My residence is on the street behind the Fashion Design Institute. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info It's an old building, and it's the French style that you often see in movies.

The landlady was very welcoming, she told me, "Just moved in yesterday a handsome guy from the same place as you and lives right next door to you!" ”

I asked her, "Are there a lot of people living in this apartment?" ”

"More than 30 rooms are all full! Of course you're lucky, I can give you the key to the last room! ”

"Thank you!" We hugged each other and came to an agreement to move in.

When I opened the door, a ray of sunlight hit me like a lightlight, and the sunlight suddenly shone on me through the large floor-to-ceiling windows.

The feeling of stretching out in the warm sunlight to welcome the new surroundings is particularly refreshing.

I spent the whole day enjoying the Parisian sun on the lazy couch by the window, the streets outside the window and the occasional starry sky with the sound of a guitar...

Life is always going crazy once, whether it's for one person, a journey, or a dream.

I quickly settled into the atmosphere of the customized study plan given to me by the college. I enjoyed riding my bike in the morning to meet the morning light, drawing with a pencil at the academy at noon, and the afterglow of the sunset in the afternoon to stretch the fullness of my bicycle.

We would have an hour and a half of foreign language class in the morning, practice hand-drawing at noon, and almost all of the afternoon would be some creative exchanges.

I get along well with everybody, it's a family-like college. It's all in vain, but fortunately it's all fate, and fortunately, I haven't given up any opportunity to improve myself.

My inspiration is shuttled through one color drawing after another, and I rarely miss it, because I am so busy, I don't have time to suffer from gains and losses, and I don't have time to be sentimental.

I went back to the apartment most of the time, washed up, and watched the video with Xiao Xuan'er and then read the textbook and fell asleep... When I wake up, the textbook will always lie quietly on the side of the bed. Every day was repeated, and the class schedule became more and more compact, and the most comfortable time for me was probably sitting by the window of the library, flipping through the books, and enjoying the sense of comfort brought to me by the sun.

Wu Feng would ask me about my current situation every day, and I always answered sparsely, saying: It's all good!

On my twentieth day at the academy, one of my classmates at school asked me if I would like to go to a light show in the evening.

I was still hesitating, and she said, "Go ahead, you should give yourself a vacation!" Seeing her expectant looks, I reluctantly agreed.

In fact, during the 20 days I came to Paris, I didn't go anywhere except the classroom, except for the library, except for the apartment. Because I was very scared, I accidentally bumped into the memories of me and Wu Feng on a street corner.

Because I really don't want to waste time reminiscing about the past. I remember the first few days when I first came to the college, I couldn't do anything well, I always made mistakes, and I couldn't keep up with the rhythm of other students at all. Some seniors laughed at me, saying that I was not a material for fashion design at all. I was so angry that I hid in the bathroom and cried, and I happened to be met by my teacher, who gave me a deep hug after learning the reason, and then gently told me: "Baby, you should work hard quietly, and when you become stronger, you will jump out and scare the people who once looked down on you." That's what you need to aim for now! ”

You still need to be strong enough, solve things by yourself, and don't cry your nose or shed tears. So I want to assure myself that what I have put in, what I have worked on, and what I have lost, is worthwhile!

I was dressed casually at the evening party, and one of my seniors laughed at me and said, "As a student at the most high-end design school, you can dress so casually, don't you have a dress?" Still can't afford it? ”

I replied, "I can't afford it!" ”

She laughed sarcastically. "I went to the most expensive college, but I couldn't even afford a decent dress. It's ridiculous. ”

"I'm puzzled! Who is required to wear a dress to attend the party? I'm happy to wear as much as I want! How! What noble rule has been violated? Or will it be sentenced? ”

"I've long seen you unpleasant! Is the poor girl cramming into our academy for her rich boyfriend? I advise you not to be delusional, the ugly duckling turns into a white swan and only appears in fairy tales! Wake up, girl! Hurry back to your country and wear the cheapest stalls! ”

"This eighth woman, you are wide enough. In order to target me, I have even pulled my motherland! Don't you know that China accounts for the majority of the world's richest people? Don't talk about uselessness, there is a kind of fight, the verbal war is boring, and there is a kind of bleeding on the field! ”

She sneered at me and beckoned her two friends over. I thought, I'm done, I may not be able to fight one-on-one, how can I play three-on-one?

When their faces became more and more hideous, my mind was thinking, hurry up, hurry up and transform, my real body must be Shui Bingyue, but there is a transformation spell that mutters about it?

At this moment, I am like a little white rabbit who is favored by three hungry wolves, I know that I am about to be in trouble, so I began to regret it, why don't I wear a dress, I can even afford a Rolls-Royce, why don't I buy a dress!

"Xiao Dai?"

As they approached me, my name was called, and it was behind me that my name was called in our great mother tongue!

On a starry night in Paris, I would see a dazzling dawn, and although I forgot the spell of transformation, my night dress mask came to my rescue. So I couldn't wait to turn around, and when I saw him, I was stunned...

"Hu Xiaodong?"

"Why are you here?" "Why are you here?" We were almost in unison.

He walked past me and walked over to them, put his hands in his pockets, and said calmly: "Welcome to my party, I am Hu Xiaodong from the business school next door to you." ”

They scratched their heads in an instant. Later I learned that the men in their business school were the preferred choice for the girls in our fashion design school. As for why, there is only one reason: there is money!

The senior sister who made things difficult for me asked, "Mr. Hu, Miss Gu is your friend?" ”

Hu Xiaodong returned to me, deliberately hugged my shoulders, and didn't care about the other girls gritting their teeth at me, and deliberately emphasized in his tone: "To be exact, it's a girlfriend!" ”

I stared at the side of his face with wide eyes in disbelief, pinched him hard behind his back, and warned him with my eyes to let go of the hand holding me quickly, but he smiled at me without changing his face.

I knew that meeting him again was the beginning of my misfortune.

Sure enough, the next morning, I was brushing my teeth when I heard a loud noise of checked luggage outside the door. Is the girl next door to me moving out? I hurriedly grabbed my toothbrush and went out to say goodbye to her. As a result, I opened the door, but what I saw was Hu Xiaodong, who was dragging luggage and directing others to help him carry the furniture.

I couldn't help but frown, removed my toothbrush, and opened my mouth full of foam. "You're not going to bribe the landlady at a high price and join forces to get rid of that innocent girl, right?"

"Write too many novels, you! I just found her a more comfortable place to live. She happily accepted! He glanced at me with an incredulous face, and continued, "This lady, please go back and clean the toothpaste foam in your mouth!" Thank you! ”

"Oops, I'll go!" I turned around and went back to my room.

His voice rang out behind me: "No need to pedal your bike to school on the verge of falling apart!" I'll pick you up by car! ”

I rinsed my mouth and replied to him: "That bike is obviously very young, how can it fall apart!" Besides, I still prefer cycling! ”

He didn't say a word and went back to his room, and when he saw him again, he was downstairs, standing next to a mountain bike, and when he saw me coming out, he hurriedly showed to me: "Actually, I also like to ride a bicycle!" ”

"So... This young master, are you planning to ride my bicycle with me to school? ”

"That's right! Isn't that obvious? ”

“…… Well, if you like it! ”

He and I rode side by side on the trails, and the little wildflowers on the roadside of Paris sprang wild.

He asked, "Wu Feng didn't come to you?" ”

I said, "Why did he come?" ”

He said, "I heard that you broke up? ”

I replied, "Who said that?" ”

He said: "The partner of Wu Feng Club is me! ”

Me: "......"

He said, "Give me a chance to chase you again!" ”

Me: "......"

He said, "I'm just informing you, not asking for your opinion!" I'm going to chase you again. Let's start over! ”

"Don't make a fuss! Once your mother disliked me for being divorced and having children! Now I'm even better than I used to be! Divorced twice and with children! ”

"She's not going to care. Since the last time I got married, she hasn't interfered in my emotional life. ”

"But Xiaodong, I think, I can't do it."

"You don't need to do anything! Just be yourself. For the rest, let me do it! ”

"But, it's not worth it! It's true! ”

"Have you ever drunk several mixed flavors in a bubble tea shop? I've drunk it! The clerk said that it had never been sold like this, and it was not delicious! I said, you can just get it, and I'll drink it if it doesn't taste good. You sell the life you live, and I drink what I drink of my own free will. ”

After that, he would sit downstairs on his bicycle and wait for me every morning, and he would wait for me at the entrance of our school when he got out of class early.

It feels a lot like the innocence of college. It's just that I don't have the surging heart I had when I was young.

For these three months, he was like a domineering big boy. He was with him for three meals, and he was with him on the way home, and when I had a fever, he would break down the door and carry me to a nearby clinic.

It's just that his sentence: "How can you warm your frozen heart" more and more.

I said, "A lot of things will be replaced." When the number of times I loved others in my heart was exhausted, it happened to freeze at Wu Feng. I'm desperate too... It's like, you once accompanied me on a trek through mountains and rivers, and the great scenery was unobstructed, and one day, you suddenly stopped accompanying me, and someone accompanied me to choose a relatively stable road. By the time you come back to me and walk the same path I once had, I've fallen in love with the other paths and I'll love them for life, and I can't turn back..."

"In the days without you, I have never regretted that I couldn't be with you, but I often regret that I didn't love you with all my strength when I was together. So, even if the road I walk with you after that is very short, I am willing. I don't say I love you, I just want to go with you..."

"None of us are qualified to say love or not. After all, you and I don't look like we have expectations for each other. In fact, it's good to be friends, because other relationships can turn against each other, and only friends last the longest. ”

"I'll protect you as a friend for the time being, but what if you become mine one day?!"

"Good luck then!"

"Know it in your heart, don't be quiet, it's really your forte."

"The person who enters the heart is the most unforgettable, and the heart-touching love is the most difficult. The reason why I look like a breeze to you is not because I am good at playing, but because some things are not played if you want to act, you can pretend if you want! For example, I don't love you anymore, how do you let me act? Besides, how long will you like me? When you let go of the obsession of regrets in the past, the road between us is actually very short. ”

"I don't know how long I'll like you. Who knows what the future holds? Maybe I'll always like it, maybe I'll give up one day after figuring it out. But since it's unpredictable, don't worry about it so much, anyway, I like you so much now, so it's good. ”

In the evening video, Gong Xiaoyi said: "Today happens to be the tenth anniversary of our acquaintance, so soon, it's been ten years in a blink of an eye!" ”

Xiao Xuan'er rolled her eyes at him on the side, I thought she was ready to hold grievances for me, but Xiao Xuan'er just said lightly: "Can you blink your eyes and see if I can get bigger!?" ”

I was amused by Xuan'er. Before ending the video, I told her: "The underwear must be changed every day, you can be Xiaoxuan'er." ”

"Don't worry, Mommy, baby has done it!"

If children are the starting point of my success, then my belief is the source of support. So give yourself a hundred reasons to struggle, and never accept any excuse for stagnation.

Xiao Xuan'er came to Paris with my dad during the summer vacation, when they arrived, I was chatting with Hu Xiaodong about my design inspiration, when Hu Xiaodong praised me, I laughed proudly a few times, just happened to be seen by Xiao Xuan'er, she was very angry and walked to our side and said: "Mommy, I see that I am not by your side, and you are quite happy!" ”

I was momentarily speechless: "How! Aren't you by my side, I have to cry every day to be happy? ”

"Then Uncle Xiaodong, why are you here?" Xiao Xuan'er's vigilance ability reached the upper limit at this time.

Hu Xiaodong rubbed her head very dotingly: "Because uncle needs to protect your mother!" ”

Xiao Xuan'er was still very unfriendly: "Then thank you so much for protecting my mother for me and my father!" ”

"Did your dad protect me? Who taught you to speak so officially? ”

"I'm talking about Daddy Wind! Didn't say anything about anyone else! ”

"Hey, I found out, your father fed you gunpowder before you came?"

"I've been with my grandfather for seven days, and my dad doesn't have time to feed me gunpowder!"

"And how can you put out the fire?"

"Take me to something delicious!"

"Oh my god... Will you be able to show your intentions in a straightforward manner in the future? Don't always beat around the bush to express the theme, okay daughter! ”

"Okay, my favorite Mommy! Then let's go! ”

Hu Xiaodong said: "When I go to drive, I'll take you to eat!" ”

Xiao Xuan'er instantly changed her attitude towards Hu Xiaodong and followed him in a hurry.

At night, my daughter slept, and I sat on a wicker chair on the balcony and drank red wine. My dad came over and I handed him a glass and said, "Let's have a drink." ”

My dad took the wine glass, poured some wine himself, was silent for a while, took out a card and gave it to me, and said, "Xiaofeng asked me to bring it to you." I'm afraid you don't have enough money here. ”

"I don't want to. I have money. ”

"Take it, and if you don't want it, you will return it to him yourself."

I didn't want my dad to be hard in the middle, so I took it.

My dad said, "A person who spends money for you doesn't necessarily love you." But people who don't spend money for you must not love you. Whether you spend or not, or whether you want or not, you should understand the intentions of others. ”

"Then why didn't he come to me?"

"Itself wanted to come with us. But he's afraid that you'll be upset to see him. ”

So he feels that this card is more important than others? When I was sick, our family of three went out on a trip around the world, and he didn't care who would be unhappy to see him, and didn't he fly half the world to find us? Now that you're married, do you know how to put on a shelf? ”

"Then I ask you, if he comes to you now, are you ready to face him?"

“……”

My dad's question, I was speechless. I never thought he would come to me, and I never thought about how I was going to face him.

I remember on my wedding night, when he hugged me and couldn't do anything, he asked me what I wanted.

I said, "I want to have a big, big, long, long future with you!" ”

But now, we're on opposite sides of the world, and I don't go to familiar places to regain memories, I don't talk to him, I just like each other's moments of friends occasionally, but I really miss him...