Sixty-eight episodes
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If it weren't for the deep snow on the ground, it would be as if the snow had never been there yesterday.
I said, "If only I had the privilege of living." I have to fulfill my design dreams. ”
"Is it okay to have no foundation?" Wu Feng replied calmly.
I said, "There is nothing but what I want to do in my world, and there is no no!" ”
"The destination of happiness is the ultimate harbor of a woman. You should have a warm home with a shoulder to shelter you from the elements. ”
"I've always hugged myself when I'm tired, I can't cry, I smile and laugh and always pass, and then move on, I used to feel that my road is very long, the stage is in front of me... As a result, I chased for a long time and found my own stage, but there is still no end to the road... It doesn't affect my footsteps in the slightest, and even if I have a home, I won't stop. ”
"I'm afraid, I can't wait..."
"It's okay, then don't wait. You also have your own way, go to the fork in the road ahead, we go separately... In our circle, who has loved each other for seven years and ten years, and some have not been together until they died, but they have loved each other all their lives. Some fell in love at first sight, stayed together for seven years, and after ten years of love, they parted ways and loved others. Love, after all, is the cheapest... You don't have to wait for me! ”
"You don't understand what I mean...... Wu Feng and I stood on the breezy highway lane, behind him was the white snow, he took out a delicate small box, opened it, it was a sparkling diamond ring, this ring was particularly dazzling in the reflection of the sun and snow, he continued: "I'm afraid, I can't wait for your dreams to come true one by one before I can propose to you." I've also waited a long time, a decade, and I can't guarantee that I won't love you in another decade, let alone that it will take another few decades to forget you. I love you, I want to protect you, I want to give you a warm harbor, I want to wait for you to be tired when you are tired, I want you to accompany you to vent when you are irritable, I want your last good night to say to me every night, I want to be the first person you see when you wake up every morning will be me, I may not be your ideal appearance, but I am definitely the selfish ghost who loves you the most... I love you, Gu Ningdai, I don't care how ugly you are one day destroyed by your damn cancer cells, I don't care. It's true. I want to hold your hand, laugh with you, cry with you, go to all the places you want to go, accompany you to watch every movie you want to watch, accompany you to realize all your dreams, accompany you into the wedding hall, accompany you to the grave, I have thought about it, if one day you are gone, and I have not been tortured to death by myself, I will never fall in love with other women again in this life. Gu Ningdai, if I can, I want to get to know you again, starting with what your name is..."
Halfway through his speech, he couldn't stop crying. Including me.
We are facing each other inwardly, this time I don't want to run away, I want to face my heart.
Wu Feng carries the appearance of three people in my life. He has the appearance of Gong Xiaoyi when I first saw him, the free and domineering appearance of Hu Xiaodong, and the appearance of Kunyuan stupidly protecting me. I finally met this person, this person who made me feel like I was going to achieve everything in my previous life, this person who is like my memories but is unique.
I took the ring and cried with joy, "How material am I in your heart, is it necessary to buy a diamond ring of such a large carat?!" ”
"I just feel like spending everything for you isn't enough to express the weight of your heart in me."
His words struck me deeply. Someone has said that the people who love you will still feel that they don't give you enough if they give everything for you. People who don't love you are afraid that you will want too much.
The reason why I work hard is because I don't want to be with anyone for money, and I don't want to be separated from anyone because of money.
I didn't think about what kind of person I was, but I definitely wouldn't be the one who tried my best to please others in this life.
I finally understood the love in Journey to the West, and Sun Wukong is probably like Gong Xiaoyi. Because the plot of "Journey to the West" is understood like this: "How can I save you by letting go of the tight spell?" How to love you with a tight spell", but it is clear that this sentence is sarcasm. The person who loves you will definitely hug you before putting on the shackle to let you know that he loves you. Maybe Gong Xiaoyi chose the "Tight Mantra" because of his troubles. The important thing is that, at the end of the day, our years are like clouds on the horizon... Never to come back...
For me, the best love is that I don't want you to buy me lipstick, I want you to see a nice scenery and want to take me to see it. I don't want you to have a house or a car, I want you to be really willing to plan me into your future. I don't need you to have good conditions, how expensive gifts you give me, what I want is for you to love me, and I will never be willing to leave after you come.
Some people say that a girl like me is the most terrible, and I am most afraid that someone will run for love without any purpose.
But no matter how terrible a girl is, she will eventually meet a man who has been obedient to her all her life.
The Bible says that a woman is made from a rib that God took from a man. Therefore, in the vast sea of people, there is always a man who loves you as much as his own life. Because, you are a part of his body. ???
At night, we gathered around the campfire and waited for the aurora. I told my dad that I wanted to ride Harley's back on the endless Route 66.
My dad said something very meaningful, he said, "When you get snow, you want to embrace the sea, and when you have the sea, you start to yearn for desolation." ”
It's a pity that we waited all night and didn't see the aurora. It wasn't until a light leaked out of the sky that we suddenly realized that it was already dawn. Only Xiao Xuan'er slept peacefully in the sleeping bag all night, while the three of us sat around the campfire and talked about life. This night, the fire was warm.
I don't care at all that Aurora doesn't buy my bill. Because staying with the people you love the most is heaven every minute.
I guess I'm protected by the people who love me the most in the world, so I guess it's so warm.
We arrived on Route 66 as scheduled. It's a road with no end in sight. I've seen a lot of posts online about Route 66. The blood in these posts is deeply infectious.
Route 66 is affectionately called the "Mother Road" by Americans. It runs diagonally from Chicago all the way to Santa Monica, California, with a total length of about 3,939 kilometers.
We rented a Harley and a Porsche hardtop convertible, and Wu Feng drove me in Harley.
Xiao Xuan'er was not as excited as we showed when she looked at the endless road, she just sat in the co-pilot very stupidly, with an expression of death as if we were going and where she was going.
It feels good to run to the distance with your own happiness calmly, with the spontaneity of a western cowboy, running to the end of the road with the people you care about and love the most, even if all the lights go out...
We didn't speak the whole way, because even if we spoke, we would be blown away by the howling wind.
I was relieved to stick to Wu Feng's back, the first time I was so close to him, I hugged his waist tightly behind him, his back was very thick and warm, so that I had a very safe sense of belonging.
At this time, the melody of a song quietly sounded in my own heart, and this song can probably express the mood that this time and time give me.
"I am willing, accompany you to turn the sour of missing into the warmth of a hug, and accompany you to write the hesitation into the plot. There is still an expectation for how long the future will be, and I will accompany you until the story is finished. ??? ”
The road has not come to an end, my nosebleed has not stopped, I quietly wiped it off, and it will continue to flow, I don't want them to see it, so I buried my head deep behind Wu Feng...
I'm sorry... I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany you any further... I whispered in my heart... You must take care of yourselves without me, Wu Feng, thank you for accompanying me through so many unforgettable journeys. Dad, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't continue to honor you... Xiao Xuan'er, I'm sorry to make you a child without a mother...
No matter how beautiful the scenery is, no matter how good the rush is, I can't stop the hand that God has called me.
No matter how beautiful these landscapes are, they are only fleeting, and all the memories of these years are like a carefully edited color film in my mind. I survived the hardship, but I couldn't survive my fate...
Wu Feng, I'm sorry, I just agreed to your marriage proposal two days ago. I'm sorry I accidentally broke into your world and had to leave you quietly.
Dad, I'm sorry, I just said a few days ago that I started traveling around the world, and I can only go here today.
Daughter, I'm sorry to let you accompany me through so many ups and downs but can't give you a complete family.
What are you going to do when I'm gone...... Who will accompany my dad to dinner, and who will dress Xiao Xuan'er......
After I'm gone, will you ever meet another me...
Hey, God, no kidding, I really didn't live enough...
The distance didn't seem to be far enough, they suddenly stopped the car, Wu Fengxi turned his face with a smile but panicked for a moment, he hurriedly helped me find a tissue to wipe the nosebleed, I took his hand away, "Don't wipe it, just get here, it's useless..."
He burst into tears and hugged me tightly, hissing with exhaustion, "Why don't you say it." Why? ”
"It's useless to say it."
My dad patted me on the shoulder behind me and I knew he was crying too. I didn't dare to look back at him and Xiaoxuan'er, I was afraid, afraid that they would be sad to see me...
Xiao Xuan'er also panicked, "Mommy, what's wrong with you?" ”
When I heard Xiao Xuan'er's voice, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I know the pain and helplessness of losing my mother, and now I want to superimpose this pain on her.
"Wu Feng, now that there are no nosebleeds, let's move on. You have to cross this road to get to the town ahead, and when you get there..."
Wu Feng still hugged me tightly, and said in a trembling voice: "I may hug many people in the future, but I will definitely not hug you as hard..."
I also know that my dad is the most painful person, he spoils me to the end and treats me as his life. He said, "Let's go, let's keep going." "He was in tears, and I heard his voice tremble, and even though he endured it, I could hear it......
I'm sorry, I love you guys... Although I would love to really go down with you guys... But it seems that I don't have time to accompany you to the life you want...