Hung up Teng Xiaofei's phone I hurriedly dialed Xiao Ke's phone to tell her the reason for this incident, I originally thought that Xiao Ke's opinion was the same as mine, and I was unwilling to make a light bulb, but as a result

"Why not? Don't spend money on us, save more! ”

"Aren't you afraid that when we come back, our faces will be like black coal?"

"Don't you want to go to Tibet? Who said they should bring some school supplies to the poor children over there? ”

"But"

"What's the matter, you can seize such a good opportunity, I'll go anyway"

After boarding the plane the next day, I realized why An Xiaoke looked hungry last night.

I turned my face to look at her, and then glared at Sui Xiaokai who was sitting next to her. "Are you two so brazen that your parents made it?"

Jieyu asked me. "Gu Ningdai, don't tell me, let's go to Tibet just to see these two goods show affection!"

Although I hurriedly denied it, I shouted in my heart: I went to Tibet with Xiao Xuan'er just to see you two show affection for fools.

What's the picture? Isn't this the rhythm of abusing single dogs? I'm still trying my best to match, but it's clear that I can't get along with myself.

The reason why Xiao Xuan'er went to Tibet is taller than any of us, and they interpret it in such a milky voice. "This baby is just because she likes to soar in the sky" That's it, her mother and I are about to be abused to death, and she is nothing more.

If Sui Xiaokai and An Xiaoke were just to save money on air tickets, then I could bear it, but Teng Xiaofei suddenly stood up in front of us, and then turned around and waved at us, I couldn't bear it.

This product has no acting skills at all, except for Jie Yu, we were all thundered.

My heart is broken, who happened to meet the first second of turning around with peach blossoms drooling and waving their hands to say hello?

For the rest of the flight, I wanted to get up many times and ask the beautiful flight attendants who passed by. "Can the windows of your plane be opened? I wanted to jump. ”

Sui Xiaokai asked An Xiaoke softly: "Do you still want to eat something!" ”

Xiao Ke shook his head shyly, and I made a loud noise to Sui Xiaokai: "I'll eat!" Sui Xiaokai pretended not to see me.

From time to time, Fuji Xiaofei turned around and asked Jieyu, "Do you want to drink something?" Jie Yu stared at Teng Xiaofei and shook his head with drool.

I took the opportunity to grab Fuji Xiaofei: "I want to drink." "The thing pretended not to see me.

At the critical time, it was my little Xuan'er who proved my deposit, and she tugged at the corner of my skirt and told me: "Mommy, I want to pee." ”

During this time, I felt like I was hallucinating, and the voices of Teng Xiaofei and Sui Xiaokai sounded in my ears.

"Still in the mood for a bite to eat?"

"Would you like something to drink?"

If it's too late, I'd rather choose Jieyu to occupy my quilt, forcibly seize my pajamas, waste my food, and trample on my dignity in my house.

After a long flight, I could hear Jie Yu talking to Fuji Xiaofei all the time.

"The few noodle restaurants you open are my favorites, but I prefer to eat fish."

"Open! I'll open a house for you to eat when you go back. What else do you like? Brother did it for you. ”

"I like you."

It was not easy to reach the Gonggar Airport in Tibet. I thought I was finally free, and just as I was about to stretch my waist, I saw these two pairs of silly people holding hands and passing by my side together.

In other words, I will definitely fly back without saying a word, and I will never allow anyone to trample on my emotional outlook. But today I don't, I have to see how far these two pairs of fools can be loved.

I took Xiao Xuan'er's hand and followed these four fools.

Walking out of the airport, Teng Xiaofei's conscience woke up, and I thought I had finally seen the dawn, but he said to me: "Senior sister, you can be busy with whatever you want, let's go find a hotel first." ”

"Your uncle's Teng Xiaofei, I curse you to shop on the floor all the time, and you can't buy a set of sets of Jun all the time. How can you be so good at crossing the river and tearing down the bridge! "My eyeballs are popping out.

Jie Yu, who had been tired of being by his side, finally said something human. "Let's go buy something and take a look at the poor primary school in Jimai Township."

Xiao Xuan'er asked us very unhappily: "What is there to see in elementary school?" ”

After a long journey to overcome altitude sickness, we finally arrived at the complete primary school in Jimai Township, Nimu County, Tibet, where the average altitude is above 4,800 meters, and it is like living in a refrigerator all year round.

When we looked at the dilapidated school from afar, we were all silent.

Xiao Xuan'er quietly tugged at my sleeve. "What are we doing here?"

I said, "This is the primary school we're looking for." ”

We were in a state of high temperature all day, which was supposed to bring benefits to everyone, but it turned out to be a problem for the teachers and children.

The wagon delivering stationery for us slowly drove into our sight, but we had no energy at all, and the only way to show joy was to pull the corners of our mouths with all our might.

Xiao Xuan'er's body is quite strong, and she and a group of cute local children help us out.

When the children saw a cart of new clothes and stationery, the audience was happy. But I cried

Xiao Ke and Jie Yu sandwiched me between them, I cried, and they wept too. Too much emotion. But most of all, it is distressing.

When I first met Zhou Xiaoshuai, he asked me what my wish was, and I said, "I want to have a lot of money and open a lot of nursing homes and schools." ”

Zhou Xiaoshuai said that I am a money obsession. I said, I'm not, I want it all free, I want all the old people to have a home, so that all the children can study.

He said to me: "It is becoming more and more difficult to be a good person in today's society, and you are fortunate not to have this ability, otherwise the whole society will walk on the walking dead." ”

I am crying at this moment not because of grievances, but because of distress, they are also children, my children are clothed and fed, but their children have to suffer from hunger and cold, I want to tell Zhou Xiaoshuai, not all people will be overly addicted to dependence, I dare to guarantee that these children will become pillars when they grow up.

Xiao Ke asked me, "What are you thinking?" ”

I said, "I want to take them to my house, I want to keep them"

In the evening, we sat cross-legged around the stove, and several of us had a high fever, and many parents of the children brought quilts and meals, and we gathered around to hold the rice bowl. I can guarantee that this was the most memorable dinner we have ever had in our lives.

We're leaving early tomorrow morning.

Xiao Ke said, "Do you want to tell the children when you leave tomorrow?" ”

I said, "We're going to leave before dawn, I can't stand the separation, it's not that I'm afraid of tears, I'm afraid of meeting and saying goodbye again." ”

This night, none of us said a word more, even Xiao Xuan'er, I didn't speak because I was secretly shedding tears, and the hoarseness of my voice exposed my weakness with a slight mouth. I want to leave this village in style. I don't want to cry and salivate like I'll never come back.

Before going to bed, Xiao Xuan'er handed me a letter, and she told me that it was written to me by a child named Nilang.

While they were all asleep, I quietly unfolded the crumpled paper and looked at the crooked words on the paper with the help of the faint light of my phone.

"A lot of kids want to ask you! Can we call you Mom? ”

I couldn't cry in an instant, and Xiao Ke was woken up by me and asked me in a panic what was wrong.

I choked up and read the contents of the letter, in addition to the two old men, Xiao Ke and Jie Yu also choked up, they leaned on my shoulder together, and told me: "I'll reply to the letter later." ”

The next morning, I told the teacher to wait for us to go far away and read out the reply.

In the morning, there was no sign of any light in the east, and a few of us tiptoed open the door, and the driver who carried us away kept urging us: "Can we go?" ”

We were reluctant to leave. It turns out that the real meaning of meeting is to know each other and say goodbye.

As soon as I arrived at the courtyard and turned around, I couldn't stop crying again. The children were all standing in the courtyard.

I was angry. "It's so early and so cold, you're crazy? Hurry home and go to bed. ”

When the children heard me, they cried together.

The teacher told us, "They have to walk many miles to get here just to give you a ride."

They all ran over and hugged me in a circle, and Xiao Xuan'er stood outside the circle and cried at the top of her voice.

Mr. Driver impatiently reminded us: "Let's go"

I hate reluctance, and I hate emotional disputes even more because I'm afraid.

We left, and the teacher read out the contents of the letter as I told him, and I wrote: You are all my children, the teacher's children, and the children of the motherland. It's your parents' children. We think about you and love you all the time. Our request is very simple, we just hope that you will study hard, grow up well, and take your family out of the mountains when you succeed in your studies. You can call me at any time, or you can come to us at any time. Oh, by the way, I will be your Xiao Dai's mother in the future, and that baby-faced is your Xiao Yu's mother, and the long-haired fluttering is your Xiao Ke's mother, and I have left the phone number of the three of us. Grow well, be healthy, and hope that the next time we meet, you will grow taller, tall and strong.

Your little Dai's mother stays.

In the bumpy road, any altitude sickness is, and I knew that I wanted to vomit, and I wanted to vomit when I was bumped.

I wrapped myself in a yellow coat and quietly poked my head out and sighed. "What a fucking cold wow!"

Xiao Ke disliked me for not having a su zhì and asked me, "Where else do you feel cold?" I'll give you warmth. ”

"Wallet!" I resolutely told her the answer.

In fact, I am cold now, each of them has a handsome guy in their arms, and I, only Xiao Xuan'er in my arms, still enjoy Xiao Xuan'er with a yellow coat.

I miss Hu Xiaodong, I want to send him a message, but every time I take out my mobile phone, there is no signal, this is really clear-eyed.

I miss him, I want to hide in his coat and poke my head out, and then I hide from Xiao Xuan'er in my coat.

I quietly watched the scenery pass by outside the car window.

I miss him, inexplicably thinking

I want to have him with me on every journey, I want to open my eyes every day and see his face, I want him to show up every time I am unhappy, I want to tell him, if he loves me, or if he still loves me, I will sue him, I have been waiting for him.

There's a lot I haven't done with him. For example, go to dinner with him hand in hand on Valentine's Day, go to eat hand in hand with him during the New Year, and you can go to dinner hand in hand with him every day anyway. I cook, he chooses the dishes, and if there is nothing to do, he will be involved in the carnival of others, and we will be happy when others are happy, and we will be happy if others are unhappy.

However, in the relationship with him, my posture is really depressing, because I care too much about him to stretch my true self, I have never taken the initiative to hold his hand, I have never taken the initiative to be spoiled by him, and I have never even faced my own heart.

I want to sue him, my aura is not strong at all, I am a very small woman, I just want to run wild with him for the rest of my life.

I came to my senses, I realized it all over the journey, I understood the awakening that these four fools had given me in front of me, but I also lost it properly. Being happy is not what he can give you, but simply depends on who you are with.

I quietly looked at Xiao Ke and Jie Yu's happy appearance indulging in love, and vaguely remembered the depressive aura that Zhou Xiaoshuai talked about, and I even penetrated a sentence: "If you have two men living in your heart at the same time, then you must choose the second one, because if you like the first, you will not fall in love with the second." "But I realized that it was too late, and by the time I desperately tried to keep it, I had already lost it.

When I realize my mistake, I have lost a past that I can't get back, and sadness is probably like that.