2.Chapter 2 (2)
The old lady wanted to cry and faint once when she saw Fu Zhao, but people always gradually became stronger. Later, no matter how sad I was, there were only tears left.
"I heard that you don't sleep in the house at night, you sleep in the ......"
"Mother, he and I should sleep together."
"I know that you and Zhao'er have a very close relationship, but it's so cold, Zhao'er has ...... You can't ...... anymore."
"I'm not afraid of the cold, I'm afraid I'll never see him again." Because he knew that he would eventually be buried in the earth, he cherished this last time even more. Obviously said that she would grow old together, but she has not yet grown flower, and he is already waiting to enter the ground.
"Madame!" When the old lady didn't know how to continue to persuade Liang Jingsheng, Mo Zhu rushed in.
Liang Jingsheng frowned, in his impression, Mozhu has never been such an unruly person. She looked back at Fu Zhao, as if she was afraid that he would be woken up, and hoped that he would be woken up. After a long time, Liang Jingsheng, who was disappointed, opened his mouth, "What happened?" ”
"Mrs. Hui's words, it's Zhao Cheng...... He's back. ”
Zhao Cheng, Liang Jingsheng knows, he and Xu Ming are the closest lieutenants around Fu Zhao. Fu Zhao came back, and they should follow. If it was usual, Liang Jingsheng would be distracted to pay attention to the two who were brothers and sisters with her husband, born and died, but now, Fu Zhao is gone, she no longer has the heart to care about others, because she doesn't know that they didn't come back with Fu Zhao this time.
"Come back, come back, let someone arrange for him to have a good rest." When people are tired, they can rest. She wished Fu Zhao was just tired. You can rest for as long as you can, as long as you can wake up at the end.
"But he ......," Mo Zhu gritted his teeth, "he didn't come back alone." ”
"Brought a lot of people?" Liang Jingsheng looked back at Fu Zhao, no matter how many people she brought, after all, they were all his comrades, and she should take good care of them, "You arrange for someone to go to a nearby inn to ask, and try to make their stay as comfortable as possible." "They won't stay long, they will have to go back to Beijing to resume their lives. I'm afraid I'm just here to see Fu Zhao off.
Mo Zhu shook his head, "No, madam, yes......" Before Mo Zhu could think of words, he was interrupted by a voice.
When she heard a strange woman call her 'sister', Liang Jingsheng only felt that it was about her own fault again, a new problem since Fu Zhao was gone, and she always had some difficulty recognizing people recently, "Are you ......?" ”
Liang Jingsheng hoped that the other party could give her some reminders, after all, she did look a little familiar.
The person who came said a lot of words, and cried for a long time, Liang Jingsheng felt that she could understand every word she said, but when they were together, she didn't understand. She thought that she must be too tired, because she had slept too little recently, so subconsciously, she was ready to climb into Fu Zhao's coffin. In a panic, she was extremely weak and her feet went limp, and she stumbled on the side of the coffin, and then fainted.
When Liang Jingsheng woke up again, his mouth was full of bitter taste. It should have been someone who fed her medicine when she was asleep, no wonder she dreamed of Fu Zhao feeding her medicine when she was angry. There is only bitter medicine, but there is no sweet mouth of preserved fruit.
"Ma'am, are you awake?"
When she woke up from sleep, her chaotic mind suddenly woke up. "What about her?" Liang Jingsheng knew how hard she needed to say these two words. If she could, she really wanted to faint for the rest of her life.
“…… The old lady arranged for her to stay in the inner courtyard...... I also invited a doctor to check the pulse. ”
"Kid...... How old is it? ”
"Less than three months."
Liang Jingsheng didn't know how to react, Fu Zhao had a future, as a generous wife, she should be happy, she and the old lady had to rely on for the rest of their lives. But she has never been a generous person, whether in the boudoir or after leaving the cabinet. Fu Zhao has a child, but it is not and can no longer be that she gave birth, such a thing actually happened. She thought that except for Fu Zhao's death, nothing would make her sad anymore, but it turned out that it was not. Now she felt that she had been tortured to the eighteenth layer of hell, but suddenly heard that there was a nineteenth layer of hell.
"Please Zhao Cheng and Xu Ming come over, I have something to ask them."
Xu Ming is a person who is not good at words, and basically Zhao Cheng talks about it. “…… Xiaosheng ....... Qinggong ....... drunk...... "Zhao Cheng thought that he was very tactful, Fu Zhao was just careless, not intentionally, but Liang Jingsheng felt that all the explanations were a cover-up.
has been married to Fu Zhao for many years, and Liang Jingsheng knows best that Fu Zhao is either a drunken person or drunk, and he will never misunderstand her and others, or ...... Liang Jingsheng thought of the possibility that she was most unwilling to face, Fu Zhao probably just couldn't wait, he wanted to be a father, so he pretended to get himself drunk and pretended to accidentally make a mistake that all men would make. Or, Fu Zhao had already predicted the outcome of this battle and wanted to leave a thought for his widowed mother. He persevered for her for ten years, and in the end, there was no way to take care of her feelings, he just wanted to fulfill his filial piety first. If it's the latter...... Even if it's the latter, so what?
"If it weren't for that accident that followed, what would you say to me? Will you tell me honestly that she is your own son, and bring her into the house with the child, or will you pretend to be the heir from the side branch like everyone else? You said you were going to wait for me to give you a baby, and if you can't wait, why don't you give me a letter of resignation? Liang Jingsheng had too many questions to ask Fu Zhao, but Fu Zhao couldn't give her any answers. He just lay there quietly, as if it was just Liang Jingsheng messing around.
Liang Jingsheng could see that the old lady was very happy, and her dead eyes had a new brilliance, because of the child who was less than three months old. She wanted to viciously say to the old lady that the woman had a personal relationship with someone before she left the cabinet, but she was afraid that this child might not be Fu Zhao's, but she quickly deflated, so what? It doesn't make a difference whether there is this child or not, the fact is that almost everyone close to Fu Zhao knows that Fu Zhao and her have been a one-night couple. The truth is that Fu Zhao is no longer her alone, and he has broken the promise he made to her.
"....... baby is born and raised on your lap...... gave her a sum of money and sent ....... "But a few hours, when she hadn't thought about whether she should accept it, how to accept this child and this woman, the old lady already had a long-term plan, Liang Jingsheng opened her mouth, wanted to say something, but before she could speak, she was blocked by her sentence 'After all, it is Zhao'er's blood'. It seemed that she had no other way to go than to compromise. After that, she wanted to bring up this child, and let him remind herself every day that Fu Zhao had had another woman. Suddenly, Liang Jingsheng felt that life was too long, and she could no longer see hope.
After Dong Yuehua rested for two days, she stood in front of Liang Jingsheng, her back straight, not like a reluctant person at all. After a long look at each other, Liang Jingsheng looked at her stomach and opened her mouth first, "If you have anything to say, sit down and say." ”
Dong Yuehua was not polite, she just asked Liang Jingsheng seemingly casually, "Do you think I look familiar?" That was her first sentence. What she said after that, Liang Jingsheng only hoped that she had never heard it in this life. Back then, she always thought that no one else in the world knew about it, but it turned out that her life was ruined by this incident.
From the beginning of the discussion, some people have constantly told Liang Jingsheng that Fu Zhao is a very ruthless person, but Liang Jingsheng thinks that he will be cruel to anyone in this world, but he will only be good to her, because she has been kind to him. It turned out that she was not much different from the woman next to her, and she was unconsciously stupid and dull in front of the person she liked. I didn't even see clearly whether he was here to repay his favor or to take revenge.
Liang Jingsheng stood quietly in front of Fu Zhao, looking at his familiar eyebrows, and just wanted to say, "It turns out that you are really as ruthless as they say." "Be cruel to me, and even more cruel to yourself. At the end, she couldn't help laughing, it was very sad, and then she quickly closed her eyelids, just to suppress the tears that had been suppressed for a long time. This time, it was no longer because she was afraid of looking at him less, but because she was afraid of being laughed at by him, and she still had a love for him until this moment. He's been acting, but she's taken it all seriously. He just went to see his sweetheart, but she was broken for his death.
Ten years of husband and wife, they get together less and leave more, it is for life and separation, in the end, he gave her a 'death farewell' ending, he used what she thought was 'love for a lifetime' to set up such a bureau for her, just to make her hurt, let her know what it is like to 'life is better than death', if she can choose, she would rather die in the mountains back then is her, even if the death is not innocent, it is better than knowing the word love, rebirth and stripping.
Anyone but you can. ''I don't want to face you again, I'd rather die on the battlefield.'' Liang Jingsheng thought that there was nothing more hurtful in the world than these two sentences.