my mother have any instructions?"

Hearing Liang Jingsheng ask like this, Shen's mother finally said the right thing, "It's Madame who thinks that Miss's usual clothes are really plain and clean, and it's easy to go out of the house, so she should always dress up, no, a few days ago, Madame asked someone from Ruyifang to come and set clothes for you, and it was just sent to the house yesterday." Madame is afraid that you will think that those embroidery girls have dirty hands, so yesterday I specially told the maid to wash them and specially smoked incense. After that, Madame hastened to send the old slave to you. ”

Liang Jingsheng glanced at the clothes held in the hands of the maid who followed Shen's mother, and was stunned for a while, after many years, she saw this dress again, and smelled the disgusting smell again. Soon, Liang Jingsheng covered his mouth. The vague aroma made her stomach churn, and the very refreshing breakfast she had just eaten now began to surge, and her throat and eyes were filled with a sour and rotten breath.

"Miss, you ......" Shen's mother stopped talking.

"It's okay, it's just this incense ......"

"This is your favorite chrysanthemum scent, Miss."

“…… Vomit, it's too strong, I smell bad. She really likes the fragrance of chrysanthemums, but she feels very disgusted when she knows the ultimate purpose of Su Shi sending this dress.

Mo Lan heard Liang Jingsheng say this, and quickly blocked her. "Haven't you stepped back and seen my young lady being smoked?"

"This ...... This is Madame'......" Shen's mother's voice was a little vibrasive, Liang Jingsheng knew that Shen's mother was worried that she would refuse to go out in this dress today, so she wanted to use Su's name to pressure her. In fact, how could she refuse? Although, she did think about it. If she is not feeling well, not only will she not wear this clothes, but she can even refuse to go out, after all, she is the eldest lady in this house, and no one dares to force her to go out for such a trivial matter. It's just that, because of that disgusting feeling, she remembered the dream last night, not afraid of 10,000, just in case, what if she didn't go, Dong Yuejiao went? She really didn't dare let her die again.

"Mo Lan, don't be rude." Liang Jingsheng took the water in Mozhu's hand and rinsed his mouth, eased the uncomfortable feeling, and continued, "Mother Shen, I know, this is my mother's heart, this color, I look very good, very ...... Bright. "Bright and conspicuous, everyone can see at a glance, whether unintentional or intentional.

Liang Jingsheng's 'bright' word was at the same time, Shen's mother's body stiffened for a moment, and soon, she raised a smile, after all, she was the right-hand man by Su's side, "But isn't it, Madame said, Miss is in a good year, in a good year, she should wear clothes of this color to complement each other." ”

"Thank you Mother for me, she ...... Bothered. ”

"What about this garment?"

"Naturally, I stayed, I have been smelling it for a long time, but I think this smell is very elegant, you can go back to your mother, I will definitely wear this clothes to go out today."

"Miss is so good-looking." Mo Lan circled around Liang Jingsheng several times, and only got this sentence. After Mo Lan finished speaking, Mo Zhu nodded approvingly, "Miss is naturally the best-looking." ”

"Mom, you're dropping golden beans again. You don't have good eyes, so you need to cry less. ”

"The old slave is looking at the girl...... It's like a blink of an eye, and the girl has grown so big. If...... If the lady is still there, I don't know how happy I should be to see the girl like this! As he spoke, he wiped back his tears.

Liang Jingsheng looked at herself in the mirror, who was more than ten years younger and was in her prime, and only sighed slightly in her heart, how good it would be if she could return to when her mother was still there. Too much time had passed, and she could no longer remember her mother's appearance, only that she was a very gentle person.