I'm also a layman, irritable, and have secrets in my heart. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoSometimes I wonder how many secrets a person has to bury in order to live a life unharmed.

I especially want to vent, shout, shout out the resentment in my heart, and I want to go to the temple to spit out all the distress in my heart.

Some people say that I have a good life and can always get what I want. But no one can see my efforts and the detours I have taken. A lot of people applauded me when I was victorious, but few waved at me as I struggled to move forward.

People's hearts are brutally worn out by reality. Sometimes I wish I could end this journey to heaven or hell sooner or later, and pray that the cancer cells will come back more violently. But every day I will be woken up by the morning birds and flowers, and I will open my eyes and look at the strife in the world tiredly.

I remember that the eggs hatched by my father were sky blue, and I quietly took the eggs with a magical color and stored them in a mahogany box. The only thing that supports me to survive seems to be that the thrushes from all over the world come to my window every morning to enjoy the melody.

I think that if I am lucky enough to survive, I want to choose a comfortable and undisturbed paradise, farm by myself, study by myself, chase the sunset with Xiao Xuan'er in the quiet and elegant mountains and forests that are indisputable with the world, wait for the sunrise, and the white mist spit out from the chimney, and walk freely for the rest of my life.

Some people say that I wrote the novel as prose, too much useless emotion, and few scenes are pitiful. I want to say that people with thoughts can make up a lot of scenes in their minds with one sentence, and people without thoughts, even if they talk at length, they still have a blank sheet of paper in their brains.

Recently, a lot of things have happened in the crew, for example, an actress cheated on a well-known married actor and caused a series of scandals that were banned, which caused our drama to lose temporary shock. Another example is the economic loss caused by an accident during filming.

Life is full of dangers and conspiracies that are ready to erupt at any time. We can't hide, we can only face it. There are times when I have to lower my posture to appease and beg people. For the sake of his dreams and career, he had to sacrifice some of his self-esteem. and constantly comforted himself that the real king can bend and stretch. In fact, we all understand that these words are just self-comforting.

There is no saddest person in the world who is the one who keeps making excuses for his failures, but not the reasons for his failures. Some people always like to judge life by the level of their body, and I don't disagree. Wealthy parents can indeed help their children take on the material foundation that the children of poor families are desperately trying to catch up with for decades. However, growing up is your own, and no matter how rich your parents are, they can't compete with a loser who can't support the wall. What is the most feared about success? I'm most afraid of persistence. What are you most afraid of? I'm most afraid of shamelessness.

I've also been sneered at, from trusting everyone to trusting no one. I've been humiliated, I've encountered the sinister rules of the unspoken rules, and I've felt the pain from heaven to hell, but I'm not afraid, because I have to find my worth while I live. The value you give yourself! It's not an innate value.

After all kinds of hardships, the movie was successfully released, and the road to success was full of thorns, and I always thought that God would find another way for you because of your efforts.

The money we invested has multiplied dozens of times in just one short period of release. Wu Feng's and I are also skyrocketing. I netted 40 million.

I remember when I was at the lowest point in my life, I once went out to talk about business and hit a black taxi, and when I arrived at the destination, I took out all the money in my bag and owed the driver five yuan. At that time, the driver scolded me with my head and face, and the scolding was ugly. I was thinking at the time, unless I die, as long as I don't die, I must earn back the face I lost this time. I used the money I earned this time to buy a Rolls-Royce, the only one in our city. When I found the driver and gave him back the five dollars he owed him, he recognized at a glance that I was the poor girl who owed him the rental money in the first place. He took the money and looked at the Rolls-Royce behind me, dumbfounded. I told him, "Don't underestimate anyone. Because not everyone you can mess with! ”

I donated 15 million to charity, leaving only 5 million for Xiao Xuan'er.

I said to Xiaoke, "Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren. This money is for Xiao Xuan'er to go to school. How much she can earn in the future does not depend on the foundation I give her, but on herself. After I left, the car belonged to my father, so that he could drive to pick up Xiaoxuan'er. Also, I'm going to find a lawyer to make a justice, and after my dad leaves, I'll donate the car. ”

"What if you still have a long way to go? Isn't that too extreme? ”

"Not extreme. As long as I live, I can earn another forty million, two forty million... Countless forty million. How much is money? How much is less? There is value in what you want to spend and what you earn. ”

"You've changed a lot, Sister Dai."

"Some growth is quiet!"

"And what's next? What are you doing? ”

"I said it a long time ago, take my dad and Xiao Xuan'er on a trip, it's almost summer vacation. I'm going to play from the first day of summer vacation to the last day of summer vacation. ”

"What about Wu Feng, is he going?"

I look at Xiaoke. "Why did he go?"

Xiao Ke looked at me incredulously as well. "If he knew, he would definitely go with you."

"I didn't tell him."

"And what about the end of the trip?"

"The end? If I were still alive...... I want to study fashion design, I want to design my own women's clothing brand, I want to design my own brand jewelry, I want all girls to afford affordable and big-name products. ”

"It's not good to do. It seems like a long line. Out of reach. ”

"It's okay. I like to do, I'm inspired, and I'm most afraid of a bad guy like me who doesn't know how to back down. The main thing is, I have you, Xiaoke, and you will definitely be my proudest assistant, right?! ”

She smiled and turned to look at me: "Who gave you confidence?" I'm Director Zhou's wife now. How much are you going to hire me with a high salary? ”

"Huh, have you learned to sit on the ground and raise the price?" I was amused by her.

After an afternoon of laughter and laughter, I got home and started packing. Xiaoxuan'er and I both moved to my dad's place. My dad happily drove my Rolls-Royce to pick up Xiaoxuan'er from school every day.

I asked my dad, "Well, is my Rolls-Royce the Bentley that killed you?" ”

My dad said. "You are clearly polarizing when you say this. Maliciously provoking a fight between these two brands. ”

"You don't want to hurt your former loyalist. I understand, after all, that little Bentley has also been in the opposite direction for you, blocking the wind and the rain. ”

My dad didn't want to go down with me without restraint, he said, "Girl. How much money you make, and how much you have achieved, Dad doesn't care at all. Daddy just wants you to be happy. ”

"I know, Dad. We all have to be happy. So, when Xiaoxuan'er is in the summer vacation, let's go to Finland to see the Northern Lights! Isn't it the happiest thing for us to spend the rest of our lives walking through all the beautiful and longing places?! ”

"Daddy is feeling, it would be more interesting if I went on a trip with my son-in-law."

"Son-in-law?"

"Wu Feng!"

"Dad, I decided not to take you with me this time. It's really boring to haha you, who said he was your son-in-law? If you can have a pleasant trip together, you can say. ”

"Eliminate the fire. Don't talk about him. ”

"Hmmm! You are a good comrade like this, and it is wrong to judge privately! ”

"It's good if you're happy."

"Okay, Gu Dong."