Will I hold you tight at the end of my life? It's the kind of ending I hate the most. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

From youth and ignorance to youth and frivolity to honor and disgrace, it seems to be just a process that everyone will experience, but in fact it is a rebirth after rebirth.

The moon is very different in foreign countries, and the night in China is more indifferent in comparison.

We then went to Paris, and my nosebleed never again, and I guess perhaps God could not bear to see my last journey in disarray.

The lavender of Provence in Paris is truly delightful, and the street performers here are particularly friendly and humorous.

I couldn't be happier, my dad said, my mental age now seems to be the same age as Xiao Xuan'er.

On the side of the street, a clown in a puppet costume pulled me up to interact with Wu Feng, handed me a pen, and motioned for us to write down the words we most wanted to tell each other in the palm of each other's hands.

Wu Feng saw that I was embarrassed, so he took the pen in my hand and spread my palm and wrote in the palm of my hand: "You know the Wild Rose of Paris

Is it? ”

I stared at his serious face, and the tenderness hidden in his smiling eyes made me unable to speak.

Of course I know the Wild Rose of Paris, and there is a very classic saying that goes like this: I have met many people, and someone has made me have a fever, and I thought it was love, and it burned out everything. Someone gave me chills and disappeared from life. Someone makes me feel warm, but it's just warmth. It's just you, let my body temperature rise by 0.2 degrees Celsius.

I smiled, took the pen, stood on tiptoe, and tugged at his neckline to draw a smiley face at the place of his pectorals.

He pampered and said, "I'm going to tattoo this smiling face?" ”

I was surprised, "Why, I'm so ugly." ”

"Because you painted it, I want to keep it for the rest of my life."

"Don't make a fuss."

"Let's go, let's get the tattoo now."

He took my hand and left, no matter how surprised I was at the moment.

The four of us really went to a tattoo parlor together and accompanied him to tattoo the smiling face I drew on his chest.

My dad and Xiao Xuan'er kept saying, "It's so ugly, why do you want to get a tattoo." ”

He still looked at me with a gentle face and said, "I think it's really good-looking." ”

I have never had such a strong desire to go through life after life with this man forever and forever.

I myself am a woman who advocates love at first sight, because I feel that the feelings that get along slowly are not as strong and real as love at first sight.

But my emotional outlook is slowly changing because of the man in front of me.

There is a voice in his WeChat collection that I sent to him, and he told me that this voice was his goodnight single. I listened to it and laughed instantly, and this voice was just a mere sentence: "Are you a pig?" I don't understand how this sentence became his favorite.

In the evening, we drank red wine and chatted by the hotel pool, and Xiao Xuan'er was lonely lying on the swimming circle of a big yellow duck and laughing in the pool.

Xiaoke called and said that he had quarreled with Zhou Xiaoshuai on the third day of separation, and Zhou Xiaoshuai had just sent a message to ask for peace.

I said, "What about the specifics?" Let's hear it.

She was too shy to do it, and said coquettishly: "I'll take a screenshot for you after you end the call." ”

After ending the call, I looked at the screenshot of their chat, and I realized that Xiaoke's dog food was really a routine.

Zhou Xiaoshuai: Let's restore the relationship.

Xiaoke: Okay, anyway, you also said that you have to cut your wrists to break up. I'm just kind, and it doesn't mean I'm forgiving you.

Zhou Xiaoshuai: You agreed?

Xiaoke: But I really want to scold you.

Zhou Xiaoshuai: Scold. I'll listen to whatever you scold this time.

Ke: Sabi, I love you.

After reading the screenshot, I silently replied to her: If you sprinkle dog food coldly, you will lose me forever.

She replied with a long list: Hahaha... There's a kind of you spending.

I couldn't get angry, and rubbed into the side of Wu Feng, who was chatting with my dad with great interest. "Wu Feng, come, look at the camera."

Wu Feng cooperated with me very perfunctorily, and then continued to brag with my father.

I sent the photo to Xiao Ke and said, "Five-star villa hotel, good-looking Wu Feng, swimming Xiaoxuan'er, kind father." ”

She replied with a string of ellipses and said: "The hotel you live in now we stayed in the last time we went on vacation, although my little handsome is not as handsome as your Wu Fengshuai, but the baby in my belly may be better looking than Wu Feng." ”

"You're pregnant?!" My ass struggled to break free of the recliner and jumped up instantly.

"Don't get excited, I just found out this morning."

I couldn't close my mouth happily, shuttling back and forth between my dad and Wu Feng, pointing to my mobile phone and saying, "Xiao Ke is happy, Xiao Ke is happy." ”

After my dad and Wu Feng swept me up and down with their eyes, they said in unison, "We heard it!" ”

I'm very excited, because it's not easy for an IQ like Xiaoke to get pregnant. The last time I saw her put her phone on the table, she frantically walked in place while saying, "Why doesn't the number of steps in my WeChat campaign go up?" ”

There is also the most vivid time for me, we went on a business trip to stay in the hotel, she took a shower at night to dry her hair, just plugged in the hair dryer, I heard a "bang", a flash of light passed through the bathroom, and the lights in the room were all black. At this time, I only heard her say: ", am I blind?" Why can't you see anything? ”

I was thinking at that time, this guy must be a fake Xiaoke, her real identity is definitely not an earthling, and she will definitely not be able to reproduce with humans.

She turned out to be pregnant. It felt like a dream to me!

In fact, there are some people who you have already seen the last face of this life, but you have not yet realized it. And some people will not necessarily be masked in this life. Every day I count, counts down. Every minute and every second could be my last life... I knew that I wouldn't survive the birth of Xiaoke's child.

I thought God would let me go, but everyone thought I was an exception. On the contrary, God is unwilling to let go of every exception.

I don't want to think about it, so I laugh with them, walk with them, and make trouble with them.

I know that the person who says he loves me may not be able to wait for me, but the person who can afford me must love me very much.

I quietly looked at the picture in front of me, Wu Feng and my father were talking, and Xiao Xuan'er was happily playing in the water by the pool. I have been pursuing my dream for so long, but I have realized that it is my greatest wish to live.

The starry sky of Paris is the most beautiful dream of my life...

The next day we met a Parisian woman in her thirties in a café in the alley, who was sitting alone by the window and looking out of the window as if she was waiting for someone.

The waitress came to our table to deliver coffee, and when he saw me looking at the woman, he said in English, "She's here every day, we're open for business, she's coming, we're closing and she's leaving." It's been two months. ”

I asked him, "Did the person she was waiting for come?" ”

The waiter shook his head regretfully: "It will never come." The person she was waiting for was gone. ”

I was silent for a moment, and my eyes were red for a moment.

This is where she and her husband, who died of illness two months ago, but who still come here as usual. Someone advised her: "Don't do this, you should start your own new life, he is already gone, he will not come." ”

She always said, "He just went on a trip, and although there were no postcards, no face-to-face greetings, he would appear in my dreams every night and tell me that he wasn't leaving..."

I feel very much that in the face of illness, we are all weak, and between the two, one is dead and one is injured......

For this reason, I wrote a blog, and Zhou Xiaoshuai left a message in the comment area: You have to be good. All of us need to be good. When we have gray hair, we can still sit together and brag, this is what you say for a lifetime.

We crossed the ancient streets hand in hand, and Wu Feng said: "When I first saw you, I was thinking, when I grow up, the wife I marry must be like you." ”

"What do you like about me, to be specific?"

"I like to be overbearing and cute. These two things will never coexist in other women. But you have it. It's precious, it's rare. So I like it. ”

"Actually, I don't like the way I work, because I'm very domineering and ruthless. It has nothing to do with the cute and well-behaved person you like. ”

"But your kindness will sneak out between your gestures

Come. No matter how domineering you are, your kindness will always come out and betray you. ”

"Wu Feng?"

"Huh?"

"When I go back this time, I want to check my body."

"Haven't you always been reluctant to be examined?"

"Because I want to get married. I longed to see myself dressed in your wedding dress. I'm also eager to know who the kids you and I look like. The first person I wish I had seen in the morning was you. It's you who says good night before bed. I wish we could go on a trip with our parents. I wish I had you for the rest of my life! ”

He was unexpectedly calm, pestle at the mouth of the old alley, looking at me quietly, the breeze slowly blowing my hair away, and he gently helped me to pick up the broken hair behind my ear.

After a long time, he said: "If you dare to marry, I dare to marry!" ”

It's not that I suddenly opened my mind, it's just because Zhou Xiaoshuai sent me a text, he said, as a man, I really feel sorry for Wu Feng. This passage was posted by a buddy who was caught in the whirlpool of love in the circle of friends, but he felt that this paragraph was more suitable for Wu Feng, so he forwarded it to me when he saw the injustice: Sometimes love is like a gamble. You put your time, your experience, your heart, and you want her to look back at you again and again. The more you press, the less you want to let go. Some people win a lot of money, and some people lose penniless. Don't say you don't ask for anything in return, there's no one at the table who wants to walk with an empty pocket...

Zhou Xiaoshuai said: "You are so smart that you should understand!" His love is not cheap, and his persistence should not be treated as just a family by you. Xiao Dai, you are running for three, and so is he, he doesn't have much youth to spend with you. He doesn't have as many stories as you, he doesn't have as many pretentious emotions as you, he just loves you. Really love you. What does society look like now? Don't say you're sick, even if you're healthy and there are a few people who are willing to protect you like him. When he is covered in bruises, who will continue to protect you and take care of you?! How many of the rest of your lives do you have to spend thanking him? Cherish it, Xiao Dai, I don't want to end up with no one to accompany you in the end because of your strength. ”

Xiao Shuai was right, I read every word he sent me seriously. In the end, he only replied with two words: "Thank you!" ”

I've always blamed life for grinding me without edges and corners, without the ability to embrace, and without passion to burn. There is no turning back with Gong Xiaoyi. is gone, and the excitement of being with Hu Xiaodong is surging. So I ignored the most real companionship around me.

The first novel I read in my life was Guo Jingming's "How Much Do You Know About the Flowers in Your Dreams", more than ten years have passed, and I still clearly remember that the heroine said that she was very calm leaning on her current boyfriend's shoulder... This peace is a lifelong rush.

I think that the peace that Wu Feng gave me will also be a lifetime.

After returning to China, we went to the hospital for a follow-up, and the doctor said that it was a miracle that my cancer cells were so small.

Out of the hospital, Wu Feng's domineering was all shown. He said: "You don't have to worry about the wedding, you just need to choose your favorite wedding dress and your favorite jewelry." After getting married, you will take care of Xiao Xuan'er at home, and when your body is completely recovered and recuperated for a while, we will consider having children. Until then, I'll arrange for a driver to pick you up where you want to go, but you're not allowed to run around yourself. Xiao Xuan'er, you don't have to worry, there is a nanny and a driver, you can honestly prepare to be a bride-to-be at home. Tell me what you need, and from now on, you will be mine. Including your loved ones, everything related to you is mine. ”

My heart is sweet. The corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise. I couldn't help but tease him: "Give you a one-sentence confession time!" ”

"I love you, seriously and cowardly, from the beginning to the end!"

"Are you sure?"

"I'm sure!"

"And you kiss me?"

He looked at me in surprise: "Are you sure?" ”

"Ahh I'm sure! ”

"Don't be funny, drive. Go home! It's home soon! ”

"Then I'll kiss you!" I rubbed over and kissed him the side of the cheek.

He looked handsome when he laughed. The corners of his mouth turned up wickedly, and he pulled up in the roadside parking lane, his right hand grabbing my neck and clasping me in his arms.

"What are you doing? Wu Qilang, you rascal! ”

"Why is my wife called a hooligan when I kiss my wife!"

"Didn't you say you're going home?"

"I refused just now, you sent it to the door yourself. Leprechaun, you've managed to get my attention. So let's kiss it here. ”

"Hahaha, bastard! It's so itchy! ”

"You bite me, Gu Ningdai! Are you a dog? ”

"If you're kissing me, I'm not going to bite you so easily!"

"Hey! How else! ”

"Why do you have a squinting expression? Otherwise, of course, it will kill you! ”

Later, Zhou Xiaoshuai saw the tooth marks on Wu Feng's neck and asked him: "Your strawberry is unique enough." ”

Wu Feng replied to Zhou Xiaoshuai with the expression of seeing the savior: "I just kissed her... Really..."

Zhou Xiaoshuai patted him on the shoulder meaningfully and comforted: "Poor child, I'm worried about whether she will kill you when you enter the cave room." ”

"But she made me kiss her... As a result, she almost snapped the artery in my neck. ”

"Women are tiger wow buddies!"

"Speaking of which, I envy you so much, Xiaoshuai!"

"Why do you envy me? I've been spending N nights in the bathroom! Do you know how much I want to go to bed? ”

"Do you still have this fetish? Do you like the smell of the restroom? ”

"Big brother, can't you see that I'm being abused?"

Wu Feng also patted Zhou Xiaoshuai's shoulder meaningfully and said, "Sympathy for the same disease!" ”

Before I got married, I moved to Wu Feng's villa, and he said that he would feel solid when he saw me, so Xiao Xuan'er and I stayed in his guest room, and we would play games together every night and watch anime with Xiao Xuan'er. Xiao Ke and Xiao Shuai often come to visit. My wedding dress has been custom-made and is super expensive, but he said that it is worth it no matter how expensive it is to wear it once in a lifetime.

The wedding day is getting closer and closer, and I didn't expect my wedding to be related to this man. I am full of emotion, and the people I met when I spoke about the road I had traveled were really as if they had never been here.

One night Xiao Xuan'er went to sleep, I went to the living room, Wu Feng was playing a game, I asked him, "Why don't you sleep yet." ”

He said: "After a while, I will have more than you in my room, and I am excited to think about it, so I can't sleep." ”

"So you're going to wait for the day of the cave to fall asleep? Rest quickly. ”

"Xiao Dai!"

"Huh?"

"Do you love me?"

"What is love?" Wu Feng was very disappointed, he was silent instantly, I smiled, and continued: "I only know that I want to marry you, and I will be you for the rest of my life." ”

Every few days, Wu Feng bought a baby Alaskan dog, and he said that when he and Xiao Xuan'er were not at home, the dog could accompany me.

I was lucky enough to survive all the hardships and meet him.

I used to think that I would give the best years to Gong Xiaoyi. Now I realize that my best years have just begun.

When Gong Xiaoyi heard the news that I was going to get married, he didn't say a word of blessing me. I asked him, "Don't you bless me?" ”

He said, "It is true that I wish you happiness, and I wish you happiness is false." ”

Later I heard that he was drunk on the side of the road, his car keys had fallen down the drain, and his wallet had been snatched.

Someone probed my mood, but there was nothing worth probing. It's already in the past. I have given myself to him without reservation, and now I am going to marry someone else as a bride. There are no regrets, and if you miss it for a lifetime, it will be a lifetime.

I knew that night he was drunk, because the last phone call he made before he collapsed on the side of the road was to me.

He cried so much that night that he said, "I used to say that I was self-righteous and thought that you would definitely come back." After all, we have Xiaoxuan'er. After all, we've known each other for 10 years. ”

"But I don't have many decades to be hurt by you."

"Just once!"

"One time is enough. In my case, not once should be forgiven. ”

"Xiao Dai, when I knew you were going to get married, I was thinking, otherwise I should be your best man. At the very least, they stepped on the red carpet together. Later, I thought, why don't you go to your wedding and smash the field, go and rob you, and then I thought, it's better not to go, because I'm afraid that if I do everything, you still won't go with me. ”

"Gong Xiaoyi. It's over. To grow up is to pay the price for the recklessness of the youth. Don't contact me in the future. I will take care of Xuan'er. Wu Feng also loves her very much. Yesterday we went to get the certificate. Whether you come to our wedding or not, he and I are already legally married. ”

"But, what about me!"

"I'm a victim and I've let it go. You have something you can't put down. ”

"I love you, Gu Ningdai."

"Don't lie to yourself. You don't love me the moment you cheat. What was once promised was just an illusory bubble, and this decade is our end. Everything was arranged by fate. Let me leave you, make myself myself, and meet him. Goodbye Gong Xiaoyi. I wish you no waves in the years, and I wish the rest of my life no joys and sorrows! ”

I recalled what I had said to Gong Xiaoyi, but I didn't expect that ten years later, these words would be done with another person―――――――

We will have little homes. The fireworks of the city accommodate warm balconies, day and night love stories, stupid and cute cats and dogs. Later, our love was from the beginning. You have changed from the sweetheart in front of you to the person next to you. I immaturely held your sleeve, and you kissed my forehead domineeringly. We become mature and gentle over time, and you become more and more clear and open. The rest of your life together!