I raised my head, only to see that Zhang Yan's pretty face was already crimson, and her eyes were obviously a little fluttering, I think the feeling just now must have touched her heart, she felt that it was wrong, but she was a little reluctant, especially just now she couldn't help but scream, she must have been difficult to accept the kind of performance she just had.

"You...... You ...... just now" Zhang Yan seemed to want to question me, but her voice was a little weak, maybe she was very dissatisfied with my behavior just now, but her body had already surrendered.

"What's the matter, did it hurt you just now?" I just pretended I didn't know, "I'll be more careful." ”

"No...... No, but ......" Seeing my serious appearance, Zhang Yan herself was a little undecided, maybe she was more to hide her heart, so she only blushed and said softly, "That...... You tap it again, just ...... It really hurts me. ”

Seeing that Zhang Yan was so shy that she couldn't raise her head, I couldn't help but smile in my heart, did it really hurt you? It's because you can't help but be about to make waves.

In this case, of course, I had to go further, so my hand kept teasing her more dexterously.

"Ah......" Zhang Yan naturally spoke again, this time the voice was undisguised, and it completely let go of the woman's reserve, even a fool could hear what the reason was.

"Zhang Yan, isn't your voice a little ...... just now" I have already let go of my hand, raised my head and looked at Zhang Yan without blinking, I know that some things should be able to officially start.

"No, not really." Zhang Yan waved her hand again and again with a shy face, and quickly denied it without waiting for me to finish, "I'm just a little painful...... I'm not...... I—I'm leaving. ”

Facing my gaze, Zhang Yan was obviously panicked, she couldn't explain her performance just now, she just stood up in a panic, she didn't dare to look at me more, she just wanted to escape from this place that made her ashamed and humiliated as soon as possible.

I didn't stop her bluntly, but after Zhang Yan took two steps in a panic, I called her and said, "Zhang Yan, your stockings." ”

"Oh." Zhang Yan answered in a whisper, and turned around in a panic to pick up the stockings that fell on the bed, she didn't dare to look up at me, but I saw that her snow-white neck was red, and then she turned around and wanted to run away in a panic.

This time, I stopped in front of her in time, I looked at her and asked her bluntly: "Zhang Yan, do you like me?" ”

Zhang Yan was shocked by this sentence, and hurriedly ran away from my gaze, shaking her head again and again: "No, it's not." ”

"But I like you." I hugged her without hesitation, and immediately wanted to kiss her.

"No, you can't." Zhang Yan hurriedly turned her face away and ran away, but her body was already weak, and she just refused weakly, "I'm already married, although I used to ...... But that's all in the past. ”

"Then you still liked me, didn't you? Do you really want to leave regrets? After saying this, I bowed my head to kiss her snow-white neck, I knew that I didn't need to say anything more, I just needed to use practical actions to break through her last psychological defense.

In the face of my directness and boldness, Zhang Yan quickly collapsed, she refused weakly in her mouth, but her body was soft and did not resist at all, and in the end, even the refusal turned into a murmur after complete relaxation.

I stripped her like a dumpling, and then I didn't hesitate to go up.

Soon, my passion completely melted Zhang Yan, I haven't touched a woman for three years, at first I was worried that Zhang Yan's petite body could not withstand my bravery, but later, I couldn't take care of anything, I was like a storm raging the boat in the sea, Zhang Yan was hit by the stormy waves and her body was incomplete, she let go of her heart, and shouted loudly more than once......

That day, I don't know how many times Zhang Yan flew, I only know that when I calmed down, Zhang Yan's whole body was so soft that she didn't even have the strength to turn over, and the sheets under her body were wet.

After calming down, Zhang Yan fell asleep deeply, she said weakly that she couldn't go home, I said that if you want to sleep, sleep in peace, what do you want to do so much now, you can treat this place as your home.

But after Zhang Yan woke up, she still dragged her tired body home, she looked at me before leaving, but she didn't say anything, she just sighed faintly, and left without looking back.

I think Zhang Yan may not come again in the future, the first time a woman cheats, the psychological pressure will be great, and the woman is delicate, and there are many aspects to consider, now I can't give Zhang Yan a sense of security, she will definitely not consider giving up the family and throwing herself into my arms, today's passion can only become an unforgettable memory in her life, this secret will always be buried in the deepest part of her heart.

And I also began to calm down and plan my future life, my goal is very big, Zhang Yan will definitely not be able to satisfy me, she is destined to be just a passerby by my side.

I stood on the balcony and watched the night gradually fall, the lights in the city flickered, and behind each light, there was a different life for everyone, and I thought that I must have a wonderful life in the future.

I simply ate a bowl of instant noodles at night, I can only eat instant noodles, I don't have the money to eat anything else, the only thing I have now is the house that Zhang Yan rented for me, some essential daily necessities, and two boxes of instant noodles in the kitchen.

But then again, Zhang Yan is actually quite careful, and the rented house is full of products, otherwise I would have a normal life with a simple shower before I left the prison and brought back a few useless things.

So I thought, tomorrow I should go to find a job, even if I am not familiar with the current world, I have to find a job first, two boxes of instant noodles to last for half a month at most, and in the absence of income, all my goals and plans are delusional, even if the job I am looking for has no future, I don't care, I am like the rest of my life in the deep sea, and I can only find a foothold first under the urgent situation.

So I went to bed early at night, the bed was very comfortable, I also slept very peacefully, for the first time in three years, I felt the softness of the bed, there was still Zhang Yan's breath on it, I fell asleep quickly with that faint fragrance.

It was already more than 9 o'clock in the morning when I woke up the next day, it was useless to get up early to find a job, I didn't deliberately get up early, my main thing is to maintain full energy, I slept well last night, I was full of energy, and my thinking was quite sharp.

After a simple wash, I shaved my beard, ate a bowl of instant noodles, and walked out of the house refreshed, I said to myself, this city, I, Han Bin are back, this time I have regained my life, and no one will be able to stop me from moving forward in the future.

I'm already strong-hearted, I'm ready, I'm starting from scratch......

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