I've heard the song Nan Shan Nan, and I've seen a ruthless classic comment that says: The airport witnesses more sincere kisses than the wedding hall, and the hospital walls hear more prayers than the church. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

When I went to the hospital for a follow-up, I met an eldest sister who had advanced breast cancer and had just cut off the most important taels of flesh in front of a woman's breasts. But it was like something that didn't happen to her. I asked her, are you afraid? She said, what is there to be afraid of, life is just a dream. She is fiercely optimistic, laughing when she meets people, and talking about her cancer cells is like talking about cheerful notes that are jumping.

I was deeply affected by her. She told me meaningfully: "When you feel helpless, think about the billions of cells that live only for you." ”

I said, "I can't comfort myself like you." I have concerns. ”

She smiled and said, "I only have one him." ”

"You must be very happy."

"He only said one love word in his life, and on the day I came into the operating room, he told me that he wanted to be a person who could describe my life at my funeral." Her eyes were red after she finished speaking, and so did I. I envy her and sympathize with her, and this undeserved resonance is strongly shaken at this moment. It turns out that no matter how strong a person is, he will have a fatal weakness.

Just like my dad, who is usually such a strong person, one year on my mother's death day, he asked me, "Do you remember what your mother looked like?" ”

I replied disapprerovingly, "Of course, my eyes are most like her." That's why it's so beautiful. ”

That night I went to the living room to pour water and drink, and my dad sat in a dimly lit place holding a picture of my mom and said, "Hear me, my daughter said she was beautiful because she looked like you." "That year, I hadn't met Gong Xiaoyi yet.

And my weakness is not only one, and it is deadly.

When I was a child, I always lied to my parents that I had no money. When I grew up, I always deceived my parents that I had money. I went home once during the filming of "Hot Mom Era", because my dad didn't know who heard about my illness, in order to prove that I was good, I went back lively, that time I saw him, he was really old, but he still smiled at me as always, and the guilt in my heart became more and more obvious, before leaving, I told him: "Dad, don't worry about me, I'm fine, I have money, right and time, when I come back, I'll take you on a trip." ”

But I stepped out of the door with my front foot, leaving my back and not looking back, waving my hand behind me, stubbornly walking forward, tears streaming down.

The movie went smoothly after twists and turns, the sky was sunny after the rain, and Xiao Ke's happy face filled my eyes every day.

She gossiped and asked me, "When did you decide to hand yourself over?" ”

I didn't roll my eyelids: "Don't pay!" Anyway, my life is coming to an end. I asked her again, "What's the matter, let's be tired of being sweet in the sugar jar every day." ”

She threw out a sentence: "I am very grateful to my ex and ex, one of them taught me how to be an obedient girl, and the other taught me how to be a mature woman, but I am most grateful to Zhou Xiaoshuai, who taught me how to be a child." ”

I was unsuspectingly shown off with a bloody face. I was all kinds of unconvinced, so I went back and took two selfies, and I almost cried by myself. I felt that my appearance could turn the tide, so my beautiful photos successfully replaced the position of the big yellow duck and sat firmly on the position of the mobile phone wallpaper. It just so happened that they were there, so I took out my mobile phone to show them my selfie, and I said to Wu Fengde: "Have you cried because of my photos?" ”

"What about the big yellow duck? It has been wallpaper for so long, and I feel unconvinced by the big yellow duck. ”

I kept shaking my phone in front of his eyes, showing my photos just to make a phone wallpaper. "I also felt that I was better looking than the big yellow duck. It doesn't matter, I'm not afraid that you won't accept it, and if you are beaten, you will obey. ”

Zhou Xiaoshuai, who had been watching coldly, hurriedly interjected: "Yes! That's right, we unanimously decided to replace the mobile wallpaper with your beautiful photos. ”

Xiao Ke glared at him: "Sure enough, I still couldn't defeat her threat of violence." ”

I asked Ke, "Can this lock screen make the time display disappear or change the position?" ”

"What?"

"Because the clock shows the time just in the way of my big beautiful face. It's a pity that such a beautiful face is still blocked by time as a wallpaper. ”

"No, I haven't tried."

"How do I feel that I can, after all, the phone I use is an Apple and not a pear."

"No, you can bite the place where the time is displayed, apples can quench your thirst anyway."

"Hey, Xiao Ke, your amazing ability to answer the phone is simply an imitation of your family's Zhou cheap!"

Wu Feng still insisted on being on a team with the big yellow duck at the moment. "The once big yellow duck made your phone wallpaper is actually quite in line with your inside! Yellow! ”

"Well, you're actually a good fit for my punching bag. At least it's better than the big yellow duck! ”

We were laughing and scolding, you were happy with every word, and a crew member came over and said: "A new actress and another actress on the other side of the studio are fighting, and the fight is hot, and no one can pull it away." ”

I laughed at him, and the word was used in a hot fight. Let's take a look, don't we? The two women grinned at each other's hair and refused to let go, both with blue noses and swollen faces.

Xiao Ke and I finally pulled them apart. The girl I just came to choose when I went to the film and television academy, I like her very much, she attracts me not only because of her appearance, but because she is very similar to my persistence. Seeing her, it is like seeing my young self, immature, impulsive, kind, and the heart that has not been rendered by the world, I want to help her protect this heart that has not been tainted by material, temptation and reality, but I know that what I can do in the face of reality is to accept the baptism of social reality with her.

Her name is Tingting and she is only 19 years old. She put an ice pack around her eyes, and I laughed at her, I don't know how long it will take for the panda eyes to subside.

She asked me in a panic, "What then?" Can I still be photogenic? ”

I laughed at her for being stupid. "Why are you so nervous, that bruise should be a small thing in the hands of the makeup artist."

She shook my arm nervously, "Sister, you're not going to chase me away, are you?" ”

"Why do you want to drive you away, you work so hard, I see it. But you're going to tell me now, why are you fighting? ”

She hesitated. I said, "Tingzi, you trust me, don't you?" ”

She nodded, looking aggrieved, and was silent for a few seconds, tears falling one by one. "She said that I was just lucky to be favored by you."

"Is there anything to make a fuss about? It's gold that will eventually shine, and it's only a matter of time before it's poached. are already adults, how can they still be so impulsive? ”

"It's not just that! She said, I must have betrayed myself to gain a foothold in the crew. A few days ago, I was discussing the script with Brother Wu Feng and she saw it, and she made a big deal to tell everyone in the crew that my life was inappropriate. ”

"What about you? and Wu Feng, is it clear? ”

"Yes!"

"Then why do you have to care what people say?"

"Sister, the reason why you don't care what others say is because they dare to say you, they don't dare. You have a strong body, and Brother Wu Feng protects you. ”

"You're wrong. No man will protect a useless woman for no reason. You have not experienced enough grievances or too little, only when you really suffer losses and take detours, can you truly appreciate how the strength of others is born. What is a mere verbal attack? When you're strong enough to stand on the top of the mountain and look down on them like ants struggling to climb up, you can get them back to the bottom of the mountain with little effort. ”

"Sister, why don't you understand? It's hard for a girl like me to stand firm in this industry with no background and no protection. ”

"Girl, how deep the water is depends on how you position yourself. Standing tall, how could the water be flooding the top of your head? You only know that I wrote the drama we filmed, so do you know that the protagonist in the script really exists? Do what you should do, and people will see your results, and showing your results and competing with others is a closer way than competing for beauty. Don't rely on one person easily, because when separation comes, you don't lose someone. It's the backbone of your spirit. Learning to walk independently whenever and wherever you are is going will make you walk more calmly. You go and ask Wu Feng, if I am just a timid woman, without courage and talent, can I win his heart with just one face? You go and ask Zhou Xiaoshuai again, did he just propose because he loved to see Xiaoke's beautiful face? Girl, everyone, the detours to take and the grievances to be suffered are all certain, how can you and I change them? You can't miss a single detour in life. ”

The way she looks, the path she's taking, and her confusion are all things that everyone has ever experienced. When she met me, she would have avoided a lot of detours, not everyone had the same good luck as her, she was singled out to star in a drama with a high investment before she graduated, and the important thing was not to let her sell the most precious things. This line of water is too deep, a few days ago, Bai Baihe cheated on Xiao Xianrou, and the news has not yet broken out, and we probably already know it in the circle. Previously, Zhou Xiaoshuai's former big boss Zhang Jizhong was cuckolded by her wife and godson. The ugly things of many celebrities can be suppressed by spending money. Standing on a high place, people also rely on their own skills to climb up little by little.

Afterwards, our crew finished work, everyone returned to the hotel, I went to the hotel's gym to exercise Wu Feng happened to be there, he sat down next to me sweaty and drank water, when we looked at each other, he suddenly said: "If you have no talent and no ambition, only this face that can be used as a mobile phone wallpaper, how can it affect my heart?" ”

Our souls touched at that moment, and I burst out laughing. "Tingting really went to ask you? Isn't this girl stupid? ”

"Do you think she's going to die if she doesn't ask? She also ran to ask Zhou Xiaoshuai. ”

This girl, I can't help but make up for the cute expression on her face when she went to consult the two of them.

"This girl is so stupid. The dream of not fattening oneself with material things is the real dream. For example, I sold my house and my car for my movie. Of course, it was you who bought my car and my house, and fortunately I wisely redeemed the house again. ”

"But in the end, I still paid for your movie."

His eyes were clearly begging me to give him some compliments, so I said, "Yes! So, you are the male number one in my play. Be happy, be my Gu Ningdai's male number one. ”

His face was full of lovelessness, and he took out his phone and fiddled with it and ignored me. This guy fights with me, how can I, a man who cherishes words like gold, praise him casually.

Ding ding, there is information on WeChat on the mobile phone, which was sent by Wu Feng. I looked at him and asked, "Why?" Do you need to text me while sitting so close? What's hard to say? ”

"Just look at it."

"I don't look at it, your expression tells me that your message is not pure."

"That's right, it's not pure. I sent a red envelope, you take it. ”

"Wow, red envelope!" I heard that there were red envelopes that could be received, so I clicked on WeChat, and sure enough, there were red envelopes. I couldn't control my joy at all: "This big red envelope of 200 yuan is not just for me to praise you, right?" I can't do it, or my conscience will hurt. ”

"Are you sure? Praise me for 200 yuan, no cap, no obsolescence. ”

This temptation for me doesn't care if my conscience hurts, and I open my mouth to come: "You are very handsome!" You're in great shape! The most important thing is that you look like my favorite Wu Yifan! You are gentle..."

"Nonsense, you still need to say this, and it's a big boast."

"No, Wu Feng, how much love you have."

"Sensei nonsense, now sit on the ground and start the price, 500 a sentence, you praise again."

"Good boss. Boss, I decided to praise you for one night, and we will sit in this place and fight until dawn, and after dawn I will be a rich woman. ”

So I gushed praise to him against my conscience. This business was a good business, and I decided to give up my dream from now on and follow in the footsteps of Wu Feng to praise him for a living.

It didn't take an hour to earn enough 10,000 yuan. This is also thanks to Du Niang, when I was poor in words, Du Niang went out. I looked at the WeChat balance and smiled from ear to ear.

"Gu Ningdai, before I finish today's work, I want to send you another super big red envelope."

"Big red envelope? How big? ”

"It's twice your current balance, how about it."

I quickly clutched my chest: "Beast, what are you going to do?" ”

He deliberately scared me and tore away my hand that was protecting my chest. I knew he was teasing me, so I cooperated with him to act: "Beast let go of my hand!" It's kind of coming at me. ”

"I just need to repeat it to get a big red envelope."

"Cut, what do you think of your sister? Is my sister a person who is short of money? After speaking, seeing that he was a little remorseful, I hurriedly said, "Sister is a person who is short of money, you say, what do you say?" ”

"I like you!"

Jokes are jokes, but I really can't say these four words. The air was suddenly quiet, he was still clutching my wrist, and I couldn't bear to look at the way he was expecting, how much of the truth was told in a joking way. Along the way, I am grateful to him. But I can't say these four words.

"Let's stop playing, go back and rest." I tried to get up and leave, but he grabbed my wrist and didn't let go.

My eyes began to dodge, but he didn't.

"Wu Feng, do you know, that day I met an eldest sister in the hospital with terminal breast cancer, and she said that her husband wanted to be the person who could describe her life at her funeral. To be honest, I envy her, but I sympathize more with her husband. This kind of price is too great, she is happy, so what about him after she leaves? What to do? Wu Feng, I don't want to be unfair to you. ”

"I don't need to be fair."

"It's fair to everyone to get along in the name of friends. I feel that Tingting likes you a lot, really, she is young and talented and has a lot of time to spend the rest of her life with you. Thinking so much, why don't you choose it, why do you have to waste time on me? ”

"Gu Ningdai, I don't want to hear anything else. I asked, do you like me? ”

"I don't like it, and I don't want to be together."

"If you're not together, you're not together, and your life won't be long anyway. Don't frown, I'll go. ”

"Wu Feng, does such a good atmosphere have to embarrass everyone because of this question?"

"It's just your own heart that's embarrassing. If a person doesn't even dare to face his own heart, what's the use of being successful?! He left this sentence and his back to me.

I spent a lot of time alone in the gym, and he asked me if I would have accepted him if I hadn't had this disease. I say, if it works, there is no if...

I also asked him, why waste time with an impossible woman?

He said, how many decades are there in life? How long can I wait for you?